Monday, August 30, 2004

tomorrow our class has a game of floorball against 4e3. we are going to win!! but i reckon we arent strong on attack. but our defense is superb! but then its like, if one score go in then no attack, our team still lose ma.. i think we might train later. ok actually i typed a whole lot of rants just now but i find it too lengthy and wordy. so i deleted it. and so i shall summarise:

i hate people who judge stars on tv. like for example kim wakerman. there are boys on her blog asking if she has a boyfriend, for her number and etc etc, which is downright DISGUSTING. and with stardom, there'll definitely be posts like "you are a slut" "you damn act cute", dont they know what what people see on tv are SCRIPTED? Like S-C-R-I-P-T-E-D. DUMB!!! like dumb dumb dumb DUMB. STUPID. Next, desperate kids on irc #teens, #teen, #dateless etc etc are equally annoying. Find this familar? "AnY GeR LikE to WeAr SpAgHettI STrAp, HaLtEr NEcK and Tube Top with MiNi SkiRt Or Hot PAnTs LivIng in XXXXXXXX pLEasE MsG Me. ^.^ ". or how about "YaNDaO GuY HeRe, 16 w/PiC. Any GirL WanNa HavE SOmE Fun PleaSe MsG me. Heex." gross ah? i always like to go there and flood "FUCK YOU DESPO KIDS", yes in red as well. oh, the "YanDao KiAs" oftem turn out looking like MONKEYS and DONKEYS. Lastly, i hate japsters. leyna tells me its culture. i think its absolute BULLSHIT. you telling me hello kitty is culture? miniskirts kim mo (gold hair in hokkien) and horrendous accessories and leg warmers are culture? PUH-LEASE. oh yes, i hate ah lians and ah bengs also. hahaha.. the only people who like ah lians an ah bengs are ah lians and ah bengs themselves. gangsters are a DISGRACE to society. they are conformists who ACT-rebel, in my opinion. i also think that the worst kind of gangsters are the indian ones. LOOK AT THEIR GODDAMN CLOTHES. OH MY GOSH. I mean like, i'm not a fashion person, but anyone who can count peanuts will agree that they look ABSOLUTELY HORRID. Worst when they dye their hair gold. WHAT CONTRAST!! (lols racist, please forgive me). i think the female indian gangsters are the sluttiest whoreiest slut whores ever. so there. i guess that's all about what i posted.. the gangsters part was an extra la. oh ps:// SHALINEE SUCKS. DIMPLE SLUT-WHORE KAUR SUCKS. TOH YAN LING SUCKS. hee hee. oh yah, YUVARAJEN "i've got curly hair and stupid eyes and no brain" SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS. KAMAL "i am horrendously ugly and i love to act cool and i need liposuction" SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS too.

hmMm.. i really need to score well for my fnn la.. coz i'm quite good at it and i think i can get an A2, so need everything to be of high standard. as high as i can put them. after sch today got teachers day rehearsal. retarded! i have to make a speech. at least i not making about mdm tham la haha.. i making for Miss Zaihana! the coolest fnn teacher.. heh. she's nice. and THAM SUCKS. I hate tham.. will come back to post about tham. hehe ok bubbyes.

*waiting for money to
drop from the sky haha*

Saturday, August 28, 2004

This post is just for me to complain haha.. but first a disclaimer:

Not all rants here are referring to a person, so please do NOT assume i am talking about you, confront me and drown yourself in sorrow coz "oh-my-gosh-someone-finds-me-detestable". i repeat again, NOT all rants here are referring to a person.

