Saturday, October 30, 2004

well well.. Os in about.. what 3 days? and i'm here. hah. anyways.. just thinking about how time has flew by.. ha still remember i was in sec one.. and euniec fell and gashed her eyebrow. haha. and how i was in a cheerleading team and we won 2nd place!!!!! DARN. we should've won first. =(. then sec 2.. i was chosen to be peer leader.. then got no sec ones to look after.. haha! then sec 3. oh yah the after every year i will say "next year, i will work hard and bla bl abla" and how i always didnt.. but how in sec 3 i didnt say it but look at me now! haha.. how i learnt life's lessons.. having conflicts and great friendships.. having blessings in disguise.. learning what's love.. learning that science can be easy to score in.. enjoying math now (surprising, I KNOW.) and spending time with the bestest bunch of people around.. i know the rest of theblogs has got longer erm.. how should i say.. tribute to their "growing up". i havent got a lot to say but hey, i feel that i certainly have grown. in mind.. not alot in body.. uhh, i want bigger boobs and a height of 170. (oh btw i am now 52.8kg! woo!).. i want Os to be done with and over! I want to love and be loved again.. miss that feeling.. dont call me a teeny mandohead coz i'm not, i do know what love is. mMm.. the future has alot in store for me, and i have this problem, i'm reaaaally impatient. i cant wait to become a millionaire (if you didnt notice, i didnt use a word that indicates probability here, you should get what i mean ;)). cant wait for my nails to grow so i can buy the french manicure set (haha yes yes i also want nice nails ok..), cant wait for this cant wait for that.. i guess i need to learn to be patient.. man i really do. uh oh. haha.. anyways, for all those taking Os or any major exam, just hang in there.. its really the last lap! to my friends, i love you, thank you for making such a big impact in my life. i'll always remember you.. and kumari, yea, after i read your post.. i wondered the same thing.. will my friends in poly (if i get into poly.. haha) will be the trustworthy, fun-loving and wonderful people as you guys are now? hmMM.. i guess we'll only find out in due time. =).

when's a cute, funny malay guy coming to sweep me off my feet?
I want to love and be loved =(.

Thursday, October 21, 2004

nothing much to post.. but today me and leyna went to the library to study.. and we were kinda whispering and making abit, and i mean ABIT of noise. and not even all the time.. and this bloody fucking chee chee neh neh idiot oh-look-i'm-an-A-level-student biatch kept shushing me and leyna. gRrrR..!! damn fucking irritating you know! i was telling leyna "if she shush us one more time i'll tell your shush your mama". chee bye! actually wanted to eat pancake.. but i got abit of dry throat, so its too "heaty" cannot eat. in the end ate prawn mee, borrowed 50 cents from leyna. k loina i owe you. now i'm online.. ok people i loaded the pictures already! erm.. not exactly lah, if you read this post at the time i finish posting, then you wont see it yet.. i'm only going to post them up and fix the links here after i'm done blogging.. and i'm done.. right abooooouuut.. now.

check out my painting!




Friday, October 15, 2004

SHANTI!!!! hahaha..now in the library with yvonne and yani! they're sitting next to me.. wells.. i shouldnt have woken up fucking early this morning.. yvonne lah! thinking about her sittnig alone and lonely in the canteen just make me get up and wash my face and brush teeth and shower.. hahaha.. reading a book now its called "The Amulet of Samarkand".. eh power ah this book! its a fantasy story sort.. HJ i think you'll like it.. it has humour in it too.. damn funny sia.. the writer is damn cute.. oops i jus said an evil thing when i opened friendster window hahaha.. yani and yvonne heard me! anyways.. todays post is going to be about lying.. and our parents.. haha ok here goes.

what's the deal with some parents (not my mom, my mom is fantastic) not believing their good 16 year old child? i mean like good.. dont argue with me about delinquents, gangsters, frequent shoplifters and consistent liars.. that i can see the point of the parent when they do not believe their child.. but good normal students like my friends.. some of their parents are quite un-understanding.. i mean, we're 16! our lying days are OVER!! i still remember lying about TONS of stuff when i was in primary 4.. p4 most prominent lol.. i lied about being able to play the piano.. damn funny when i got flashback.. me and my friend sitting next to each other and i'd pretend to press on the keys on the table.. LOL and my friend told me it was good! hahahahahahaha.. damn freaking funny sia.. then i lied about having stuff that i didnt have.. lied to my mom about going to remedial when i went to geylang central to take neoprints (lol but i came clean after that lah). lots of stuff basically.. i thot i was cool.. but i guess i wasnt.. i mean, if i met myself now if i was what i was back then, i'd hate myself! i'm sure some of you feel the same way.. i dont have any solution to people who this sort of parents but i just feel that i need to voice my sympathy.. lol. i hope your parents will see the light soon. all the best!

