Saturday, July 31, 2004

Miss my posts? sorry ah.. haha been either lazy to get on or studying.. which sucks.. well i feel quite sad.. coz mum seems REALLY umm.. like she REALLY doesnt wan me to go aus after Os. Why? Even kumari's mom will let her if she had a relative there. So why cant my mom? she told me if i cant get into mass comm in poly then she send me for private but in singapore. i dunno lah.. sometimes i feel like just giving up on it all, but then i also feel that there is hope. i really wish to lor. anyways, tuition today.. then did the test papers.. uhh.. after that, i watch spiderman 2. the pirated VCD hahaha.. near the end lah.. he saving the train? yea just that part. and i ate cheese pretzels!! the ones that you can only get in first class seating in airplane. hahaha.. my auntie kope one. anyways, hows everyone's studies going? OH YAH. my oral only score 29/40! FUCKIN DISAPPOINTING!!! waaaah lau.. highest was 31, saravanan scored it. i expected so much more for my reading! in which i scored a 9/12. to some of y'all it might be ok but not to me. but what can i do? its over, if i whine, it'll only get irritating. hmMm.. going down to the regional language centre next wed with yani and kumari i think.. to find out and plan more abt the australian education thing.. i'm still going to find out even though my mom opposes.. why doesnt she see that i really want to go? basket.. i will still try lor.. even though i feel like just giving in. but thats not me. just real tired of it. real tired of trying to prove myself to my mom. hai.. whatever, finish Os then say lah right? argh, its super frustrating!! oh yea and one more thing. MY BROTHER IS A SUPER FUCKING PAIN IN MY FUCKING HUGE BUTT. Thats all about today.. i think this must be the longest typed post.. not the other one anymore.. haha! ok bubbyes and wish me all the best. i really need you guys to wish me to australia next year. can do? Thanks a bunch. I love you all.

I wanna call you, but like you say, distance makes it hard.

Saturday, July 24, 2004

hiiiiies.. finished tuition then came online.. yep. tomorrow i can get my TBS cd!! i just hope i dont forget hahaha.. then later they think i standing them up or what.. lols. i got their contact number already.. phone charging so later i save inside.. today went to school to decorate class.. it turned out really nicely.. real proud =D. Us girls rock! then the stupid watson.. come and disturb only, spoil kumari's apron.. hahaha.. hmMm.. oh yeaaaa.. today raining then i was drenched so badly.. horrid!! first at my place, i thot i gonna be late, coz i waiting for rain to lighten.. then later lighten already.. i left home at around 7.30 plus.. then happy happy walk to bus stop.. then when i got down at toa payoh.. gosh! it was raining quite heavily man!! then bo bian.. i walk.. walk and i go SOOOO wet.. got to school dripping like a mad bitch.. and sooo nice.. when i sitting down.. the NCC boys got a break.. so there i was, exposed to the whole world.. =\. but i sitting in a way where hopefully nothing was exposed lah.. haha.. then later suddenly all of them seem to turn up at one time.. then i was saved.. hahaha thanks to aldis also, he come then tell me to cover up.. haha coz abit very exposed (o0o oxymoron!! did you see it? hahaha).. SEND ME AN ANGEL! hahaha listening to this song now.. hehe ok nothing much to post.. and once again i dun like to make people go blind. so ta!

Butterflies and Angels.
Cookies. mMmm.. hahahaha..

Friday, July 23, 2004

Greetings my loyal subjects.. The Queen is sorry she has not been updating her blog becaus she has been studying.. Anyways lots of things happened.. but too many to list.. dun wan to make you all go blind coz i know it sucks to read white words on a black background.. uhh.. today after sch went body shop, got one men's perfume.. smell fucking nice!! i love it so much.. too bad its men's smell.. if not i buy, hairiani says its men's smell, if not i buy, wear and shut up. hahaha.. tomorrow got class deco, gotta be in sch by 8, then got math remedial of some sort.. and come home still got tuition.. i need help with my fucking science! oral on 22 july was a disappointment.. i feel that i could've done better with the reading.. i think my expression was good but maybe the reading and the articulation was not good.. maybe coz i concentrated too much on the expression? gotta learn to balance.. yea, gotta practice.. coz i scared i slang lah then the examiner starts to uhh.. something.. y'know? the picture was ok.. convo was ok.. i hope i do well.. i GOTTA do well.. uhh.. i nowadays abit sleepy when i come back from school.. simpsons keeps me awake. hahaha.. mMm.. been doing homework.. and although when i make notes they're mostly humanities, i still need alot of work on my those 3 humanities subjects.. aaaaand, dont think you've escaped! coz.. i still wanna go to australia!! hahaha.. this relief teacher told me i was smart! hahaha wooooooo.. he said i was small but i think far.. coz i told what i intended for my future.. lols. poor leyna, she has to hear my why-i-want-to-go-to-australia explanation over and over again.. hahaha.. i think this is like the longest typed post ever. sorry to make your eyes uncomfortable.. if you didnt read till this part where i apologise, then too bad. ha ha.