ok here goes. actually, truthfully, i am selfish in a materialistic way. i dont like to lend people my things. you know why? because i paid for them. i also hate lending people things like magazines. you know why? because i paid for them. and worst still is when my magazine comes back looking like its been use as a toilet plunger. i hate people taking my things without permisson just because i have always given you permission to take it, never assume i still do. i hate people who spoil my things. i hate it as much as me spoiling other people's things (so jooann i am trully deeply seriously sincerely sorry, STILL. and never will not be until i pay for your repairs). you know what else i hate? selfish people. not selfish in a materialistic way because as such a person, i understand how you feel. what i mean is, where because of something that the person wants, everyone has to go along with it. like, if a group of people going out, and this person wants very badly to go to this place, just to SEE something, and everyone else has to tag along and esp one person who's not feeling comfortable with that, i think it's extremely selfish. i also hate people who are unresonable and not understanding. the world does NOT revolve around a fucking single person, in this case, YOU. please take other people's feelings and thots and human nature into consideration. next, i hate it when some people, despite hints of "i-dont-want-you-to-call-me", continues CALLING AND CALLING AND CALLING. Oi dude, take a hint can? Also, i hate LAME people. OI pleeeeeeeeeeeease ah.. nobody is laughing at your jokes. CANT YOU FUCKING TELL?!?!?! And if they do, cant you fucking tell they're faking it sothey dont hurt your feelings? cant you catch the glances that people throw at each other when you say something? especially when you try to be funny? You wanna know what else sucks? TRY HARDS. SHEESH. Try hards come in many forms. try hards may also be termed "act" for example "act cool, act cute" and etc etc. or even try-hard to speak fluent english. PLEASE FUCKIN GIVE IT UP. You sound like a FUCKING MORON. not to mention super fucking IRRITATING. Another thing that's sucky, are stick-arounds. go AWAAAAAY. TAKE A HINT AD GO AWAAAAAY. Lastly, sweaty inconsiderate people with big foot who stomp on your bags every morning in assembly. you want your space, come earlier. simple shit you stupid people cant even carry out. Lastly, i hate SPOILT people. a simple task like sweeping the floor also COMPLAIN COMPLAIN COMPLAIN. The classroom FUCKIN big izzit?! I know you are rich, you dont have to do housework at home. plenty of us who have maids dont. but its a SIMPLE, i reiterate S-I-M-P-L-E task of sweeping a classroom. how long will it take you? the most is 10 minutes right? will DIE izzit? Dont you also hate it when spoilt kids say this "wah lau who turn off the fan, hot sia". a LITTLE while also CAAAANOT tahan izzit? RETARD. Oh and i also dont like people who say "i hate hypocrites, liars, bitches and bastards". EVERYONE IS A HYPOCRITE. in any way they can be, it does not have to be a situation where you be nice to a person in front of her face and talk about her behind her back. one thing about this leads back to the un-understanding person. there ARE reasons behind hypocracy, but of course if hypocracy is taken to an extreme level then it deserves to be "hated". liars? you NEVER lie in your entire life? Please get that into your HEAD? not your ass k, your HEAD. Bitches and bastards. if you were one, do you know you are one? will you ADMIT you are one? WHO likes bitches and bastards? You people are saying REDUNDANT things. I know i said lastly for spoilt people but i'm not done. I HATE girls who are TOO perky for their own good. And i hate girls who SQUEAL too much for their own good. Hey SLUTS, SHUT-UP. And join the cheerleading squad in iraq or something, you certainly will be able to cheer them up. and finally, i hate UGLY butches. this requires no explanation, i have nothing against them. but ugly butches are a SERIOUS turn-OFF. The real lastly, I HATE immature people who pick on other people. one such example is FABIAN LIM FANG MING. and PAUL WANG LU YUAN. ok that was two examples but thats besides the point. I HATE fabian. he is a fucking immature freak with NO life. he only picks on people imperfect in their appearance and habits. He has NO sense of empathy or sympathy and words that come out of his mouth are only trash. FUCK-YOU fabian, you WILL go DOWN one day. I'm just WAITING for it to happen. oh i also hate wenkai. bye. Alright, i think i'm done. if theres more, you can bet i'll come back.. unless i forget or i'm too lazy. Thank you for taking the time to read through all my ranting.

