ruby's crap.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

ok everybody, ruby is feeling horrible.

i'm so sick it's taking me alot to sit here and type. ive been running a fever, my tongue has gone wonky such that i cant taste anything and water is really hard to drink. my stomach is feeling awful, i feel hungry but i have no appetite and i often feel nauseous and bloated. PLUS, yesterday i went to the doctor and regarding another problem they took a urine sample and theres extra protein inside, which means theres something going on with the kidney coz the doc said it wont excrete extra protein. so, i'm quite worried here, i dont want to go the the kidney dialysis centre for long hours everyday. today i went back, and he took a blood sample, my blood palates (or however you spell it) is really low (even lower than my sister's whom im suppose to have contracted this viral infection from), close to the mark that i might have dengue. i dont know what the fuck is going on but if to those who reads my posts, please pray for me will you? it feels horrid to be sick like this i seriously want to get well and go back to school.

here's a thank you.

boo, i cant play rugby coz i still cant go sch on thursday.

Sunday, May 29, 2005

OMG FUCKING FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant fucking open my F drive!!!!!!!!!!1 gRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. =( oh wait, ok i am genius. i fixed it. lazy to explain. short post. legs hurt. here's some sites you should check out.

http://www.burntfaceman.com

YES CLARE AND RAUDHA, THIS IS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. NOW ALL OF YOU!! GO WATCH!! DEAD FUNNY!!! :D:D. click episodes, and watch from number 1 onwards. ok bye.

i'll post the ducktales one next time.

Saturday, May 28, 2005

ok LOADS to blog about, its going to be a very long post, but i would encourage you to read it.. because the posts are going to be, fun-filled. lol.

SO, firstly, about yesterday. me and clare bunny went to queensway and my DIY shoes almost KILLED my feet with blisters. i ended up with FOUR ok. yea, like hunt up and down for plaster. i dont know how many i used man. ok i'll just get to the point, i bought 2 shirts. and, while riding on the bus (hmmriding. Lol) i wrote bangbus on the 153 card thingy, at the back, then i turned it around so it faced the public. lol!! yep, we went to ikea and ate, and i was like, so uber sua ku. i didnt know how the paying system of the restaurant worked. lol. must've looked so stupid. hmm.. anything else worth remembering. oh yes, the gig. haha, melanie murder. they power man, esp when jarell play the 3 finger up down up down that one. wow *envious*. me clare nat salihin wrote "THE THIRD PLACE STORY" lol. so crappy. if i get the words, i'll put it up. k thats about it for yesterday.

today! first i went to school for floorball. come back with injuries. lol. well my hip is bruised and i grazed my knee. some more i bruise my hip for nothing!! haha. basket. i fell to catch the ball because goalie can use hand and leg, but i didnt know that you have to drop the stick. so yea i caught the ball with my left hand holding the stick with my right, sprawled in the floor, then in the end, FOUL. wtf lol. ok, after that, i went with cassandra to tampines mall and there was this family who sat to my right, the kid wants a drink, mom says "drink water first. finish your food and then you'll get your drink". i'm sitting there smiling coz it reminds me of when i was a kid, eating at tampines mall food court, asking for a drink, only getting water, and by the time i finish my food, i dont want the drink anymore. haha! smart moms. ok then JAMMING! with raudha sexx, sha sexx, and clare sexx. oh yes, anwar-smells-delicious. HAW HAW. it was ok, except time flew by too quickly. haha! oh yes, ran into saleh's sister at iman, so funny, she sitting at the table next to me and i didnt even see and recognise her. lol. then we went to ~~esplanada~~ esplanade to slack, and meet up with ahmad and jarell. we were like HIGH man. as if taken alcohol, laughing all like mad bitches. sha farts and i do crunches on the stone seats. lol. three thousand and one! three thousand and two! hahaha.. yah, sha farted when this skinhead walk pass he was trying so hard not to laugh out loud. his face damn funny sia!! haha. yea and there was this AE-NNOYING couple who kept fucking KISSING. HELLO!!?!??!!#*%(@)(!! its fucking public. they went on for like 10 minutes a go and they kissed 3 times. lol ahmad jarell say the guy like sleeping. hahahhhaha. funny. then ahmad say he go stand in front of them and rub his dick, we give him $10. lol!! damn funny. his face, wah classic. haha. ok, i think that is about it yep. here's a screencap:

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eheheheheehhe..

my poor sister has a fever. boohoo.

i edited this post 3 times, i dont know why but i type my "so"s as "to"s.