So i hold my breathe till my heart explodes
Coz this is how it is and this is how it goes
You can sll my body but you cant sell my soul
Coz this is how it is and this is how it goes!

Sunday, July 18, 2004

have you all ever wanted something really badly.. but because ur mom opposes, you have to pretend you dont want it anymore? when you still want it really really badly? surely right? well.. mom is strongly opposing my going to australia after Os.. i still want it, but i have to pretend i dont want to.. hans left singapore liao.. and i wun be able to see him for another 5 months!! miss ya hans!! when you come back, we go out with crens again.. hhaha.. we have lots of fun. woooo!! i heard prelims is in sep.. is it? man i dont even know.. i am studying like everyday now.. getting tuition again.. starting the coming week..i need tuition for sciences also!! and start practicing writing essays for my humanities subjects. do more compre questions and more notes on fnn.. yea.. i do i do i do want to go aus.. but it would be more sensible to go after poly? i dunno.. that one my mom allow, she dun oppose at all.. i dunno leh.. how? if i go over to work, i dunno the market well, will probably end up free loading off my aunt for one year studying the market.. if i start after Os, i can go for courses, and during that time i can observe the australian market mah.. leyna reckons i should think about all these after Os. how? gimme ur opinions. ta!

i rock. i rock. i rock. i rock. I ROCK. lols. so ego.

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Todays oral was... screwed up. lol. i answered the conversation question wrong the first time, and as usual, read one common word in the passage wrong. And i used the word "bus" duing the coversation.. lol nvm lah.. i was never fated to pass the oral anyways. so yea. hahaha.. wells, STILL interested in going aus.. lol, you'll neeeever get enough of me saying this, so shut up. be happy when i'm still in singapore coz you'll miss me like mad when i'm in aus. ok? lol. so thick skin. i'm so thick!! hmm.. been studying.. everyday.. yeaaaa i'm a good kid ok.. met up with hans and crens today.. they drag me to cine.. and we, ok more like they, ate SUBWAY!! haha less fat leh.. ran into jing feng, xiaoqi, eunice, shann, connie, siwei and jijun.. did i miss anyone? like they would know. lols. oh no.. i getting hooked on the lols thing.. who start one ah? ahmad izzit you? ahh like ahmad would come here.. anyways.. hmm.. then got a lift back home.. mom and uncle came early =|. hahaha.. then hung out.. it was nice.. played with crens's palmtop thingy hahaha.. ok thats all about today i guess.

NEXT WEEK I CAN START EATING WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT!!!

Monday, July 12, 2004

my pox is getting better my pox is getting better.. wooo i think i can go sch on friday! but go for what.. one day only? one sad thing is.. hans is leaving saturday morning and my mom dun let me go out with him one last time!! aww.. gonna miss you hans.. haha.. we suppose to watch mean girls last sat, but i came down with pokchickypok. all my brother fault! lol. anyways, once again, i really wanna go to aus!! hahaha.. i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go.. sky getting dark and wind blowing.. woo so cooling.. my clothes outside just fell from the pole lololol.. i heard the pole drop. anyways.. my poxes are getting better woooo.. the blisters mostly dried up already.. waiting for it to fall off. no picking coz that leaves scars.. right? yea.. aaanyways.. cant think of anything else to post.. i normally have alot to say then when i come here i forget it all. bubbye!

when in a car...
Peanuts = Thirst = Water = Pee = Toilet = Stop = Waiting = DEATH!!

lol.. made this in australia when we were all in the car and they were eating peanuts and i told them not to eat so much coz we didnt have any water with us and they'll get thirsty and then they'll have to drink and then they have to pee then we have to stop for a toilet which will make us wait and waiting = DEATH!! lololol.. woooo sweet memories.. happy days!! hahahaha..

Sunday, July 11, 2004

Hey all.. sunday today and i didnt go to drum class!! maaaan.. anyways.. uhh do you people actually read what i type.. coz honestly i dont read what some people type.. lol. oops secret's out. hahaha.. coz so wordy then for what i read.. lol i just scan through for saucy parts. hmm.. been thinking about aus yesterday while sms-chatting with crens. yea, really hope i get to go there!! anyways.. i want to ask y'all.. what does it mean when you dream of this person like quite alot of time over a sort of short time.. like about 1 and a half months? dreamt like.. 8 times i think. once 4 time in 4 days.. err someone enlighten me? haha ok.. nothing much to post about and i dun wanna make it too wordy then you people dun wanna read.. hahaha.. ok tata..