you know with the password ah.. got pros and cons lah.. if i wan to post something and i want the person to see it (accidentally or purposely) and he/she doesnt have my password.. thats so sad.. yet.. i dun wan the fooging neh nehs to tag nonsense on my tagboard!! which is like. i'm so tired! just leave me alone lah.. you call me all those names and you dont even put your bloody real name down.. lame! i have some suspects but only time will confirm who's the jerk. but oh dont worry.. he'll escape lah.. i wont do anything 0=). haha. Darn.. Os are like so fucking far away.. hahha.. eh get the sarcasm ah i'm not oblivious. i'm SLACKING!! can soemone like HELP me? i'm really paying no attention to comb humanities.. how! i'm doing science and math assessments.. eng compres.. fnn papers and studying notes i guess.. and geog from 10 year series.. then comb humans! aarrrhgghhh.. yani just took a peek.. haha.. ok anyways nothing much to post about anymore.. dnot know if you'll see me again.. oh i reckon 22 nov will be here soon.. apparently time really flew by this year..

persevere people, its the FINAL lap! i mean.. except people going JC lah.. haha.. coz JC is like more secondary school.. good luck to you! actually.. i'm not exactly the most suitable person to tell you this because i'm slacking as well.. which i have mentioned above and you would know unless you didnt read my posts..

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

People.. as you know, now you require a password before you can access my blog! fantastic.. so dun have to face those bastards/bitches tagging on the chatterbox.. not that i'm scared ah i'm just tired.. you know right? when you have such people on ur tagboard.. fine i'm detestable to them but its like LAME, esp with the jap thing.. such a lame and STUPID rebuttal.. ok yahs so now her's the new blog.. i am only giving passwords to limited people.. you know how they're going to find me in sch? maybe its just reverse psychology? dun care ah.. anyways dun have to face them now.. and with the password, if they still can access.. then i'll have a list of suspects.. because i'll keep a list of those who i emailed the password to..

got 15 for L1R4, fantastic. lol dunno how also.. i think got moderation? hopefully can get the same lah for Os.. without moderation is 20.. maybe CCA points helped. i got A1 for it.

Sheesh my ego growing and growing. lol.

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

dear yunfan! sorry sorry! i remembered i forgot you when i loggeed off.. anyways i got your message in mind already..

glad we're friends now also =). thanks for sharing jokes with me and hugging me when i cry =). stay cute and funkay. =D bye! oh i still love you.. sorry my brain went whack that day..

oh yah.. uhh anonymous and passer-by.. can you like PLEASE tell me who you are.. i'm dying from anticipation..

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Oh ye, i forgot that i must blog about something.. BILLY SUUUUUUCKS!!!! bloody fuckin bastard! you bloody chee bye neh neh stupid donkey-ass rammer moustache rabid dog-bittin mother fucking ugly walrus!!! you suck suck suck!!

background: this asshole has a girlfriend and never tel lmy this friend who like him and made her sad when she found out. ok now back to ranting,

you stupid piece of shit! i hope you fall flat on your face and all the sand will cut into your skin and be embedded into your eyeballs. i hope you get bitten bysome poisonous bug and your face will swell up like a pufferfish and you will have mushroom like growths on your penis!!!!!! which i dont assume but KNOW that IT IS BLACK AND NEEDS TO BE VIEWED BY A MICROSCOPE!!! you play soccer ah? i hope you get struck my lightning and your body is burnt and you dont die but you live till a ripe old age of 90 and look like a wrinkled bag of onion balls and stink to the high hells because you cant go to the toilet yourself and you poop and pee pee all over your fucking face!! then you try to call for someone but when you open your mouth your pee and shit falls in! HAH! you!! you neh neh pok!! you will fail in your life and end up the unwanted gigolo in some sex club. go to hell you fucker.

hah! this is for you kumari! i love you!!

