Monday, November 29, 2004

now at simin house again! haha. since my com cannot post so i come here to post. hmm.. nothing much to say because all that i want to say all forget already.. or more like i want to type also cannot because i have no time and you know when i type i type alot.

OMG the outsiders cafe person called. DIE. they ask me question i dunno how to answer sia. ok now she put down, gives me minutes to think.. k i'll say when i cook up something good i havbe a sense of satisfaction. =D. ok.. i really hope i can get the job!! haha =D =D. if not i dun mind if i get into service crew too. must promote myselkf over the phone. wah lau, they calling my handphone sia. EXPENSIVE haha.. but nevermind, when start work can help to pay phone bills already. be a good daughter. give mom pocket money all. hahaha..

sunday went out with my mom, there was this necklace made of mother-of-pearl that my mom was looking at. i think i gonna get her that =). observant me. =D. haha..

daryl and derek coming back today! later my om coming to pick me up to go airport to pick them up.. then maybe hang out for a while. =). then go home lor.. simin went outside to watch the show. the 7 o clock drama! hmMm.. anyways i guess that's about it today.. went out to some bistro to apply, but i doubt i want? because its like counter preparation thing.. so i rather not. the outsiders cafe is COOL k. haha.. yep, see y'all around soon.

Where all my friends? i miss you all so much!

You're the first to call me princess. =).

Friday, November 26, 2004

Her cold, grey eyes saw no light. Her heart was thumping, and fast. Silently she crept around, feeling around the slime-covered walls. A sharp gasp sounded through the hollow tunnel and she was tumbling down a moist slide. Sprawled across the wet landing, she picked herself up. Fear took over her shock once again. Trudging on in ankle high water, this time having to cover her nose with her bandana, she chose a right turn at the fork.

Only seconds later, her ears pricked up. A deep growl could be heard. But where was it coming from? She breathed hard and turned to her left, swivelled to her right, looked up and turned all around. She saw simply nothing even with the minimal beams of light coming from cracks in the ceiling. Yet these growls were echoing off all the walls. She slowly backed out of the tunnel and something wet and hairy touched her calf. She springed back and turn around, only to face the silhouhette of a giant spider. Her eyes widened and her neck cocked back as the real spider crawled forward and rose to full height, staring at her with 8 glowing red eyes, blinking at different intervals. She screamed and ran forward, trying to ignore the splashes behind her.

The wall in front of her increased her despair. She crashed and turned around, breathing in short gasps, shaking. She started crying and wet herself, feeling a forboding sense of doom.

Suddenly, she heard a voice.

"You are not afraid. You can fight. You are not afraid. You will not be afraid."

Glancing down towards her left, she saw a sword. Thinking hard she hunkered down and moved towards the sword, without taking her eyes off the spider with its moving and slobbering inscissors. She noticed the spider had great dificulty moving, its legs far too spindly to support the fat glob of body. She felt around for a rock, while the spider kept all eyes fixated on her. She picked one up and threw it. The sound distracted the spider and quickly she stood up and ran towards her right, holding the unexpectably light sword high and slicing through the joints of the spiders limbs. Juices started flowing and a terrible screech could be heard. The giant spider collapsed to its side and the glow in its eyes went out.

"Marjorie? Marjorie wake up. Oh oops, she's wet."

"It's ok, [it] happens quite often, this'll be no problem to wash off."

Marjorie sprang up from the seat, surprised to see the two adults looking at her. She felt the wet spot at the back of her skirt and blushed.

"You're cured now Marge! You wont be afraid of spiders anymore!"

A confused look on Marjorie's face was not answered by her mother. Mrs Shepherd looked at her watch and quickly made her way to the door, with her daughter in hand. She thanked the doctor.

Doctor? What am i doing at the doctor? I'm not ill am i?

While walking out of the building, Marjorie faintly remembered a swinging pendulum. Oh look a spider, how cute.