NOW, this is the longest post.. hahaha.. tuition was ok.. after this gotta complete fnn, do some math, chemistry and geography. hope can finish all today.. bubbye!

Navin, i dont know if you come here, but i'm really realyl sorry for forgetting your birthday coz i was caught up in the mel issue. you can laugh at me for being stupid if she really exists but anyways, Happy Belated Birthday. Sorry i dont have a present for you. =(

Sunday, August 22, 2004

So how many of you actually still come here? after my frequency of posting has declined? mMm.. and as usual i will say this. i have been studying! i think ah.. these few days i have studied more than i ever studied in sec 3. true? haha.. anyways today while going to drum class, this stupid corporate lady.. kinda pushed me aside with her handbag when i was going up the stairs.. wtf? you stupid corporate shit ladies think just because you have "fantastic" corporate jobs and hold high position and have high income you can shove people around when going up the stairs? horrid.. just had my oral on friday.. weeeelll.. the passage went fine.. this time i think i'm up to standard. hah. picture.. i was never good in the first place but i think with the practice and help from mrs tan and friends i think score 10/12 maybe? conversation! the question was "tell us about a research you have done recently" i went to think back when in SEc 3 when we had to do project work on genetically modified food.. and talked about that.. i think i can score better than my prelims coz i talked way more.. yep. hopefully i can score 35? HOPEFULLY. although i feel like i'm gonna get a 32 or something.. dunno? i guess thats about it today.. oh yea, i was instructed to buy drum class, book TWO. heh! woo!!

peter piper picked a peck of pickled peppers.
oh and, I LOVE MYSELF.
And you all should too!
and i mean.. love yourself.. not love me. hahaha.. thats too ego.

Thursday, August 19, 2004

hellos to all.. now in school lab typing this.. i'm suppose to be doing fnn but haha.. how how? fnn due like in 10 days time? or something? i'm suppose to be doing realy well for this.. coursework must be good then your paper also good then power already ah.. haha.. mMm.. how have you guys been? studying? i have!! haha thats why you dont see anymore posts as often as last time.. well yesterday there was a cute malay teacher who came to relieve our class.. haha!! leyna busted sia! go tell him i think he's cute.. paiseh ah.. haha.. theenn.. after i post here i need to go to the teacher and show her my essay. which is about half done and i dont even know if i'm going the right way.. so show her first la.. anyways.. dave you suck. ahh but like you come here to read this anyway right? bah..

sorry to navin who i wrongly got mad at..

Saturday, August 14, 2004

hiiiii.. miss meeee?? hahaha.. been studying, sorry =D. I got a D7 for my chinese O levels!! so proud of myself.. hahaha.. if i got E8, i would've retaken.. woo hoo.. just finished tuition.. wrote an essay yesterday.. read it k? hahaha here goes:-

Temptation

It sat there, resting, staring at me. The staring competition had been going on for about five minutes, though not without my spasmodic attempts to make a move. Just one, and it would determine the winner. A sudden thought came to my head, i gripped the edges of the chair hard and contorted my face in concentration and determination. Whew, that was close.

I had been resisting for a week now, after a friend had put some money on the line. I brushed my manicured fingers through my rebonded locks, glancing at my pink handphone adorned with keychains of bells and a miniature pink teddy bear. I was hoping it could take some of the tension away. But no, it was just me... And it. I losed my eyes, took a deep breath and stood up. the contest of tempt was over, at least for today.

I picked up the book, left open at page thirty seven and lodged myself comfortably in the arms of the sofa. "Jonathan walked down the hallway. Sasha hid behind the door of the locker and fantasized..." I realised i was not following the book. Slowly, my eyes rose to peep at that thing. It was driving my nuts! I slammed the book down, still at page thirty seven, and stomped towards it. I could almost imagine its tempting grin. Obviously only half the battle had been won. I stopped mid-track and swallowed some air, tightly gripping the sides of my Billabong shorts with my toes digging into the floor. I thought about that new chic dress i could buy, with its kawaii (Japanese lingo for cute) decals and light pink sash. Parading down Orchard road with that could use up some space in my handphone memory card. With the fantasy diminishing with a poof and some glitter, i gently floated back to reality. Then reality hit me back unfairly hard, it, was still staring at me.