Thursday, May 26, 2005

today was crazy. haha. so, after lecture ended, me and my friends hung around the cca booths for a reaally long time. yup, and in the end. i psycho 3 people to join touch rugby. lol. then, i'm also up for wakeboarding, floorball, AND netball. haha the netball thing was a deal, i told my friend cassandra that i'll join netball tryouts with her but she has to come to the rugby clinic with me (and hopefully she grows to like the game :D). it was quite retarded coz we're suppose to have experience, and i just randomly put WD. haha! the wakeboarding thing i'm just signing up for the introductory course, to learn how to wakeboard, but i dont have to commit to the cca, which is pretty cool lah. yay wakeboard, i'm going to get a tan. haha. errrm.. yea was very tempted to join floorball and commit to it, but thot rugby was still the best. haha. and to everyone who's interested to join rugby, you CAN join the temasek team and come down for training sessions, AND compete when we are playing as a club, but you cant compete when we are playing as the tp team. soooo.. erm yea. any takers? come down to touch rugby clinic on 2nd june, 5.30, tp sports complex, feel free to call me if you wanna meet up =).

seeing you just reminded me why i despised you.

that's all too-day.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

mokay, back from school at around 3. it was quite stupid when me and my friends were sitting at the canteen making stupid racist jokes. lol. damn fucking stupid you know. but funny. haw haw. ehh.. lecture and APEL today. was.. ok lah. was quite irritated at the ledcture coz when i never bring that uber huge and HEAVY notebook, i was required to take down notes. so only had the small butterfly one leyna gave to me on my birthday. suppose to go get lecture notes and APEL book and the CSA textbook. have to learn excel. again. crap.

im anticipating friday so badly. because there'll be no school. and me and clare bunny are going out. then to a gig! whoopee. melanie murder is performing. haha ahmad dickhead and jarell sayang. LOL!! funny. ohh.. shit, i'm really running low on cash man. my savings all depleting. i think have to put them all in the bank already. haha! oh yes, then sat jam, right? btw, i'm so genius. i fixed up msyc blog so nicely. haw haw.

stupid msn wont sign in again!! grr.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

ok gotta make this quick. poly was.. ok. seems like sec school really. had a tutorial first, thena lecture. the lecture was pretty cool. all sessions always 2 hours. can get abit draggy ah. but lucky the lecturers are nice they give like a 5 mins break aft 45 mins or something like that. erm, the lesson was like.. just telling me what i already know, except i have to learn the official terms and all that.

there is a poor rabbit in the today paper. =(. i feel so heart pain everytime i think about it. anybody else read the article? =(.

and, this is to one fucktard name eddie. screw you if you had the intention to hurt. screw you. just like rino. go fuck yourself and i hope you fall down on your face then (ala davin) ur face kena bang by ball. HAHA! and no its not the eddie related to leyna.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

ok one thing i have to get off my chest, and connie i think you'll get angry after reading this too. this morning, while i was having breakfast at the sims drive market, one idiotic irresponsible fuckhole, tie his jack russell to some stall that was closed, and the dog was fucking eating food from the fucking drain!! AND THE OWNER LIKE FUCKING BLIND NEVER DO ANYTHING SIA. i was daaaamn dulan ok i seriously wanted to go tell that guy off but my mama dun let me. i know i always say things and dont do it but i was seriously going to confront that guy. the drain is so bloody dirty and the dog was EATING from it!! =(. poor dog, i hope he doesnt get a stomach ache or catch some illness. =(

errrrrrrm.. then, ok yea, todayi bought my mary janes. el-cheapo kinds. haha. $5.50 only ok!! then i bought dye. didnt know whether to take the risk on multi-purpose dye, so i just bought the more expensive, shoe dye, that can be used for canvas. so tomorrow i have to go to my work place to return uniform, maybe get a free lunch. ha-ha! then go to borders to get my notebook. then to ps, spotlight to get stencil and fabric marker for my shoe. :D. and look! my drawin gis in MSYC blog. HAHA! wtf man, its so damn ugly.

jamming was cool, we played reinventing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. with me on bass drums and keyboard. lol!! i have 6 hands and EXCELLENT coordination. har-har. power man. we had some random guy from outside come in to play drums for us. haha!! we are like in desperate need of a drummer man. oh!! senget!! haha.. ehhh.. oh, gig on friday, if i'm going i'll go aft school. my son is performing. hahahahaha. ahmad HELLUR. eh clare wanna go? :D:D:D. i'm going aft school also. OH, except if YOU DONT HAVE SCHOOL. ha-ha. your turn tomake fun of me. boohoo. ok thats all. bye!