Ok thats all for now.. that was the story that i wrote impromtu. =D. bye.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

i'm now at simin's house.. being bullied by the both of them. hakim and simin. haha they all say they wan vote for sylvester all.. eh POSSE!! WE GO BUY PREPAID CARD AND VOTE FOR TAUFIK!!! =D. Actually i wrote a story but my com is freakin screwed up and so i cant post my story.. my inspiration from when i wake up.. dun ask me what the story is about, when you read then you know. haha.. and you'll never guess what the character name is.. lol. xiao bai. hahahaha.. no lah just kidding.. TAUPOK. lol. eh.. i should write a story about sylvester and how he dies a horrible death ah.. yeaaaaa good idea. ahaha.. mMm.. gonna stay here till about 6 plus then go home.. coz i told my mom i'll be back by 7pm. you know, now that exams are over, i hardly keep track of the damned days, i just asked simin what day it is. must go christmas shopping soon.. haha.. there goes the year's savings again.. every year is the same.. almost like saving for christmas to buy things for people sia. hahaha.. ok so what you guys want? its ok, just dish out. i know yani wants jimmy choos. haha no problem $800 will appear in my hands riiiiiiight.. NOW. *$800 appears in ruby's hands* haha.. power ah.

yesterday went to watch the incredibles wit hakim and simin.. nice ah the show. quite funny.. haha.. have yet to watch shark tale. was quite fun. NOT boring. hahaha.. bought some stuffs.. cant mention what coz the surprise will spoilt. haha.. then later go dave father pub.. and just sit there play the poke poke game.. haha.. then GO HOME. sweets. haha.

CONNIE KUMARI NAZREEN LEYNA YVONNE HAIRIANI LIYANA JOOANN YUNFAN!
MISS YOU GUYS!! =D.. GO OUT GO OUT!! come come before everybody's work starts!

see y'all soon..

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Things are.. looking up! and down.. sorta. haha. mMm.. up is.. that... iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.... like...........................................H-A-.....................ving fun. hahahahhahahaha.. where's my nuggets? oh ya. i like ice cream also. just had some haagen dazs ice cream.. SHIOK sia. mMmm.. ice cream on a rainy day.. i dunno why but i'm always happening to eat ice cream on rainy day.. my neck, is better. YAY! at first so pain sia..

Yesterday was my darling nazreen's birthday!! my precious sweet gem of a friend. You rule! I'm so glad you had such a terrific fantabulicious birthday! and ur mp3 came too! woo.. this is a poem i made for you. its impromptu ok. haha..

Nazreen is a gem
she dont got alot of phlegm
she hits me like wham
she has a dog named pam (actually its snuggles right? hahahaha)
she loves her blue
baby pram
nazreen nazreen
you're a fantastic friem. haha.

ok thats it. lol. mMm.. yesterday was quite fun and funny.. esp when doing the voiceover for the tv. and then we went to the beach and saw a dead fish without eyes but the fins was damn nice! i dunch like the dark haha.. i am nocturnal but the sea was freaky man. like something coming out to grab me. and you all will make fun right?!?!?! and the marjorie thingy.. haha ass.

suppose to go out today.. but my intuition indicated otherwise.. so never.. nvm, tomorrow going! haha.. watch the incredibles wit simin and hakim and dunno who else coming.. davin i think. mMm.. i guess thats all today.. suppose to watch the incredibles with my sis also. nvm ah watch twice. cant tell my mom i'm watching that tomorrow =s. hmMm.. i wish my mom would let me come back abit late, but i guess i shouldnt also because that'll be selfish of me. my mom's a person who if everybody not asleep she cant sleep. poor worrywort mom. haha.. then she dun allow me go out wit guys! =(. must go out with girl then can have guy.. alamak, lyddat how to date sia. hahaha.. mom mom.. i'm 16! haha.. aiya but 16 still kinda small ah.. she eat more salt than i ate rice. hahaha.. ok thats about it for today i guess.. enjoy the long hols to come.. soon you'll be BEGGING for school to start. lmao.

I'm glad the truth wasnt harsh =).

Sunday, November 21, 2004

wah lauuuuu.. yesterday was funny lah.. and hott lah.. and happy lah.. haha.. kk go by order of events..

Event No. 1 >>> Meeting Taufik
OH-MY-GOD. HE IS FUCKING HOTTTTTTTT!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHH!!! AND HE WAVED AT MEEEEEE!!!!!!! AND HIS SMILE!!! AAAAAHHH!!!! and he threw t shirt, I GOT IT!!! wooooooo!! so many girls snatch sia! then i pull! hahaha.. then igot it. WOO!! the plastic bag i going to keep, coz TAUFIK touched it before! Me and yani standing infront screaming like mad sia!! hahaha.. whooooot.. TAUFIK MUST WIN!! K everyone, VOTE FOR TAUFIK!!! haha..

