ruby's crap.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

as obnoxious and narcissistic this will sound, i enjoy reading my own posts. i think im a rather entertaining writer. put aside the facts the posts in this blog lacks pictures. i always take alot to put in my blog when outside.. but laziness creeps in and i simply cannot be bothered to upload from the phone to the com and from the com to blogger. haha.

seriously some of the pictures i take are damn funny. especially those of foreign products with descriptions in hilarious english. since im in the mood, here are 2!

boooo the other one wouldnt load and its the funnier one.

i think i need a support group that helps girls whose boyfriends are in NS. hahaha.

there's quite a lot to post about work.. about how it can get very frustrating sometimes dealing with language barriers and different styles of working and different length of time taken for someone to adapt to the work flow and culture of the team. i can elaborate more but im anxiously waiting for my phone to ring and i will see "Fadzly Sexy Amir" with a pretty picture of him show up on my phone screen. then i will proceed to reject the call.............

and call him back. with my house phone. you all know the system im sure. :). 2 days to saturday!! i cant wait. coz saturdays are....? (everybody) "fadzlydays!". and we are going for sushi buffet! i know he wants to watch transformers as well.. so i wanna get him tickets. but need to sort out his hockey tournament schedules.

i miss a lot of people.. like raudha, school mates, ELC mates. long time no meet man, ELC mates. i still remember all the nonsense and fun time we had at stock-in days. haha, unforgettable!

i feel slightly scared because im not entirely sure what im supposed to write for my report.. like, what components to include. coz i wanna ace this!! i think im doing pretty well right now and it would totally suck if everything bangs coz of the written report. and not coz i cant write well (i so can) but coz i write the wrong things.

request for tags: help me come up with different ways to say "i miss you" in words. coz otherwise i think fadzly is going to get super bored. couples must keep things exciting you know you know? haha..

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

woah man, this should be the longest time i have not made an update.. i think. haha.

not much to say, same ol stuff.

except the my boyfriend is now in NS. :(. i hear many many stories about couples breaking up in NS.

we wont for sure!!!

i just hate missing him so much.. and being unable to meet him on weekdays.. i stopped counting down to weekends a while ago because i started enjoying work.. but now i guess im starting to count down again because saturdays are fadzlydays. :).

POL-ITE is getting nearer and nearer im so scared :S! i really want tpiranhas to defend our title!! think we got to watch out for SP and RP this year.. then sekali NYP or NP or ITE drop one bomb on us. hahaha. eh, once again, no fucking anonymous taggers seriously, no name, fuck off. thankyou you.

otherwise everyone should smile and be happy. :D. hahaha.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

i'm losing my readers!!!

because i have not been updating at all.. haha. anyhoos, been busy with life thats all. and at the moment,

life = internship and training which = minimal social activities.

i say that even though i get off work at 3pm most days because i am simply too knackered to do anything else. and like i mentioned before on top of doing my attachment, i STILL have to fill up stupid reflections.

so that leads to a story! my dear logbook went missing. it was taken from the mini cupboard next to my desk and my bag was placed on top of it. to cut a long story short, i found it in the nick of time on vesak day at the bottom of the recycling bin below heaps of newspapers, boxes and other paper products.

which brings me to ponder about sabotage. i mean, it's freakin CNBC, dont fucking tell me there is a person there who does not know how to read. it's a big, bright green book with "TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC" and my name on it. would anyone seriously be dumb enough to think, "oh wow, this must be so unimportant i will regard it as recyclable paper. here i go to the recycling bin".

anyway the book was definitely taken from my desk as, like i mentioned, my bag was on top of it. which means either both items were knocked on the floor and the book was left there. or someone lifted my bag, took the book and threw it in the recycling bin.

everyone in the office was really nice though.. many expressed concern although i think not many actually took effort to help. which wasnt very nice in the end i guess, but i understand they are busy people. i even sent out an email that said im putting a $30 reward up for the return of my logbook. haha. then some joker said i must give the recycling bin $30 now.

i think i need shopping but i have no money. intern pay is shit. and not that im complaining coz i know that's how it is. im actually complaining about my lack of ability to save. hahaha.. i keep spending and spending.. alot on food! growing and growing.. bah..

anyway, if anyone wants to help out in an event that's covering the transformers release.. chevrolet is part of it but im not sure how. drop me a mail or a text or a call. if you dont know my number ask for it! dont think its very wise to publish here..

anyway, i miss hanging out with friends and the boyfriend. what more he's enlisting soon.. :(. boo. 2 years. my god. 2 years of once a week meetings.. and say we cant make one of the weekends for one week.. then how! 2 weeks no boyfriend. meh :(.

and theres the other dilemma about rugby. sigh. sometimes, people make decisions to do things without thinking about repercussions and how their actions can affect others in the future. coz all they care about is themselves. because of a certain action, some people and i are stuck with making hard choices. this isnt about the policy at all, but rather what caused a need for such a policy to be in place.

hope that was a somewhat substantial post for my lack of updates. i still love you all and you know that. :)