Friday, May 20, 2005

my voice is so.. dfferent? haha. screaming my cords out. today's orientation was pretty much watching other people from TBS ( TEMAESK BUSINESS SCHOOL) play games. and shout shout shout and more shout. haha. erm.. they always say TBS rocks. YES! TAKING BACK SUNDAY ROCKS. ha-ha. hmm.. oh yes, when we were at the sports stadium-thingy, the girls who sat behind me were from cmm. more =(. aww.. but well i'm looking at all my options, because its twice now that i heard that i can go to uni and take mass comm, but then again, who's to guarantee i will make it to uni, right? so my options are applying through DAE next year with my Os result, OR, transferring after the semestral exams. thing is, transferring I THINK, would have a lesser margin of chance because there ARE already people in the course and the transfer also depends on vacancies and not only merit. so, best bet is DAE, coz my Os result are.. well, eligible. shouldnt brag.haha! wow i have so much to achieve. for starters i am deciding on whether i should be social rep or class rep for the class. thinking about social rep. heh. then gonna join rugby and try make captain. and if schedueles dont clash, i want to join drama as well. and.. either way i want to be captain/president of a cca. so ehh.. yep, see which one i can be. haha, rugby OR drama club.

OH, look at friendster horoscope:

In between chatting up a storm and letting everyone around you see just how clever and inventive you are, you'll also manage to attract the attention of a very interesting certain someone.

Haha! someone from orientation notices me! lol what nonsense. o0o i hope its that haikel dude. HE'S HOTT. :D. and i saw somebody with ceramic-circle-twins hair! hahaha.. erm.. yea that's all, naz i hope you dont feel bad after reading my post alright, try DAE next year, i am trying too if a transfer is too hard. cheer up girl =).

Thursday, May 19, 2005

ok, so, orientation was.. alright. there was some cute dance i learnt. its really damn cute. damn fun! i want to dance it again. HAHA!! i know you guys must be thinking like ruby and dance, not in the same sentence. haha. and there was this ah beng dude. stupid boy. haha. then umm.. my class has 24 people and i think like 6 guys only. i know almost everyone already. so like walk around, play some stupid games, dance the chicky dance and was standing under the sweltering heat at one point of time. ran into yvonne. and uhh, omg can you believe this. my classmates dont know the spongebob squarepants song!! wtf?!?!?! i mean, who the hell doesnt know THE spongebob squarepants song?!?!?! frog in a well. HAHA! i swaer, not one of them. its crazy, i ask if they watch and they shake their head. hahaha.. this is funny man. and the sad thing is.. wah lau, everytime i see the cmm people walk pass with the stupid cmm sticker, my heart pain sia. then the MCs also were from cmm. =(. so saddening. I WANT I WANT I WANT!! boohoo.. i want cmm.. =(. haiz. im really filled with regret. its damn sad. haha. and yea i was jealous of the CMMs who walk pass my BSG class. bahh. more of regret than jealousy ok.

i need to find strings to pull, and study my ass off, excel in my first year (or semester whichever applicable) and transfer to CMM!! and i really hope they'll let me in.

hmm.. oh yes, tp is smart. haha sly, cunning, conniving. i think it states in the paper that we'll be given our matriculation card and time table on our first day. guess what? they didnt. and they said that if we dont turn up tomorrow then we're going to have trouble on tuesday. haha! smart ah! and i'm sure they will only hand it out at the end of the day, to make sure nobody runs off. LIKE JOLINE WHO RAN OFF HALFWAY. haha. k, yes other funny things is that, GABRIEL, yes that gabriel loh from 4e6 is in the same course as me! and at one point even sat behind me. haha! dead funny. oh yea, viknaraj is in engineering. engineering cheering powerful man, i wonder if viknaraj is shouting as well. haha, i fucking doubt so! LOL. oh yes, i should sum things up i guess.. uhh, i got a shirt that we're suppose to wear tomorrow. and i'm going to take part in dragon boating! weeeeeeee.. hhaha.. hopefully i dont fall into the water. my classmates are pretty nice. so ok poly seems alright, except for that annoying feeling of regret everytime i hear "CMM". grr.

oh yes! i want to buy summer by kenzo perfume. =)

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

ORIENTATION TOMORROW.