Event No. 2 >>> Hanging out wit RETARDS.
LMAO. S**** hahaha he request that i not put down his name. lmao funnyyyyyy.. he play wit bomb bags, throw everywhere. in the bus the throw ticket one he also put, then he got down and walk so fast sia! hahaha.. then when i walk down the think popped. lol. then later follow them (s****, hakim, davin, raga) go eat dinner.. my gosh. horrible!! lol they play wit food, esp s****. haha.. then raga drink his sugar cane finish. haha.. he must buy new one. and s**** keep bullying davin! lmao. poor thing ah davin. when they going to finish, they concocted some stupid disgusting crap (which in detail consists of a little bit of sugar cane drink, mee rebus, wonton and wonton soup). everything pour inside the sugarcane juice the cup. THEN RAGA SPIT INSIDE. TWICE!! G-R-O-S-S. oh yah, i dared s**** (who was eating gum and spat it out trying to hit the fire alarm button but missed and it dropped into the longkang of a DAMNED HAWKER CENTER) to put the gum back and chew it for $5. hahaha.. HE DID IT! lmao funny.. ok thats about it.

Event No. 3 >>> Mystery Event
Which make me very happy and all smiles. haha ok bye.

Horoscope for Aries December
= GO READ YOURSELF IN THE MAGAZINE SEVENTEEN. WOOOO HAHAHA.. bye!

Saturday, November 20, 2004

actually.. i already typed alot of stuff.. but because my com lag, its all gone now!! grRrr.. so i skip my rantings about sylvester and go right on to what happen yesterday..

went to hakim house for hari raya.. eh simin and davin, DEEPARAYA. lmao. go hakim house sit a while.. then later go dave father pub. i drank alot sia. lmao but i not drunk. simin was like.. MAD. lol funny lah all the things she said. thanks hakim davin and simin for sending me off. =). then go home.. i though i would flop and sleep, but didnt.. so i sms hakim for some time then he ask me go sleep then i go la. haha. i told my mom i drank only one sip, but of course thats a lie. lmao. i drank one vodka shot (bought because the lady at cheers thought i was 18. WHOOT!!), whisky wit coke (hakimstyle. lol) and bicardi wit coke. then face red and hot all. hahaha.. but i was still sane!! thats why my mom didnt press me about it. today gonna meet taufik.. *puddle of ruby*. haha.. thats all i guess.

cute cute cute
nice nice nice
funny funny funny
haha.

*BIG SMILE*

Thursday, November 18, 2004

and as you can see! The skin is new! whoot.. i thot my old skin was getting boring even though it was "me". the posts also.. will be more elongated and difficult to see.. actually iwanted this other one but the skin is screwed up.. so settled for this. waiting for aldis to help me. thanks alot ya aldis =). the other bad thing also is that the font is bold. whats up wit that?!?! and check this out.



OMG HOTTTSS!!!! arrrrghh. faints.. into another *puddle of ruby* hahaha..

YAY! can relack already! wooo.. left science mcq paper.. was damn funny yesterday, during the break before FNN paper, me yvonne connie and leyna studied together (or at least we TRIED to) and me and yvonne were doing all this funny anitcs and the transverse wave and longitudinal wave and kallang wave hahaha.. tempted to touch tempted to touch! lmao TEMPTED TO SCREW. hahaha.. then got china girl rule my world, thailand man eat my pants hahaha.. funny sia.. laugh so much.. i wanna get muvo slim! but its kinda big leh.. but its definitely slim. only like 7 mm. so i guess i gonna go simlim or funan to see.. then decide, coz online price cheaper. then farhan tell me creative got sale can get 512MB mp3 player for $140. but selected models.. so dunno ah, see how, no rush. haha.. and i want these CDs.

Juliana Theory - Love
Taking Back Sunday - Where you want to be
Lostpropheths - Start Something
The Used - In Love and Death

Thats all for today.. yesterday went out wit yani, leyna and nazreen. got capris. eh i abit worried ah.. nazreen assumes it doesnt make me look fat and leyna tells me i dont. and my mom and maid said so too. oh and my sis. but i'm still scared! i needa make good impression.. haha.. erm.. 2moro going swimming wit simin at kallang bharu, i dun even know how to get there. haha. oh ya! i saw fiona xie! WOW SHE IS GORGEOUS! AND SHE SMILED AT MEEEEE!!! Whow i was like ... *puddle of ruby* hahaha.. thats all for now i guess.

