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Ruby//Aged 19//From Singapore; not a part of China// Schooling//Wildly infatuated with Johnny Depp<3//In Love with my Boyfriend<3

Likes//Music//Bass guitar//Drums//Coke//Ice Coffee//Milk Tea//Chocolates//Smashing Seafood// Famous Amos Butterscotch and Pecan Cookies//Spiders Slacking//Having Fun//Laughing//Intellect, Humour and Wit

Dislikes//Hip Hop, RnB and Chinese Pop//Cockroaches// Nasty Smelling Stuff//Japan and everything to do with it except sushi//Inconsiderate, rude and selfish people

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Friday, November 25, 2005

ok sure adrian. i will take your comments into consideration and stop acting arrogant. as you say. i will abide by your every comment and change to the perfect person you want me to be.

can someone PLEASE tell me, in which fucking part of that post, did i even IMPLY that they are a disgrace. PLEASE READ THE WORDS CAREFULLY. I merely wondered how they got in. you're really not taking my comback into consideration. and fucking ASSUMING everything AGAIN.

adrian? intellectually stimulating? ok like whatever mother.

so adrian, what IS your point of tagging? do you want me to get out of the course? or what? you just want to put me down?

you're really annoying me, and if that is your goal. well you got it. and you know why you're annoying me? because you dont fucking read what is important, you dont read. you dont fucking read. what harm am i doing? please really? you think any of them would come here and read? and if so, do you think they would consider themselves one of the people i discriminate against? if i get sued, wouldnt you be happy? what is your fucking point?

sure i fucking stereotype, but im fucking human. and if you can voice your opinions, you should bloody read about what i have to say before you make your opinions on whatever. because only idiots make opinions about nothing. or worse, ASSUMPTIONS.

and then what happens after that? because i surely remember someone stopped replying to my friendster messages after some time. im sure you have better things to do like jam or play the guitar, than get annoyed by what i have to say about you.

haha, adrian, please talk to me again when i hear that you're in a course as prestigious as mine (find this comeback line familiar? huh? maybe a certain "talk to me again when you can play (insert type) on the guitar you punk wannabe" rings a bell. hmm?). and at least i dont have dyed hair so anyone with a similar opinion to mine wouldnt assume im one who disgraces cmm at the first look. furthermore, i speak good english. like it or not, i AM in this course, and i didnt get in because i had a C5 for english, obviously my grades would have met their requirements, in which applicants need to have at least a grade A1 or A2 to enter. Even people with B3 or B4 have to apply through DAE. sure i made my mistake in not prioritising it before, but just look where i am now? Think as you want about me ruining the image, but im here to stay, and i dont see any one else who would think i dont deserve to be in cmm. at least not in my face, and ignorance is bliss.

oh and by the way, there you go with your fucking assumptions again, in which part of my post did i say that those chinese kids are a disgrace? or that they dont deserve to be i CMM? im obviously just amazed that they managed to meet the entry requirements. fuck YOU adrian, you're only being spiteful whereas i have real things that i can complain about you.

what you gonna tell me now? that your band has scored this other gig? and that i cant play the guitar? oh you know i really dont care.

and AS IF, you telling me i dont deserve to be in cmm will dampen any of my spirits. tch. *rolls eyes* arrogant? well im arrogant about the right things arent I? im not some idiot who would claim that i am an expert at everything when im not. you dont see me bragging about my chinese do you?

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

I am really wondering why chinois can get into cmm. seriously. i mean, you look at them and you'll be like," how in the deep blue hell did THESE idiots get into cmm!!" they have "blond" hair, and play yahoo pool during lectures. im sorry about the rest of you who are not chinois but play yahoo pool but pool has become just another nonsense thing popularized by these chinois. like david beckham and 5566. i hate pool, yahoo pool is even worse. I HATE CHINOIS IN CMM!

im currently having a photography lecture and im not understanding the lenses but im sure i can ask someone. its a 15 minute break now. thats the longest kind of break any lecturer has ever given! and.. since im going over to raudha's to watch finding neverland, i'll be ta pao-ing lunch from school to her place and hopefully lunch doesnt turn soggy. BUDGET. i mean, i just spent $4.20 on a burger on monday! haha.. yes im cheapskate.