yesterday was the bomb! whoot! ate at seoul garden. walked, talked and watched movie. poor connie couldnt come =(. Aaaanyways.. i feel that i'm slowly blossoming into a gorgeous babe. lol. i will blossom totally when i lose the 3 remining kg. hahaha.. my calves are developing muscles.. which are not very nice.. haha but what to do.. could be put to use also what.. whoopa! i can kick as HARD now! weEee.. hahha.. anyways.. i guess should really start hardcore studying now.. coz like SHEESH Os is in 20 odd days.. gosh. every teacher who comes in a sees the group of us girls talking will say this line "your Os is in (insert number here) days and you all still talking! why dont you take something ou to study?" our standard reply "aiya cher nevermind la" hahaha.. aiya i lazy to upload the pictures leh.. sorry gals, another time ok? =D. oh i wore a skirt yesterday.. yup a skirt. lol. then took neoprints.. hate starerfux/starerphucks. at seoul garden lah.. stupid bunch of retarded monkeyasses. stare fuck ah! give them a kick. whoopa! hahaha..

Anyways.. here's a short msg to kanchiong + Connie + Jooann + Yvonne

I'm really glad we are all friends now and that we can be really united when the time comes for it.. A thank you to Nazreen and Kumari who picked me up in the past, without the both of you, i dont know where i'll be right now. to hairiani, connie, yvonne, jooann.. we've had our ups and downs, but i'm glad they're all over, lets maintain this friendship till we're 90 and sitting in our rocking chairs knitting jumpers for our 2nd generation of grandchilren lol. to leyna, my companion, i'm sorry if i make harsh comments on you sometimes, i know it hurts so i'll try to stop k? =). thanks for selflessly being my friend, helping me whenever you can. thanks alot. Liyana, i dont know if you come here but i'll say it anyway. although i dont talk to you much, i treat you as a close friend too =). thank you for comforting me when i cry and being a nice girl.

Special thanks to penny:
Even though we're in different classes and we seldom talk to each other, i'd like to thank you for the uncountable amount of support and friendship you have for me through these years. thank you very very very much. i'm so sorry i still havent got your present. tell you what, to make it up, how bout cheesecake AND the shirt ; ). okie dokie?

Lets help push each other for our Os k? Help me and nazreen with our diets, you gotta be really strict with us! I'm sure none of us wants to see anyone of us fail our Os so come, lets encourage each other, its the final lap, after that we can partaye till our pants drop and our sagging monkey asses are caught on camera =D, *cheese*

Love you all =).

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

This post is specially dedicated to the slut/biatch/whore/prostitute from geylang. And her motherfuckingly ugly and idiotic (not to mention DUMB) boyfriend.

Eh you fucking chee bye, why? my friend call you prostitute, slut, CANNOT? THEN YOU CAN? You ask her what rights does she have, then WHAT FUCKING RIGHTS DO YOU HAVE? You bloody sly fucker got the fucking guts come and find ME. FACE TO FACE. You dun fucking hell pick on kumari ok, what the fuck did she do to you? Wasnt I the one who called you a slut? and eh, i tell you ah, for your information, i called SHALINEE a slut. You fucking deaf? or DUMB like your boyfriend? You retaliated, so are you ADMITTING that you are a slut? oh by the way ah, i'm sure you dont know what retaliate means, so i'll be the nice angel to tell you, that retaliate means to fight back or argue back. learn new vocabulary word? GOOD. I'm damn happy you know my blog URL so i can type all i want and YOU CANT DO NO FUCKING SHIT ABOUT IT. Yah, if you'll look to your RIGHT, i'm sure you know where your right is right? you can see a box called a chatterbox, you not happy FEEL FUCKIN FREE TO TELL ME SOMETHING. Dunno how izzit? wah lau so easy you also dunno?! STUPID IS STUPID. just type your name (i'll accept, geylang prostitute, slut, or bitch) then click on the second bar, and to click is to use the mouse yah? no not the mouse the living animal, the thing that makes your arrow move around the screen, yah then type in your fucking message.

