Sunday, February 27, 2005

umm.. basdfjbowue wfhashjdfl whfuhajkhasjkd w h hafkljwakfns alhcljaneauifgwpiwehf 47q4b2hfgsg7 ywe9yh3323v v eu ok. i think you can tell i'm bored.

i fixed the com back. and FINALLY charged my dying mp3. and.. i would like to say. erm. cheenonehs suck. haha ok bye.

MSYC i really really reaaaaaaaaaally hope we can jam PROPERLY. hahaha..

Friday, February 11, 2005

Taking quizzes. =D.

What Zodiac Sign should you be?
The planets are very complex. Maybe your astrologer will disagree, and maybe a few tendencies will vary, but, overall, you're a LIBRA. You are one polished and elegant individual! And as a Libra, you require romance in your life. You prize beauty in others, and the stars predict that you are quite a piece of eye-candy yourself. But beware: If an emphasis on physical appearance is taken too far, you'll be viewed as judgmental and somewhat superficial. A passion for balance and order makes your symbol a set of scales. You crave harmony and are extremely diplomatic. As an air sign, you are a great communicator and are, therefore, quite relationship-savvy. Although you have an easygoing and optimistic personality, you can be narcissistic at times. Libras are all about sophistication and are revered for their unmatched charm.

well surprise surprise.
HAHAHA SOMEBODY IS A LIBRA. OCT 13. WHO AH?

oh gosh, got this from shann yuans blog. oh shit its pink. haha. i change to purple.

why do women cry?

Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom?
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said.
His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's alright."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?".
"All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?"
GOD answered."When I made woman, I decided she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,
yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort!

I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times will come even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances. Even when her child has hurt her badly.She has the very special power to make a child's pain feel better and to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears.

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

For all of this hard work, I also gave her a tear to shed.
It is hers to use whenever needed and it is her only weakness.
When you see her cry, tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.

Your highness will be away for a while. miss me or its your head. mehhehheh.. kidding la.. i know you all wont miss me. you all hate me! booohooo!!! *goes off being emo and cries in a dark corner*

haha. anyways, chinese new year has been alright. doesnt feel like chinese new year. haha.. my total savings (including this years ang pao collection but excluding bank account savings), i'm proud to say is over 1K. =D and i know some of you may already have this but its a big deal to me ok. i have a freaking K in cash hahaha.. and plus plus. =D =D. ok lah hakim i dun rub it in la.

oh yah, your bandmates just called me. lol. they are going to wake you up. sorry haha. what sia disturb your sleep. haha.

i havent gone jamming in like 1674336485487 days! =( *wah so exaggerating*. haha i wan jam i wan jam i wan jam. erm who needs bassist ah? =D. me me! i'm here!

*farts* oops excuse me.

yesterday night was.. FUNNY. hahhahahha.. was reading old messages to hakim on the phone. and some of them, when you read urself, itsnot funny, but when you read out to the person who sent you, it can be goddamn fucking funny ok. hahhaha fuck the last message i read i was like laughing non stop. hahaha..

ok i think i'm going to the toilet. bye! and again, miss me.

Monday, February 07, 2005

OK. THE MEDICINE I AM TAKING SUCKS. BIG TIME. I FEEL LIKE THROWING UP.

Sunday, February 06, 2005

yesterday's gig was a BLAST.

it was funny, entertaining and the bands were good. no i never mosh. coz it looks so dangerous. HAHA. erm. CERAMIC CIRCLE. AAAAHHHHH.. hahahhaha.. hot twins. lol. the mc was like "girls come in front boys at the back". met weiny, ahmad and shaun. was with zul, jimmy (EAT WORLD HAHAHAHA I AM SO LAME), clare, sha, leen at the gig. ZUL EMO AH. hahahaha.. :D:D. i like your spekkies. zul knows ahmad. strange. zul seems to know people i know. haha. like yvonne. eh, anybody else you know anot?

still sick but much better but back hurts BAD. so so so bad. =(. my pineapple balls. left them with clare. haha.. erm. how the hell do you get rid of blackheads? irritating! erm. oh yes, i wonder what i'll actually buy if i'm going CNY-clothes shopping. hahaha.. i mean like.. what a black shirt? and get scolded by my mom? lol.

this morning i was abit peeved. coz there was this girl, who you know like.. shes only looked at you once but you swear she's thinking you're some cheapo cant dress to kill chinese. WELL, fuck off you bitch. i dont dress to the nines just to dine (note the fine word dine) at a coffeeshop or go to the market. and i'm am definitely NOT your t-y-p-i-c-a-l cheenoneh. so dont look at me like that with your "perfect" volume-less rebonded hair and collared adidas shirt and matching black adidas shorts. piss off.