i just realised that i can actually find nice stuff on the internet for cheese. but not that i have an account yet , ive just seen some if the stuff people say they wanna get of the internet. and they're really quite nice. hooray! furthermore i dont have to face the attitude-ous chinois salespeople when you leave the store without buying anything.

oh, and, i will no longer beusing the word cheena! from now on, everyone, who deserves to use it, please use CHINOIS. it is pronounced "shchin-nuah". its kind of like an "sh" sound but theres the hint of "ch" as well. go practice! but of course, i hope it doesnt become as publicised as cheena, so i guess, USE WITH DISCRETION!! :D

I am also quite upset because i feel that i dont have enough johnny depp pictures. note to self: must find more johnny pictures!!

RUBY LOVES YOU ALL.
WONKAPRIDE<3

Sunday, November 20, 2005

OKAY, THE MARATHON DEFINITELY IMPROVED MY MOOD BY A THOUSAND FUCKING KILOWATTS.

i just have like 5 words for it. AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!

We watched (in order): the ninth gate, charlie and the chocolate factory, edward scissorhands, secret window and lastly sleepy hollow. we borrowed finding neverland and pirates of the caibbean as well though. not enough time to watch.

i cried at edward!!!!!!!!!!! omg its such a fucking sad movie lah... it never fails to make me cry. like, edward is such a poor creature. seeking acceptance.. but given his abnormality, he can never be accepted. which is really really really sad. seeing how he's so.. POOR THING!!!!!!!!!!! argh. worst still, he cannot touch. CANNOT TOUCH. CAN YOU IMAGINE IF YOU CANNOT TOUCH?! AND THAT IF YOU DID YOU'D JUST HURT THE PERSON YOU ARE TRYING TO TOUCH? GOD! that will be just DEVASTATING. its just sad sad sad sad sad. its the EPITOME of sad. please. argh.

ok other than that, the girls have found that i have a new found fetish for cute old men. LOL. and that johnny looks the hottest when he has floppy hair. HAR HAR. duh. secret window was a super cool movie!!!! it was like so good and the ending was so like, i wouldnt say totally unexpected but, it was unexpected. and scary! makes you think alot. and dont we all like thinking movies ; )?

willy wonka and ichabod crane is just SO adorable. SO SO SO adorable. please. I HAVE WONKA PRIDE. *willy wonka! willy wonka! he's the greatest chocolatier!*

oh johnny is just absolutely wonderful. a mellow kind of wonderful. but a super kind of hot. ; )

Friday, November 18, 2005

NOT IN A GOOD MOOD. like, fuck, my msn is not fucking working.

YOU. you think you're so hot and all that. YOU'RE NOT. and what makes you think you have the fucking right to be checked out be hot guys? YOU FUCKING DONT HAVE THE RIGHT. you're not as pretty as you think, and stop imagining scenes that involve you and a cute guy. you can fucking forget it. because you are ugly and you are fat. GO BULIMIC, I'D ADVISE. dont question why hot guys dont check you out, because the answer is easy and simply found in the mirror. but you know what? even after reading this, you'd still have imaginations. you'll never change. PLEASE CHANGE. GET USED TO LOOKING AT UGLY GUYS BECAUSE THAT'S ALL YOU'RE GONNA GET. DON'T HOPE, DON'T PRAY. FOR-GET-IT. please be prepared to marry an ugly average joe. LIVE WITH IT.

but i understand you're just as insecure about your fat body just as anyone else. but still, it'll really help if you'd stop thinking guys are checking you out and stop going for cute/hot guys because they'd never reciprocate ok?

GET USED TO IT.

i guess she's going bulimic. it will help.