In the first place ah, fine, you think i call you a slut? so be it! i dont fucking mind, because its fucking true! yes YOU ARE A SLUT. and what taste you got, choose RAJAN as a boyfriend. one stupid, UGLY, squint eyed action bedeh. i really pity you, i'm sure you'll never experience him looking STRAIGHT into your eyes. Some more that day, in front of you, he fucking ADMITTED to going to geylang! not scared get AIDS when you have sex with him ah? hah! you think i'm scared of you? or your fucking boyfriend? i tell you NO. Your fucking boyfriend will be in SO much trouble if we call the police and tell them he is in a gang. As in nazreen's blog, singapore police force has ZERO tolerance of secret societies. I also know that you'll be in deep shit if your parents find out you actually have a boyfriend (they'll probably blame you for choosing such a retarded and ugly one too). You want to mess with me? or should i say US? you think your friends like you? let me tell you this, THEY DONT. they dont want to tell you because they dont want to hurt your feelings. For me? i'm loved by my friends, so many of them! and you? hahaha.. i laugh at YOU. when time comes ah, no one will back you up! oh, your boyfriend got gang ah? BIG FUCK. All BEDEH ONLY. You wan to play 999 with us? COME LAH. chee bye. got guts you come and find ME as in ME ME ME. wan to call me? COME. you wan my number, FUCKING ASK FROM ME. But you know what? i know you childish fuckers will go vandalise the public with shallow words like "for free sex call 6*******". therefore, i WONT give you my number. so if anything, you can find me FACE TO FACE. All my friends know now that if you call, they will slam the fucking phone on you, so who paiseh? YOU! because no one wants to hear your unreasonable CRAP.

We express students do NOT look down on normal tech students. Hell i got tons of normal tech student friends from outside and in school. We do not think all normal tech students and stupid. IT'S JUST YOU AND YOUR FUCKNG BOYFRIEND AND THE FUCKING SLUT, SHALINEE. YOU ARE THE ONES GIVING NORMAL TECH A BAD NAME. you all with your bloody action bedeh face. you think you all very cool izzit? want o be DJ ah? PLEASE. you can SLOWLY use your fucking BRAINS to DREAM. I make a bet with you here and now, IF ANY ONE OF YOU, KALAM, RAJAN OR SHAIK, SUCCESSFULLY BECOME A REKNOWN (it means famous, i know you dont know) DJ, I'LL GIVE YOU ONE MILLION OF MY FIRST FIVE MILLION. I kid you not, dont tell me i wont make millions because i WILL. and you know why? coz i'm smart and i got the qualities? you? go encourage your boyfriend and your lame friends to work hard and become famous so you can quit your job at geylang and live on the million dollars i give you.

This is to shalinee, eh THARA, be a nice bitch and tell her what i say about her lah! BEST FRIENDS WHAT RIGHT? shalinee you fucking slut, you are FUCKING UGLY. You face induces VOMIT on me. you think you are damn pretty ah? BIG FUCK YOU GOT BOYFRIEND. you wont last long, FOR SURE. Want to curse me? sorry, i dont have a boyfriend yet. what? because nobody wants me? THAT'S WHEN YOU'RE WRONG. Hah! I AM GORGEOUS. and you are NOT. Look at your fucking face, search deep down, your fucking conscience is also telling you that you are UGLY. your body is so weirdly proportioned and your neck is so short. your bloody voice is sooo fucking IRRITATING. have sex with your boyfriend already anot? YES! oh gosh, SO EXPECTED! Yah what, you're a SLUT!

back to thara. You fucking slut, you have no idea what you are getting into. If you want to play fair and just do it you and me (i refuse for you to have it out one on one with anyone else because read carefully, the problem is between YOU AND ME) FUCKING BRING IT ON. You want to ask your boyfriend to help? fucking bring it on! you saw how the "match" went the other day! you and all your stupid comebacks and me with all the good ones! so come lah! you wan to play with me? I'LL FUCKING BEAT YOU, HANDS DOWN. So what you want to say? TAG!! if not, SEE YOU IN SCHOOL BITCH.

ps:// PRINT THIS OUT LAH.
SO YOU CAN READ EVERYDAY... i mean IF you can read lah. Hah!

dont mess with me or my friends,
you'll die! =).

Saturday, October 02, 2004

THE QUEEN GOT INTO A FIGHT!! not physical lah.. that bastard dare to touch me! see what happen to him.. (actually nothing maybe i just slap him then i call police hee hee). ok so anyways this girl called shalinee right, has been on my nerves since forever, so me, connie, naz and yvonne were waiting outside the staffroom for ms ho to see if we can suss out our math marks, so this bunch of sluts walk pass and you know me, i started calling shalinee a slut. like seriously looking at her and saying like "shalinee i think you're a slut" and "shalinee sucks" and "sluts" and ya you get what i mean.. so she walks away. and later she come back and this is what happened:

Shalinee: What did you call me?
Ruby: Slut (and i kinda slow reiterated it)
Shalinee: I think youRRRRR a bitch (her R was twisted)
Ruby: OH i am SOOOO scared. *stands up and walk* Come on lah your comebacks are sooo weak.

