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[ I AM. ]
Ruby//Aged 19//From Singapore; not a part of China// Schooling//Wildly infatuated with Johnny Depp<3//In Love with my Boyfriend<3

Likes//Music//Bass guitar//Drums//Coke//Ice Coffee//Milk Tea//Chocolates//Smashing Seafood// Famous Amos Butterscotch and Pecan Cookies//Spiders Slacking//Having Fun//Laughing//Intellect, Humour and Wit

Dislikes//Hip Hop, RnB and Chinese Pop//Cockroaches// Nasty Smelling Stuff//Japan and everything to do with it except sushi//Inconsiderate, rude and selfish people

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Tell Me

Monday, November 26, 2007

i think this is the most painful phrase a girlfriend can utter:

the hardest part about walking away from you
is knowing you wont run after me.

I know a girlfriend who's said it. it breaks my heart.

My right shin is quite horribly abrased. it hurts like shit!

had to walk home through the rain today, hurt!! luckily i had an umbrella coz it was REALLY HEAVY. the umbrella actually pretty much kept my butt and above dry. everything else was wet. what sucked the most was that my papillios were soaked. went home, used a hair dryer to dry it. ahaha.

anyway assignments really pouring in now. if i said i was busy before, things are just going to get busier. ah im so looking forward to it.. not. sigh :(.

again, the ns thing is suck-ing because i hate only seeing the boyfriend on weekends :(. sometimes i just have the incredible urge to see him and i cant. BOO.

mid term tests are coming up as well. im not sure if we have one or two tests.. oh well. time management is key.

also seems like ive stopped blogging long enough to lose all my readers. hahaha, come back people!!

Sunday, November 18, 2007

saturday was simply lovely :). thanks baby.

i want more days like that.. i hate the once a week thing. :(. i wish we could meet up more often. i think this lack of physical touch and physically being with each other is kinda hard.. coz i miss his touch :(. shut up and dont think dirty.

sometimes it stresses the relationship.. coz im big on communication. he prefers to be read.. so its hard when i cant see his face or his body language. when we talk on the phone or sms, sometimes he says something and he means it but i think he doesnt. or when he might be saying something that isnt necessarily true ( eg, are you upset? no.) and i cant tell. so that sucks :(. creates rifts in the relationship.

three more months of him staying in and then he will be on a 9 to 5 shift.. or i think so.. but anyway it should mean i can see him almost everyday as compared with once a week.. three or two times a week would be nice :).

*crosses fingers*!

Friday, November 16, 2007

sometimes i wish you would read me better.

that you would notice when i dont prolonge the goodbye, when i just say ok/oh, and it ends there.

im sure at one point of time, some of you might have asked yourself... how does she stand him? how can she work with him?

i know why..
you know why?

coz they're the same damn type of people.

smart, condescending over-achievers who think they are better than everybody.

the only difference is that she's not that hard to look at. so there.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

No offence but.. bucks won NTL? Damn.. and sigh :(.

sorry for the lack of posts. i dont think anyone even visits anymore. haha. busy with schoolwork now. taking a break from my adv tv proposal. same ol stuff, just very tedious to do. although i think my storyboard is looking pretty good :D.