JD marathon tomorrow. hope it takes my mind off this irritating girl. oh and uhm, the twins from harry potter are the most gorgeously hot twins ive ever ever ever seen. and the best part, they're such jokers! and you know how it is with me, and jokers AND twins. ha! its like, the ultimate package for me man. lol.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

ok, im happy to say that.. my class is great. i mean, i can converse with them well. and we all almost like and dislike the same kind of things. i mean, doesnt matter if you dont like all the same things but if you dislike the same things you will always have things to talk about. subject classes has been great so far.

one of the best things? everyone speaks FANTASTIC english. :D. sometimes im even intimidated. like what if they say a word and i dont know it? pressure.. but of course then id have to just ask. oh well.. And thats why im brushing up on my vocab! been taking the effort to list down words that i dont know the meaning of in storybooks. hopefully that'll work.

will update more next time.

Monday, November 14, 2005

live update: everyone's coming inand they look pretty casual. i think the pressure's off! yay!

im now at my first lesson. no im not not paying attention. class just hasnt started yet. and so far theres only this one other girl around. im so shy like sitting at the furthest corner lol. maybe i should move yah. then i can see the screen better. but.. what if the seat got other people sit? =(.

and now i know what pressure sher is talking about. sher says that in cmm you feel the pressure to dress up. i havent even met anyone and i already feel the pressure! im wearing like, a white tank top that has a rose decal at the side and a pair of black capris. im carrying my mom's bag (which is like genuine vintage haha) and a jacket. lol. i think i should move lah. ok bye.

Saturday, November 12, 2005

I AM IN CMM AND MY TIMETABLE IS UBER COOL!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

I was bored this afternoon so while waiting for the simpsons, i decided to write a story. i dont have a title for it yet. well actually i did but i thought it gave the plot away, so.. here goes! tell me of a suitable title of you can think of one.

Under the sweltering heat he stood, waiting for envy in the traffic lights. Holding nothing in his callous hands, all he had was a grey shirt tainted with age and sweat stains, matched with the same pair of bermudas he had been wearing for the past two months. His sour stench permeated the air, leaving the next passer-by a distance from this unkempt man. The man with long bedraggled hair and a malnourished body to match its untamed state.

The familiar beeping of the traffic light snapped the man back to his senses, as he felt his pocket for his prized prosession. But the beeping sound soon faded into oblivion as the man relived the moment he had something to celebrate about for the longest time.

He was appreciating the rare breeze that came by his home. A small clearing under the tracks of modern transport technology, lain with cardboard and strewn with filth that would send the next Singaporean to a flu shot. Then he saw it, gleaming against the sunlight, a prominent sheen contrast to the background of lush green.

The man smiled in his eager heart as he reached his destination, wiping his perspiration with his shirt. A familiar cart, manned by someone who looks his peer; a face etched with hardship the youth this generation have never faced. His calf muscles ached, but the rich yellow image on the signboard, replica of the real pleasure soon to follow, numbed it.

"One sweet corn ice cream please," he requested as he handed over the treasure of a certain gold octagon.

THE END.
263 words

how was it? do comment. i think i should get mrs tan or ms tan to read it. hmm.. ok well. erm have fun during your holidays.. enjoy the nothing-to-do before school starts again. DONT COMPLAIN ABOUT BOREDOM. appreciate boredom ok.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

WHY ISNT ANYONE TAGGING. HELLO. I NEED TAGS.

ok, anyway, i went to speak to mr brendan wong to find out why i wasnt in the cmm course. and apparently he didnt know i wasnt in yet. so we had a talk with the one-stop service centre staff and found out that the principal hasnt approved the transfer yet. He told me not to get any books at the moment before getting the final result. he tells me he doesnt see why i shouldnt get in so.. i dont know! i mean, i shouldnt hope too much or get too complacent. oh well. if i dont get any news by thursday, i am to look for mr wong again. till then.

school's been alright. except for all the crappy chinese people. as usual.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Here's a picture of the wedges i bought. they're like.. 7 cm high i think. omg that makes me taller than 170! ehehe.

SCHOOL IS STARTING TOMORROW. ARGH. it feels like the end of a holiday. yes i know it literally is but i mean like. you know, when you travel to this fab place, had a gazillion loads of fun but time's up and you gotta pack up and go back to singapore? yea. THAT shitty feeling. oh but not that i had a gazillion loads of fun during this holiday, its just a term. but anything's better than school!! i so miss ftp =(

Friday, November 04, 2005

ive just seen my time table.. and i have this foreboding sense of doom.. agh. :s