Cautiously, i approached the vile "it". Staring and musing, the idea hit me and i pondered if it was possible i did not consider this option right from the start. Giving in to temptation, I picked it up and surveyed its finely-chiselled exterior, "If you won't tell, I won't tell... And no one would know, right?" Furtively casting side-long glances around, i took a bite and smiled, satisfied, relishing the sweet, creamy taste as the flavours cascadeddown my throat. I opened my eyes and saw "bury." Popping the piece between my fingers into my mouth, i savoured the flavours slowly. After licking the remnants off my fingers, i grabbed my handphone and left the house. 7-11 was just a five minute walk away. The five dollar note in my pocket was definitely going to be enough for a Cadbury Dairy Milk chocolate bar... Or two... Or three?

474 words

The end!! Haha how? good? bad? boring? licks the shit off ur shoes? comments please! thank youuuuu.. bubbyes for today.. heh.

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

ok i'm not suppose to be here but..... aaaanyways.. man dont you just hate basketballers? lols i hate them.. i hate those stoning around in their jerseys.. oi fuckers get a life, stop acting cool. and well, i'm soooo happy coz i love my friends.. hahaha.. you all rock my neh neh ass.. whoooot. haha i dont have to do anything, i'm not even angry.. but YOU'LL GET YOUR DAMNED KARMA!! mMm.. studied physics today with effie.. learnt stuffs lah.. cant judge how much.. then went to popular. bought 2 pens.. i wanna get a book, some money thing for teens.. written by the same buy who wrote rich dad, poor dad. so here's my wishlist:

1) that book.. sorry i'll go get the title.. it costs $26.95.
2) The Juliana Theory - Love
3) All A2s for all my subjects in Os.. xept chinese.. ha..

you may laugh at my stupidity but i'm laughing at your pretense. ha-ha.

Sunday, August 08, 2004

oh oh.. i forgot to say.. got some info about shares and investing stuffies.. from my uncle on the drive here.. and uncle as in my mom's brother.. the one who's house i''m at now. haha ok thats all..

tolong tolong.. property prices go up please please.. hahaha..

i'm now at my uncle's house.. waiting to have dinner.. steamboat!! everytime i come here sure have steamboat for dinner haha.. mMmm.. marcus (my brother ) is outside playing PS2, some simpsons game.. funny sia.. and looks fun.. heh. i just saw somethign which ruined my mood. but nevermind, for what fuck i care abt this right? coz my mom has said that if i can get all As (except chinese hahaha..), she'll let me go to aus!! woooooooo!!! but its kinda hard isnt it? in such a short time.. but nevermind, I CAN DO IT!! waahahaha.. so would you all kindly help me please? remind me now and then of my reward at the end of the year.. =D =D!! Oh yes, and thanks to farhan who helped me release steam.. hahaha.. mMmm.. let me think of what else i want to post about.. weeellll.. i have decided to severe all ties with him? i dunno.. its like wth? argh, i just want the truth and i get maligned.. but who the fuck cares? who needs fuckers like you? i used to think i did but now i know NO. my kanchiong and one kuntong mei mei hahaha.. you are the best!! always there for me.. thanks guys (or girls i mean).. and other people like penny, yvonne.. whoever that is my friend, you regard me as a friend and you DONT keep conspiracies from me and be honest with me, THANKS. Thanks a whole bunch for being honest with me. from today.. ok MONDAY. Its a whole new start for me.. i'm going to work hard, be loyal to my loyal and HONEST friends and live life a happy girl. =D. ok ta! and remember to remind me to study!! haha.. nazreen? wed and fri on ah? kk bubbyyyyyyyes..