homygod. uhh.. what am i suppose to bring ah? do i have to bring anything? oh they said sports attire and water bottle. haha. i bring water bottle enough ah. errrmm.. oh yes, yesterday go slack with saleh and davin at iman before going to boon to jam. it was ok, the drummer still uhh.. playing around ah i guess. haha. then after that go home lah.

oh yes, i would like to declare that i am 1% from being totally over him. because i found out so much yesterday and i dont think i want him back anymore. if you're reading, fine if its "like i want you back also". ok whatever. but look, i dont want to lose you as a friend. so, lets start over bring friends alright? =). and i hope you read that bulletin i posted in friendster. haha.

i guess its back to school mode. cant make fun of schoolies anymore. haha! actually just psyched to join rugby and hope marketing isnt too tough for me. ok bye bye everyone. take care and study hard!

thanks saleh for the 2 teh tarik. but you owe me 2 more. HAHA!

Monday, May 16, 2005

Courtesy of connie =). one of the pikchures taken on the day we went out.

another day to relax at home! phew. ok can get abit lethargic but you know, i'm getting lots of time to relax. looking for a digital camera to buy. preferble from these 3 brands: sony, olympus or canon. this is what i'm looking for in the camera:

- rectangle (dont tell me i'm stating the obvious because there ARE cameras that are wonky-shaped)
- relatively slim
- good optical and digital zoom
- has movie recording function
- user-friendly
- fast photo-viewing (this is under the playback function, i dont want the next picture to load like slowly, i want it as fast as i press the button)
- good macro function
- alkaline battery-operated (so you can carry spare around)
- relatively fast shutter speed.

if any of you got any recommendations that fit my requirements, feel free to tell me =). ok, NOW, who wants to go camera shopping with me? haha, i am going to walk to every store, write down what they recommend, and write down all the prices, see which store can offer me the lowest, and go back there, after a few days, with cash, to see if i can bargain. haha! i hope it works. coz cameras cost alot but i guess its an investment. i still feel bad for wrecking mine. i miss it =(. can you believe my mom threw it away?! haha..

and to those who thought the modelling agency wouldnt call, well they did! HAHA. WTF. IN YOUR FACE SALEH BALEH. nyeh nyeh ni nyeh nyeh. but! i dun wan to go lah. haha.

msn is completely screwing up on me, everytime i sign in it just hangs there. anybody else get the same problem?

Sunday, May 15, 2005

only a few days, before all is lost again.

OKAY. so, this saturday i'm going to jam with msyc. :D:D:D. yay, coz i'm so itchy.. hey clare, remember my dream. HAHA. shhhhhhhh.. erm.. nothing much to talk about.

god, will you please helpe me make up my mind? because i seriously cant make it up! maybe we'll see in erm, 2 days. what i'll be set to do.

oh yes! went out with connie, kumari yesterday, then met up with yani for dinner at a VERY EXPENSIVE SEOUL GARDEN. hahaha.. had fun, took lots of pikchures. well, considered alot? haha. very nice! :D. pretty pretty pikchures. eyyyyy.. school starting soon. there goes the hols. from december till may.. oh no, that dreaded orientation. for those who know of my plight.. HOW?!?!?!?! oh yes, i will be "getting menses" on that day. because i dont have a freaking "sports attire". haha. my sports shoes dont fit anymore and dont tell my to wear chucks coz, lets say my sports attire is shorts, wouldnt it look RIDICULOUS with chucks?!?!?! i mean, if i was with someone and it isnt so embarassing looking stupid alone, maybe i'd do that, but, I HAVE NO ONE TO GO WITH. ahem. ok, now i'm done.

lmao and k this is at night, 11.57pm, and this is funny.

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Friday, May 13, 2005

the most incredible and unbelievable thing has happened.

I think somebody loves me again.

And look! its friday the 13th!

Thursday, May 12, 2005

ok quite a few things to tell you guys about.