I want to eat ban mian, i want to eat wanton mee,
i wan KFC chicken and whipped potato.
i wan marshmallows and chocolates.
i wan nougats, i wan candies!

Thats all i crave for, for now. mark the FOR NOW. lol.

Saturday, July 10, 2004

chicken pox is a bit of a pain when you have pepper crab on the table for dinner and you can only smell it, watch other people eat it and not be able to eat it even when you have hands and legs to grab it with. hmm.. the spots are kinda disappearing.. must be thanks to the anti-viral medicine and my wishing that i can get well faster than normal.. studied geog.. hans came around today.. erm.. later 7 pm on channel 5 got simpsons. WATCH IT!! lol i love simpsons.

SUMMIT
MOUNTAIN PURE
Natural Spring Water

Lol that was from a bottle that i got from the plane. its right next to me.
CHICKEN POX AWAY!!

Friday, July 09, 2004

Loong time no post.. and guess what? i have chicken pox! lol. yep. i'm spotty now.. erm.. got it from my brother.. got anti-viral medicine to eat every 4 hours.. abit uncomfortable leh.. gotta put calamine lotion on all the spots.. and now my body and face got alot of white spots.. the lotion is pink but you put it on it looks like white.. like pale pink.. yea. i have a week's mc from school.. but still gotta study lah and hopefully i can get well by then. please let that miracle happen! got slight fever sometimes.. and i got the blisters in my mouth and throat also.. so i know how fast the food's going down.. haha.. d y'all get what i mean? anyways, abit boring at home and its so uncomfortable i can hardly bring myself to study.. wish for me to get well soon PLEASE. thank youu!! bubbyes. *itchy*

fishin for the answer with a line and sinker.
^-- Billy Talent!

Monday, July 05, 2004

i'm now here after studying.. erm.. dunno why today sneeze alot.. abit cold leh today.. no plans.. so rather boring.. now its like 3.04pm.. still got so many hours to go.. billy talent! woo i reserved the cd.. but gotta collect by tuesday.. and my mom like dun wanna let me go out and she said maybe she go colloect for me.. hmm.. remedials start this week.. dunno what remedial i have on tomorrow.. sian!! argh.. hmm.. i need more songs.. lol songs that sound like last train home.. hmm.. anyways dunno lah.. eh mosh, you tell me hmv got juliana theory.. i go there see that day.. dun have leh.. mebbe out of stock.. anyways.. dunno what i gonna do the whole day.. ok bubbyes.

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

Sunday, July 04, 2004

after drum class must go back home for TUITION.. hai.. today one i was tired leh near the end i really wan to sleep liao.. but its rude.. so i keep awake and bite my tongue when i wan to yawn.. haha. loaded piccies from leyna's birthday!! got alot of stupid pictures inside wahahaha.. decided on penny's birthday present only today.. now must go find my materials. hehehe.. hmm.. nothing much to talk about.. so bubbye!

you're the brightest star. you're fucking full of shine.
picture, stars and dreams.

Saturday, July 03, 2004

today.. i went out with hansheng to watch the best bet. haha.. damn stupid sia the movie.. so hokkien.. the plot was rather lousy but the show was funny.. we hung out in plaza singapura.. then walk to heeren.. then walk to cine.. then go home.. then hansheng bring me take the mrt.. take to marina bay.. expecting to go to bugis after city hall.. but ding dong, next stop, dhoby ghaut interchange.. what?! haha.. then came out.. and took back to the east line.. chinese listening was erm.. alright i guess.. no big, no small.. later watching the eye.. scareded!! lol.. bubbyes!

I HAVE RESERVED BILLY TALENT!!!! WOOHOO!!

Thursday, July 01, 2004

Helloooo.. today is leyna's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! hee hee.. the party for her was great fun!! we camp outside the school under the walkway coz the uncle not in and we couldnt get into the compound.. then we blindfolded her and lie to her.. when we were outside the school i told her we at traffic light.. lol! then she was wondering why the traffic light taking so long to turn green.. hahaha.. cake was good.. MmmmMm.. then got chips, and cookies and drinks and cocktail! nata de coco and pineapple inside.. it was good lah.. hehehe.. next is hairiani turn!! anyways.. fnn coursework B has arrived.. have to complete in 1 month! baaaaasket.. hans is coming back tomorrow night.. i think we meeting with crens and his girlfriend to watch mean girls.. i want to watch that show!! lol.. ok bubbyes!