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[ I AM. ]
Ruby//Aged 19//From Singapore; not a part of China// Schooling//Wildly infatuated with Johnny Depp<3//In Love with my Boyfriend<3

Likes//Music//Bass guitar//Drums//Coke//Ice Coffee//Milk Tea//Chocolates//Smashing Seafood// Famous Amos Butterscotch and Pecan Cookies//Spiders Slacking//Having Fun//Laughing//Intellect, Humour and Wit

Dislikes//Hip Hop, RnB and Chinese Pop//Cockroaches// Nasty Smelling Stuff//Japan and everything to do with it except sushi//Inconsiderate, rude and selfish people

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Monday, May 31, 2004

Mother tongue O levels today! lol i panicked in the morning when i found that i did not have my confirmation slip with me. but in the end its ok. got scolding from my mom because of that man. haha.. paper was.. alright.. pretty shit-up. uhh i expect to fail anyway. TOMORROW IS FNN O LEVEL PRACTICAL. Now THAT i'm worried about. as i've said before, i can SCORE for FNN and therefore i must do the best i can!! No screw ups PLEASE!! Bought all the ingredients to practice today.. waiting for mom to come back. I guess that's abt it today. please wish me good luck for my practical tomorrow. No chao ta thing, no explosion, no strange contaminations of my food. thank you.

Dont say I'm the one you want to lose.

Found this at penny's blog. Really sweet =).
Little boy: Mister? Why is ur back protruding?
Hunch-back: umm..er..(ashamed of his ugly figure and shape)
Little boy: It muz be where u keep ur wings to fly to the heavens to become an angel rite??


Sunday, May 30, 2004

Alright people.. I have some sad news. I have to surrender my phone after 7pm everyday to my mom.. xept when i'm out. its alright, dont cuss on my mom, its for my own good. I support it too. If theres anything important you need to talk to me about, call me at my house number. for privacy reasons i wont post it here.. get it from people who know me like simin (alias charsiew online), leyna, ashiq, hairiani.. bla bla bla. ok? Went to uncle's house (mom's bro) to take stuff.. like cake mixer and some dishes for FNN. Tomorrow is mother tongue o levels, are you mother fuckers nervous? i'm not! WAHaaaa.. But FNN on tuesday, that i'm nervous. I seriously hope no screw ups. FNN is a subject i can actually score in so it'll help my results. yes. so no screw ups PLEASE. btw did i tell y'all, POP UPS SUCK? No? Well, POP UPS SUCK. So there.

Seems like its always me and never you.


Saturday, May 29, 2004

yesterday i went out with "leyna" to watch shrek 2.. the "leyna" is ashiq! haha.. shrek 2 is a very nice movie.. you all must go and watch! surely laugh one.. thank you to ashiq with his baffling how-i-get-the-movie-tix question and also for the treat =). then we went to heeren, and i didnt get lost! now i know how to walk there liao wahahaha.. went there to buy the thrice cd.. and its sounding pretty good! then we walked from there.. to centrepoint for McFlurry where i saw dhara and her boyfriend but i dont think they saw me. then walked from there to bugis.. where i bought a NICE, COLD cup of COKE. haha! then take bus.. back.. and this ashiq, dun wan to drop at where he suppose to drop, then later make me walk, and he saw he wan go cheers.. then i walk home.. suddenly he appear next to me again. and he said "i forgot to do something"... then........ he pinched me! then he run away! hahahaha.. basket you. then prepared for meet the parents session which was half ok and half not ok.. and i ran into ahmad on the way up. then.. after the whole meeting, i got nagging and scolding for not passing my math.. bla bla bla bla bla.. and i have to cut down on smses and time on the com. so i wun be coming as often as before ok? then i got some sad news.. uhh yea. oh well.

go, go, go away. GO AWAY!! =(


Thursday, May 27, 2004

Didnt go to school today.. But then i remembered i had to prepare the kitchen for fnn.. so i woke up around 11.. then did fnn then go school.. Ran into kampong boy while walking in. shout at me some more. haha.. then went to the kitchen and prepared stuff.. and bla bla bla.. Then drink coke and i brought the cup outside ahaha.. this stall must lose quite a number of cups everyday. lol. then went to central to acc friends eat.. and was so tempted i ate myself lol. then i'm back home.. discman batt flat. gonna rip ataris cd after this i guess. good luck to all you mother fuckers paying attention to mother tongue. =D.

You didnt,
I did.


Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Today is.. well ok.. during chinese intensive, after recesss, i went to yunfan's class up at the AVA room there.. and i was just listening to music and reading.. went on for quite long then the mdm babi come and threaten to confiscate my discman.. shit then i wait for chance to run back to my own class. now i appreciate more hahaha.. in the mdm babi class must do work sia, and i dont know shit. afterwards went to hdb hub to eat chicken rice.. then go home.. uhh.. have to rip ataris for KAMPONG BOY! you like eat chilli sauce and like to cook right? ahahaha.. ok bye bye, noth much to post. maybe should get down to studying yup. see y'all.

Even unexpectation doesnt work anymore, i'm thrown. =(. Oh well.


Tuesday, May 25, 2004

I'm heartbroken!!!! Billy Talent is ot of stock!! and restocking only in 2 to 3 weeks!!! =(. Cry!!! Argh.. anyways i settled for ataris cd.. so logn astoria. heard it once already. its good! hehe.. Just quit a crap convo with 4th avenue. the 4 macho guys ahaha.. hmm.. rid the damned sasser shit thing on my com. FINALLY. Err.. ate pizza hut today! lol like so rich ah.. hmm.. CHINESE INTENSIVE LESSONS ARE FUCKIN BORING!! OH GOSH. SOMEONE SAVE ME!! Leyna didnt come to school today and it was ULTRA BORING. I listen to music and read, wake up, read, sleep, sms, sleep. go toilet, go class, sms, bell ring. BORING. At least tomorrow got leyna accompany me.. ahh chinese intensive SUCKS. Fucking waste of time.. did i blog that the other time? 4th avenue has added me back. dont know. bye bye all..

Hear the breaking of my heart.


Monday, May 24, 2004

Hello everyone!! I've just given myself a new title.. And its LAME QUEEN!! Heheheee.. alright. Today was a SUPER SLACK DAY. Like i've mentioned before.. Gosh.. I just listen to music and read my book.. teacher also dun care abt me.. book is nice.. but sian ah.. after sch went to central to buy bubble tea.. then end up go cold storage and buy food.. then buy more food.. i dont know. we are eating machines ahahaha.. esp me!! the piglet. Lol! Hai.. its so idiotic that we have intensive chinese.. yea i know its good for those who are actually working.. but what abt me?!?!! they should have this alternative program thing or something.. like remedials for other subjects.. rather than me sitting there listen to music and read like nobody's business. There was one point i was so engrossed with the music and the book i actually forgot that i was in class and with people around.. until i saw my teacher at the corner of my eye. hahaha.. then i was like "poomph" back to reality.. oh well.. its just a whole week of NOTHING to do in sch.. how hard can it be? Right? Lol shit. Oh yes, i finished way of the wolf!! you guys GOTTA read it its a fucking good read!! go get it!! i think can get at library one.. coz that's where i got mine. hehe.. alright go check it out if you like fantasy stories ok.. now starting on quicksilver rising.. first book of the trilogy. see y'all.

nerds rule!! ahahhaa..



Sunday, May 23, 2004

We played "Its My Life" In drum class today.. yea that song by bon jovi.. interesting!! but got one part got open hi hats and all and i just couldnt do it.. haha.. and i met ashiq!! gosh is it was a big surprise!! anyways what happened was that i was walking abd turning into yamaha.. then out of the corner of my eye, i saw this guy.. who looked alot like fluzzy.. but then i thot "nah.. what would he be doing here".. and then suddenly when i open the door.. i heard "hey.. nice shirt" then i !!!!!!!!!!!! i turned around and it was him!! wah then i was speechless man! then i say hiiiii then shake hands.. long fingers ashiq!! hahahaha.. then we talk for a teensy weensy while then i went for class.. then after that i go buy stuff.. and come home and drink COKE. Took new pics with camera!! was bored lah ok.. go check it out.


Saturday, May 22, 2004

Well went to library yesterday.. And borrowed 3 books!! All very nice!! they are:

1) Way of the Wolf
2) Quiksilver Rising
3) Merrick

Fantasy sorta books.. reading the first one so far! Due date's 11 june and i'll be in aus. so i gotta finish by 5 to return it.. and what abt school! got remedials.. like math and geog!! important! but i have to miss it. and the following week is a whole week of FUCKIN CHINESE LESSONS. I was thinking of talking to principal of skipping them and doing math.. prolly have to get my mom down. but.. will aini say that not fair? coz my chinese is really hopeless!! this week will be a WHOLE WEEK of SLACKING for me. Teacher also give up on me liao. hai.. what a waste of fucking time. Oh well.. Gig today.. not going coz tix are ex. lazy to go out also. stay at home and read book!! lol. Finch shirt turned out great!! Fluzzy say will screw up. BLEAH!! Its not screwed!! Its very nice.. Will take a picture and load or something.. Now thinking to put what song title behind.. i'm thinking Perfection Through Silence. Opinions? See yaaaaa..