PART ONE
The SPECIAL end of work celebration yizheng and eugene created for me. omg. ok heres what happened. they locked my bag to this metal pole that's the leg of the countertop lah, where we put our bags beneath. i saw that it was the beer fridge lock so i go look for the key, and they already prepare, they hide it. then ah! they PURPOSELY make me go throw rubbish. i know they going to do something stupid, the dustbin wasnt even 1/4 full!! so i just go the the dustbin at the side, the cylindrical metal ones, open the top and put the bag in. then they saw me come back, and i saw eugene holding a can of whipped cream. and i was like, shit. then in the end, i walk to the toilet to let them do what they want, i needed to get home so might as well get it over and done with. i come back, and they tell me the key is in this stupid bowl. in the bowl, there is whipped cream, carrot soup and what-not inside. i half-knew the key wouldnt be in there, but i just put my hand in anyway, and true enough, THERE WAS NO FUCKING KEY INSIDE. ok then wash hands, and they tell me to look for the key which i couldnt find and when they pointed out to me, i was like, WTF? i would NEVER have found it!! ok THEN, they trick me again, saying that i should handle my bag with care and not squeeze it or i will regret. so i caaaaaaaarefully open and find, but there was nthing inside. it was just a scam so i would be distracted and in the end, yizheng threw cornflour all over me. its time for this face -.-". HAHAHA.

PART TWO
SOMEBODY ACTUALLY ASKED IF I WAS A MODEL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! loooooooooool. conversation goes like this:

Lady: excuse me are you a model?
Ruby: *disbelief on her face* uhhhmm no?
Lady: are you interested in becoming a freelance model?
Ruby: *starts to smile, the laughing kind* uhhhhm.. but i'm fat
Lady: no lah you're not!
Ruby: i'm ugly
Lady: no lah you look cute! if not i wont approach you
Ruby: uhhhh.. hahaha..
Lady: *starts explaining where she's from and blah blah blah, then asks for my number*
Ruby: *babbles about yani as well*.*thinks: what the heck, i'll just give it to her, i'll show them my tummy and they'll "call be back" HAHA* *then tells her my number* *shows her handphone with hairiani's contact*
Lady: Thank you!
Ruby: Thank you.

HAHA!! unbelievable right! and this is the second time. *smirks for abit* HAHA. kidding lah. i mean, theyd look at my tummy, and seriously, like they do in on telly: "we'll call you back (with a smile)". BUT THEY NEVER DO.

ok that's about it today. hmm.. bled alittle. but fine now. =). many thanks to saleh, davin and kumari who heard me out. i really appreciate it you guys =).

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

I saw it. and, haiz, well, wont deny i miss the happy days. ok thats all. bye.

i'm still moving!.. i think. yes, i think.
i hope.

today was cool coz i got to slack the whole day at home. so relaxing. and you know what! i ALSO roasted marshmallows at home. YUM. ok thats all.

i'm so torn. so contradicting.
on one hand i want to, on the other hand i dont.
and i dont know which hand to take.

Monday, May 09, 2005

ASHIQ!

HEHE YOU NOTTI.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHHA.WTF!!. HAHAHAHAHA.. cb damn funny sia.

shopping! again. met with connie and nazreen today. hooray! miss them =). then went to look for yani at watsons also. tried her shoe. haha! ok so all in all we walked around in bugis after going back to school to take our O level certs. oh yes, naz and von met in the bus. so met von too!

bought 2 shirts today. one is brown, one is white. both is very nice :D. and not THAT ex also. one is 18.90 and the other is 24.90.

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeerrhmm.. thats about all to-day!

Sunday, May 08, 2005

omg boo boo of the year. haha. check this out. msn convo with clare.

OOPSIES MY BAD. HAHA.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

i am smooth as baby's skin. because my mama scrub me all over. :D.

hmmm.. nothing much happen today. i think, once again, ive decided to GO!. move on. but just watch, in a few fucking daysslashweeks, i may start whining again. clare started some msyc site thingy. cool beans. haha.

eh clare: "name?".. "Bean." HAAHAHA. HELLO*ahmadstyle.

oh yes, finally bought duct tape today, so i taped my shoes and felt like doing something with the tape so i made this stupid card holder thing. HAHA. damn lame, i think inside can put ONE card only. fucking retarded. eh. shoud i buy mary janes. the cheapo market kind, then decorate myself. i think i should ah, they probably wont cost much anyway. I deleted my fanfic from here because i cant get the font and the margins right. so if any of you want to read it just tell me. but i bet no one remembers. haha.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

TODAYS GIG WAS AWESOME. i went with clare and ahmad and met a couple of people there :).

AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME. Near fatal explosion definitely kicked ass. and another cool thing was when ceramic circle performed helena, everyone just sang along. not everybody knew everyone but they all still stood close together and sang. awesome uh! aaaaaaaand.. today was also the first time i moshed. :):). small font coz i dont want to seem like i'm showing off. haha. it was fun! now i know why people like to do it. but uhh, i fell twice, and got hit in the face. haha. my butt hurts, but my cheek is fine :D. i want to do it again! wee fun fun. the thing i like about the community is that, even though you are like some hardcore mosher or whatever, if you see someone fall down in the pit, you'll try to pick him up and make sure he doesnt get trampled. see, thats what's cool about communities like these, you play hard but you look out for your mates as well. (because i got picked up by the person who knocked me down ha-ha. but 2nd time was rabak sia all the guys all fall down on top of me. hahaha.)

ok and today, i saw 2 pigeons fucking. WTH?!?!?!?!?!?! hahahaha. one pigeon lying on the floor with its legs up sia!

thats about it. oh, and i returned leyna's cigs already. haha. and here's some pictures that are delayed, this was last saturday's paperplastikpop gig.



Meet Clare Sha and Kyer!


Now Sha Ruby and Kyer


Same Same


Now Sha Ruby Clare!


And Sha Ruby Kyer

AND NOW, A HOTTIE... ARE YOU READY?!?!?! OK..


*screams*!!! omg omg omg. hot hot hot hot hottttttttttt. ok i hope he never finds my blog. ha-ha. hot hot. and here's the ceramic circle dude. =D. thats from today's gig.


OMG, more hotness. the picture you cant realyl see, but he's really hot. and imagine he has a twin!! this one's more handsome, but the other twin is cuter. haha twins apparently always lyddat ah, one more handsome but the other cuter.

but.. all i must watch from the sidewalk. because they are all taken. nah. doesnt matter, i am broke, cant afford to see and touch. HAHA.

Friday, May 06, 2005

ok back. after like.. one day. haha-ok neverrrrmind. today i met 2 of haziq friends and we go jam. and as usual, i ended up as the drummer. we played mcr, senses fail, rufio. HAHA. i didnt expect that i could play the rufio song. all i got cock up lah. eh why why, why cant i stick to playing bass!!

and now back to the questions. k, as i was saying about the signs. you know how my relation to the number 17 is like right? well, its been popping up everywhere. like, when i happen to look at the traffic light with the numbers counting down, i will zun zun (hokkien for accurately) look at it when it is at the number 17! and, well other stuff. and i just think about how everything zooms in to him. and.. aiya, lazy to say, and what i say, doesnt make a difference. so why am i complaining. you know, i'm irritating myself. its like.. yah! why am i ranting so much about it when it doesnt make a fucking difference!

So shut up already ruby.

Gig tomorrow. haha. and i need to return leyna's cigs. i took them from her and forgot to return. now shes getting withdrawal symptoms. i hope she doesnt enrage and kill me tomorrow. ok bye.

But i cant help but whine!

Thursday, May 05, 2005

I still dont understand why he wasnt the one. with all the signs and everything. signs that are out of human control. bah. will be back to post more later. going to borders to teach saleh chem. lol. uhh.. yep. see y'all.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

MY BROTHER IS A DICKHEAD.

ok who's free, go count the number of posts i have in this blog that's talking about what a (insert vulgarity i used here) my brother is.

hmm.. well.. uhh, shit all i want to say, always forget. oh yes, something about the today newspaper. ok. I AM RACIST. lol. yes i am, according to the article, i am one. sorry indians. lol. and.. sorry chinese!! HAHA.

ehhh.. well, shop shop shop!! to date, i have, ALL NEW:

1) 5 shirts
2) 3 pairs of socks (cheapo one lah haha)
3) Slippers
4) 2 packets of candy (aiya which will finish)

and may ed of seventeen and a new packet of clean and clear wipes for me to clean up after work. yes thats all. i work and shop. i work TO shop. and my horoscope warns that i shouldnt spend so much money. lol! well i still need more shirts and a new pair of jeans. yes. i think. and uhh, maybe just one more capris. i think i dun have to buy clothes anymore for another 3 years. HAHA. aaaaaaand, can anyone tell me where to buy duct tape?! i cant find any! carrefour dun have, spotlight dun have. have yet to check popular lah. gig this sat. tix already bought. sha! study hard on friday lah ok? just think- THE BLED. and *cough*sponsoredtix*cough* ok now go!

i think i'm done. i dont know what more to say, i dont want to whine too much because, like the bar-thingy above says I/WONT/BE/A/WHINER.

ruby = let-go issuesslashpride issuesslashego issues.

SCREW YOU I, R and uhhh... J.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Dont look so far!!

I AM RIGHT HERE.

why all the pretty girls got ugly boyfriend? FUCK. no thats not true. *screams again.* ARGH FUCK FUCK KILL KILLL!!