ALBINO ahahahahhahahaha..

Friday, February 04, 2005

I'm sick. My phlegm has blood in it. And its really hard to get the phlegm out. i've got a cough. =(. the kind where the phlegm is so thick and you make a funny noise when you breathe. =s. Tomorrow there's a gig and i dont wanna miss it coz i heard it'll be good!

and after a long time.. i'll be downloading alot of songs today.. update my mp3 player. haha. coz i've been laaaaazy to download songs. some more my com is like.. songless, compared to the hundreds you guys have. chee bye! my cousin got someone to upload albums onto his ipod and now he has like a static lullaby, jimmy eat world and etc etc etc (that i cant remember)!! *jealous* nvm, when i go aus i rip and bring back hahaha.

Woohoo, ok so now i've got new matchbook romance songs, a static lullaby, silverstein, hawthorne heights, post break tragedy. and more to come. :D

hakimboughtmemyfavouritesweet:strawberryflavouredhichew. yayyy.. the only con? i cant eat it now because i'm sick. =(. nvm, when i get well. then its aaaall mine.. oh share with hakim? oh errhh.. erm.. erh.. sure.. i.. will.

shit, now i'm just scared there'll not be enough space for my songs. =s. ok wish me well. bye bye.

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

I GOT TO WAKE UP AT 12 TODAY. :D:D:D:D. and uhh.. i'm sorry i fell asleep last night. hahahhaa.. i feell asleep on hakim.. again.. for the 3rd time. sorry! haha i thot i wouldnt fall asleep. and suddenly i woke up and i was like "shit i fell asleep" and i checked my phone and it was 4am. and then theres 2 msgs, one of them saying "aww.. somebody fell asleep.. again." hahahaha.. SORRY BABY. he's starting work.. so no more accompany at night.. because unlike Mr Flu, he does not have free incoming call. haha.. maybe i should lend him my line for these 4 days? then i can call in.. mMm..dont know. anyways, i found that i left my specs at his house yesterday. oops. hope his mom doesnt find them. hahaha.. omg.. PLEASE WEAR A SONGKOK!! I WANT TO SEE!! oh yes, erm background information: ruby likes songkok. she thinks they're hot.

HAKIM. WEAR A SONGKOK! PLEEEEEASE!!
or i complain to ayah r**** hahahahahahahha.. i wont be busted here. =)
**BAT** hahaha..

hmMm.. sometimes, i wonder how come we're together.. looking at the past, when i first met the whole crew.. we were so distant. me and simin mostly would hang out with navin and dave. seldom got to see hakim soemtimes also coz he never makes it for jamming sessions. he was vocalist. i still can remember we did the million miles away. haha.. and i remember the way he look at me like "do you want the mike?" haha.. nice eyes hakim. i remembered he was really funny.. haha which was nice. coz i like funny. =). then we never really contacted each other for most of 2004.. although once he msged me to guess who he was. his number familiar.. so i guessed right away that it was him hahaha.. then thats about it.. until november. when i was watching singapore idol. haha taufik! and right from the start i thot he looked like hakim. so one fine day.. i msged him. "hey i think taufik really looks like you. haha". and then! from there.. we started msging each other alot.. and he invited me over to his house on hari raya. then from there.. we talked on the phone more.. and went out more. then the "unexpected" happened. hahaha.. then its like.. its not that i'm not happy, but thinking back.. it was just strange that how we were so distant but so close now. just strange.. i swear, i definitely did not expect that it would have been him. ok ok sappy stuff over you guys can stop covering your eyes now..

just gonna slack the whole day. till i have to go for drum class later. yup. now the time and day has changed to tuesday 7pm to 8pm. in a way its good.. BECAUSE THE ICE CREAM CAFE HAS HALF PRICE OFF. so.. i think i'm having ice cream every tuesday. shit and i'm suppose to lose weight during this "slacking" season. pfft. bye bye guys.