Thursday, May 20, 2004

Today i got back my yellowcard cd.. haziq scratched it!!! hahaha.. basket babi.. went to hdb hub to eat lunch.. until now still full man.. i called fluzzy today!! lol in class while waiting for that tham to come.. sexy sick voice!! hahaha.. OH YOU KNOW WHAT!! I passed history!! wooooo!!!!! it was incredible man.. hahaha i got 29/50, so pull up my ss and in the end i passed humanities =D. so excluding chinese.. i only failed science and maths.. the rest all pass. Eng B3!! And fnn B3 also.. these are both the highest out of everything. excited abt going aus man. must buy GOODS. lol. see y'all.

It'd be nice to have a blowjob. hahhaha..


Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Sigh.. a sad thing has happened.. unexpected. but well.. just hope things can be alright somehow. talked to ahmad today!! haha while going out of sch.. he went his fren house.. went for lunch at KFC. was a pretty ok lunch.. then stone at playground.. wow nostalgia.. me and simin talked about old times.. sigh, oh well. back home.. my darling fluzzy is sick. aww.. hehe *hugs*. see y'all.

scored 25/30 for compo!!!! woooooooooo!!!


Monday, May 17, 2004

Boring ah.. boring boring.. i wan to learn songs.. will leran billy talent later. i want to go get my black shirts!! must go by this week.. i'll go after sch.. alright nothing much to post. see y'all.


Sunday, May 16, 2004

VAN HELSING IS A FUCKIN GOOD SHOW!!! YOU ALL MUST GO WATCH!! Went to watch with my sister and the only pity is that we were sitting in the front row and it was ultra hard to watch.. really uncomfortable.. i wanna go watch again but at a better seat. Hmm.. thats pretty much abt it.. ok bye. GO WATCH!!


Hi.. its early! but i'm bored.. dunno ah my mom wants me to watch van helsing with my sis.. i wanna watch, but with sis? i mean i dun mind, but maybe call someone along? aiyo.. ok nvm.. errRr.. boring!! dunno what gonna do today.. tomorrow no school also. woooo!! haha.. nothing to post already ah.. see y'all.

boss where are you?


Saturday, May 15, 2004

Who0to! today was fun!! hehehe.. took lotsa piccys.. i went orchard early to slack then they all came.. then went to far east to have lunch, i never eat, i ate at home. then got some phreaky paedeophil-ic 24yr old manager wanted to know liyana.. but khairrudin also!! hahaha.. lucky girl!! then we walk around.. i'm looking for plain black shirts!! cheap ones!! can anyone tell me where can get? wanna make my own tees hehe.. then went to err.. dunno where ah, got perlinis silver, liyana buy something.. then.. while walking we saw rastafari! they were really good.. and we took a pic of this cute guy!! haha will be uploaded to a gallery where you guys can see all the pics. then went cine to take neoprints.. ran into navin, shaun and shahrul on the way hehe.. later i went home with yunfan after abit of shopping in heeren. went to hmv to check out cds. they got billy talent, something corporate and the ataris in stock!! but senses fail and tbs must order.. maybe i take chances in aus. MY TEES!! ahh alright.. today was good. hehe. see y'all! look out for the url to the pics okie!


Friday, May 14, 2004

Exams are officially over.. i dun even have the energy to use caps hhaaha.. tired.. woke up at 12 today, so cant eat breakfast. anyways.. waiting for haziq to get on so i can send him the song.. dun even know if he's coming. gosh sucks. navin's band is so successful!! cool i wanna be ur faN!! hahaha.. maybe my future band can be like this too! lol. still looking for lead and drummer.. anybody know any? play erm.. emo, punk rock and hardcore postcore stuff.. tell me! haha.. where is haziq!! i think he hasnt come on la.. coz i sent him email yesterday so if he haven reply tt means he couldnt've got on earlier than me. ahh why am i ranting abt this? ok la bye bye. o0o going oit tomorrow! psyched!! everyone bringing digicam to take lotsa pics and short vids hahaha.. woooo tomorrow gona be fun!

i am a freeloader!


