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[ I AM. ]
Ruby//Aged 19//From Singapore; not a part of China//
Schooling//Wildly infatuated with Johnny Depp<3//In Love with my Boyfriend<3
Likes//Music//Bass guitar//Drums//Coke//Ice Coffee//Milk Tea//Chocolates//Smashing Seafood//
Famous Amos Butterscotch and Pecan Cookies//Spiders
Slacking//Having Fun//Laughing//Intellect, Humour and Wit
Dislikes//Hip Hop, RnB and Chinese Pop//Cockroaches//
Nasty Smelling Stuff//Japan and everything to do with it except sushi//Inconsiderate, rude and selfish people
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Friday, September 26, 2008
I NEED HELP!I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR MY 2ND ANNIVERSARY WITH FADZLY!
Please please please please throw me any ideas you have. THANK YOU.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
i don't know you but from what i understand, this is what i have to say.you talk about her like she is your world, yet, you do things to let her down. it really gets me wondering..
before you choose to go the wrong way, does her face not appear in your mind? does her love for you not be felt in your heart? i really dont get it.
all while you claim she is your entire world.
bullshit.
however, if it's not what it seems to be, then i sincerely apologise.
ive seen it twice now. how people can hide things so well. it makes me wonder if they were hiding it from people but somehow hiding it from themselves? turning a blind eye to the things they should let go of because it takes too much to do so. so they leave all evidences of the happy times and try to forget the sad times.
sometimes it works, sometimes it doesnt. sometimes it takes too much a toll on you.
and then, there's the part where what you see affects you and brings you to an epiphany.
i am one hell of a lucky person. i truly, honestly am not revelling in others misery but it seems that their misery has brought me... i wouldnt say enlightenment but it's certainly opened my eyes and my mind.
my dear, im ever so sorry for making you feel like you werent good enough for me or if you weren't making me happy enough. i was blinded by what i saw that wasnt necessarily the real deal. please forgive me. and i promise i will be so much better a girlfriend :). i love you!