So i went back to sit. then later when we were going to leave, talking to wenling and hazel and stading outside the lift, they walk pass. and ya my word vomit comes out again. WAh! This time they retaliate sia! started callign me prostitute, and bitch and prostitute and bitch and prostitute and go geylang and prostitute. inference here? their vocabulary is very limited, which will be further proven later on. ya so they were on about me working at geylang (how OLD is this insult? pff.) and i was like "oh how do you know? you go there too?" ya cant really remember but i know i told them lots of smart kickass witty insults. woo for mE! so ya later all was fine.. then we walk pass the canteen.. we have to to go out of school.. so this big fat jerk with crooked eyes and curly hair, named rajan, tharini's boyfriend, comes up to me and starts confronting me with the most limited vocabulary and dumbfuck way every, read:

Rajan: what did you call my girl?
Me: I called her, and every one in that group SLUT.
Rajan: Why you call her slut? why you call my girl slut?
Me: Because i dont like her and everyone in that group.!

ok and bla bla bla i cant really remember ah.. but one part me and that guy shouting then the girlfriend standing beside me shows the action of yawning, i turned to her and said "if you are bored you can go away" and turned back to the shouting bafoon. ok then later on..

Rajan: eh you are a girl you better talk to me with some manners!
Me: Why should I!
Rajan: i am technical student ah and i can talk to you nicely.
Me: Go ahead!
Rajan: What now go on top of your head!
*Emphasis on poor vocabulary here.

and following that.. he starts shouting and standing like REALLY close to me but hell, i'm not scared k! the bloody lumbering bafoon CANNOT touch me! he DARE, call police. and i can see his eyes looking like pass my head. yes he is crooked eye. hahaha.. yah and he's like shouting and i am shouting and my comebacks were all-winning, smart, kick-ass and witty. and there he was talking about how he goes to geylang, pff yah i can report him for underage sex k, he is not 16 yet, his birthday in nov, as found out. coz he starts calling me a prostitute (another proof of poor vocab) and i ask him how does he know izzit coz he go there? and he says "yah i go coz i'm a guy!" OH PFFFFFFF. aaanyways.. more shoutings with more of my all-winning, smart, kick-ass, witty comebacks and the battle ended with him being pulled away by a taller indian guy and me and my friends laughing. =D. Later outside school...

Rajan: Ok you wan to talk, talk some more.
Me: I dont have time *taps on watch* i want to go and exercise. I think you should go and exercise too.
Rajan: Eh! I am a guy i can do more things exercise than you ok!
Me: Go ahead! you need it!

Then the girlfriend, tharini biatch comes and pulls him away. then he call her chee bye. damn stupid right, he's suppose to be "fighting" for her then later call her chee bye. stupid cock. anyways thats then end of the story. i am not scared because i know they are scard of me. yes! i daresay they are! if not they would have hit me a long time ago! esp rajan, action ah, BEDEH ONLY. got problem only then find omar. stupid retarded fuck.

conclusion: tharini and rajan and meant to be together because they both enjoy limited vocabulary and no other will fuck them. they only fuck with each other. oh yah, POOR THARA! i mean like, that stupid guy just ADMITTED to going GEYLANG when he is with HER!! stupid biatch. the score with shalinee is NOT settled. She can come and find me but i bet she doesnt have the GUTS to come and find me. see lah! i call her bitch also the rajan come find me only.. shalinee? standing at the back picking her pimples. prolly looking for hot guys to kill. PFF. ohh shalinee you think i'm a bitch? you're a SLUT. and i am a Babe In Total Control of Herself. Thats B.I.T.C.H If you dont know. oh, which you probably dont. HAH.

FUCK YOU ALL BLOODY INDIAN MAMA ASSHOLES.
THERE IS NOT FUCKING WAY I'LL PEE MY PANTS FOR YOU.
YOU THINK YOU'RE SO BIG? GO FIGHT BIG-TIME GANGSTERS!
BUT WAIT, YOU CANT EVEN DEFEAT ME, A GIRL, VERBALLY.
WHAT FUCK YOU WANT TO FIGHT? GO TO GEYLANG AND FUCK WIT YOUR MOM LAH.