Tuesday, May 11, 2004

Another slackerdoodles day.. spent time at hdb hub the foodcourt listening to funny stories about india!! haha.. practical today was CRAP once again. Phys i cant do anything.. the paper is quite blank, and the graph paper is blank.. i only did chem.. phys i'm doomed. i guess now depends on the MCQ, but how much can they do? really depending on chem to pull my science grades up i guess.. Really cant wait for exams to be oever!! JUST TWO MORE DAYS!! woooooooooooooo!! then go out. AND FUCKING JAM!! MUST JAM MUST JAM MUST JAM!! Must Jam as much as possible before going aus. i'm going aus!! woooooo!! 6 june will be leaving singapore. hope to get all the good goods over there. like band tees and stuff.. atticus and fsas!! haha.. alright best of luck to all people who are still taking their exams.

Would you be alone?


Monday, May 10, 2004

Today.. IS SHIOK!! After exam.. which is crap paper (phys, wrote crap). we went to eat at pizza hut. Remember Rahmlan!!! or however you spell his name! HAhaha.. Wooooo.. Then we slack around.. and first intending to travel around singapore by bus, then settled at yani's sis house.. where we watched the haunted office. gosh kumari scream scream scream!!! and yani lynn naz and kumari took turns scaring each other... only i sit on the floor and watch the movie hahaha.. then later, movie finish, went to room to log into MSN. and talked to some people.. and one of them was haziq, was complaining about the hip hop they were blasting from the com monitor which is directly in front of me. then they read what i typed and suddenly i was dragged from the chair, thrown on the floor and kena whack by lynn, got my thighs caressed by naz and scratched by kumari and yani pull my hair. GOSH. hahahaha.. then later i went back to the com and kumari's turn to get whack. at the end, they bully me again. when i talking to haziq, suddenly one of them grab my hand and type "ruby love u". then i type "that wasnt me" hahaha.. afterwards is worse!! they grab my hand, type "ruby luv u always". and logged out and shut down the com!! you should've seen me screaming around the house. why i always being bullied man!! and later when got chance to log back on.. he wasnt online.. ahh nvm, just send email. the speed of internet is great! hahahaha.. alright, waiting for exams to finish so can slack guilt-free.

3 more days to party!


Sunday, May 09, 2004

swear
Your sign of frustration is....Swearing!!!! To you,
swearing is the perfect solution to everything.
The more frustrated you become, the more you
swear. You have a very large vocabulary range!


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Friday, May 07, 2004

I'm stuck in the Kingdom of Boredom. Can anyone save me? Wheres my superman?


Thursday, May 06, 2004

Humanities finally all over!! Wo0o0oooo!!

Ok update on wanted CDs:

The Ataris - So Long Astoria
Something Corporate - North
Billy Talent - Billy Talent ---> go download 'Try Honesty'!
Taking Back Sunday - Tell All Your Friends

and maybe

Allister - Last Stop Suburbia
Senses Fail - From the Depth of Dreams (coz i already got all songs on com)

Go0d bye!


Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Haaaaaaaa.. well todays paper was ok i guess.. in a way, again i answered a structured essay, not correctly, but its logical so again i hope i can score.. i just wanna pass everything!! and tomorrow is geog.. a subject that requires alot of common sense and some facts. hope can do well. nothing much to post abt also. see y'all. and study hard! just for this one.. then after that can slack until die haha.

knife can cut skin
skin can cut shit
go figure

hahahahaha..

I am 41% evil.




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Tuesday, May 04, 2004

hOSHIT. today was SS paper.. Source based was on Japan and i totally fucked the japan chapters. lucky only source based then i just notice all the stupid lil things and write all that i know.. basic common sense and general knowledge lah. haha then i was right man!! industrialisation of singapore will come out and the diplomacy and deterrence one. at first i wanted to do industiralisation, but when i write finish the intro and started on my first point, i found that i only got one point. i couldnt remember no shit!! come more i spent so much time making all the fucking notes. in the end, i did diplomacy and deterrence. i think it was quite ok, maybe can pass but not flying colours. Question (b) got one part is not the answer but it is relevant so i hope i can still get the marks. haha alright. history tomorrw. a whole lot fucking worse subject. DIE LIAO.

Reliving the stare. =).
ur curly hair is so hot. ur smile is so hot. but you're so cool.