Well F-U-C-K-Y-O-U.
^Murderdolls song.. MOTHER FUCKER I DONT CARE!! Wooooo!!! =D =D =D!!

Friday, August 06, 2004

HI! hahaha.. boring! anyways not much to write coz nothing interesting really happen.. i really want to go to australia sia.. i had a dream abt it last night and i think it means something.. so i typed it all down and sent it to somewhere where someone can interprete it for me. so just waiting for the reply lah. mMm.. after staying online i going to study coz last night i didnt realyl study.. coz the stupid cedar maths paper was so fucking hard and i couldnt do it at all.. then i called hairiani and we talked over the phone for a while until she had to put down the phone. i now trying to train my 4th finger on my right hand to type.. its currently tying the Ls and the Os and the Ps i think.. dont know, but like you care or this is interesting hahahaha.. alright i shouldnt bore you anymore la with all this nonsensical stuff. and the poem that i wrote its not mine la its a song from billy talent lols. couldnt you figure with my sarcasm at the bottom?? hahas.. see y'all arrrouuund..

The mysticalities of the vertical proportions are not equivalent of monkeys.

i'm sorry but that doesnt make sense. JENG JENG AYOKEBAMBA!! mwahahahaha..

Thursday, August 05, 2004

ahh fuck.. i typed the post about halfway and the damn page reloaded to some adult page.. anyways.. finish tuition.. then now i'm here! today got cross country.. we never even run, we're like taking pictures, singing and eating.. kumari's hotdog was nice! hahaha.. mMm.. then we went to toa payoh central to have lunch.. and luckily we won the cab (we took cab coz bus stop was fully crowded) from this bunch of boys.. dunno wtf they shouting kaobei for. dumb phucks. after lunch we jalan jalan.. oh yea! the pictures will be loaded here ok.. go check them out! hahaha.. the pictures were taken at different times of the day till the parting time.. went jamming yesterday.. woo finally touched the bass! haha.. played only like 2 complete songs? uhh.. yea.. i think.. hhahaha.. my back is like.. i dunno? went to the docs.. he massage and crack and poke holes on my knee.. lol. acupuncture. is that how its spelt? umm well felt abit fucked up but better now.. ignorance is really bliss. hahahaha.. i cant think of what to say.. maybe update again later or something. bubbyes..

Lies make it better
Lies are forever
Lies to go home to
Lies to wake up to
Lies from the altar
Lies that make you falter
Lies keep your mouths fed
Lies to your death bed
Lies

Good right? yeaaaaaa i write good poems.. nah its not from a song.. really its not a song.. i totally wouldnt lie to you (lol).. yea its not from a song, i wrote that. =D.

Sunday, August 01, 2004

So i was at kallang mrt station after drum class.. waiting for my ride coz it was raining.. and i was alone, sitting and observing a caterpillar. so loser!! lol. then later i turn around and sit another way.. then a while later i saw the car coming so i got down and left. i bought chrunchies chocettes! to share in school tomorrow.. haha.. lunch was abit weird. i had california roll - sushi, some pieces of shicken, then i had a cornetto's, then i had some bread with chicken on top and i put a slice of cheese on top of that, then i had 2 mouthfuls of cranberry juice, then i had one mouthful of water after going to the toilet. hahaha what details.. hmMm.. gotta start studying again later.. maybe at night? eh fluzzy, go study lah! go go go!! farhan didnt buy my studs coz his friend make troubleand got chased by police. haha! funny sia.. mMm.. i guess that's all today la.. drum class was nice, we played Craz Little Thing Called Love by The Queen (hey that's me!). Got nice basslines. heh. alright bubbyes.

Working hard! Well not VERY VERY hard..
but harder than usual! Or even than i've
ever been! Pray for me guys.. NExt year!!