I miss the feeling of sitting next to someone
and having him stare at you.
You cant see it,
but you can feel it.
You turn to look at him.
You smile and say "what?"
He looks into your eyes,
smiles and says,
"nothing".

(NB: Doesnt help if he has gorgeous eyes)

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Selamat Hari Raya! mMm.. Yesterday i went to look for ms tan to ask abt geog.. then after that ah for the rest of the day i damn lethargic and tired sia.. dunno why.. haha.. nothing much to blog about ah i guess.. been pretty boring lately because all i do is the S activity.. haha.. dont know whats the S activity? ask hakim. hahaha.. and leyna, DONT START IT. lol. about 2 days more before my last 2 papers.. i mean like major ones lah.. geog paper two and fnn.. hist i gonna scrap.. haha.. body shop and starbucks havent called me yet! grRr.. they needa know me.. then they sure hire me one! haha.. i wanted to post about something.. but cant remember what.. so nvm.. see lah, told y'all everytime i come here i forget what i want to post about.. then later when i log out and turn off the computer, i'll remember.. anyhows.. just came in here for a while.. then later going to start studying again.. yep, for all of those who see this and are studying for Os, hang in there ok! 4 papers to go! =).

Are you the one to mend my wings?

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

This is for a person in authority who requested to visit.. umm.. i'm sorry for all the foul languages. close one eye ok? heh. btw, here's the essay from my O levels. yep smuggled it out. You can pass it to mrs tan too. btw, dun reveal the password! if you'd scroll down you might see why. And the essay is not exactly like the one i passed up but i tried to make the changes to the draft i smuggled out. i remember using the qord intriguing and spelling it wrong. uh oh =(. oh well. and dont tell me if i wrote out of point. haha ok bye.

Flight

I waved in front of my eyes and saw nothing. I tried to look around but the light did not enter my eyes. I pondered again why I was here. Ah yes, I am preparing to fly.

The preparation was quite easy actually. All I was required to do was to consume leafy greens to be healthy, a lot of it. Most of my time was spent looking for food. Hefty did I grow, I was easily the most obese of the lot. It was strange though, how vegetables, stereotyped to be “rabbit food” could give a hare such leanness and power in their muscles but me wobbling layers of fat. Moving around was quite a daunting task, moving my legs to take one simple step at a time tired me. I disliked perambulating, I preferred lazing around and eating my vegetables. It was important to getting a good flight.

I remember almost nodding off, I had the finest silk to rest in. It was really comfortable. During my slumber I had wondrous dreams of flying, seeing myself up above everyone else. How they would envy me! They would still be on the ground, looking up and admiring my prowess. Well, hopefully. These wanna-bes only had green in their eyes most of the time, whether they were viewing left, right, front or back.

Phew, this is the third time I am cleaning away my perspiration. Someone is suppose to get me out… Right? The seconds passed and I became worried. Too much enclosed space with no light is definitely not good for the health. I tried moving, nudging the sides as I did. Feeling around, I found a line of weakness. Yes! I began to push. It was difficult! Did preparing to fly require this? No time to think, it was getting quite stuffy inside. Regulating my breathing, I shoved again. Beams of light entered but did not illuminate any part of me. I shoved a few more times and pushed through the crack.

Sucking in air, I squeezed out. Well, I tried to, at least. Getting out of this place is definitely worse than walking. Persevering on, and with a final effort, I fell out.

I was being sucked by gravity a short while out. Then instinctively, my back tensed and I began to float back up. Looking around, I saw that there was nothing attached to be. Could it be? I am flying! Looking behind, I saw my pulchritudinal fluttering wings immaculately specked with white spots. Elated I was! Trapeezing around a bit, sweet smells alerted me. Following my senses and heeding the advice of my stomach, I flew off, proud of myself, into a colourful patch just ahead of me. Ah the joy of evolving from a caterpillar, to chrysalis in a cocoon and on to a beautiful flying butterfly.

Thursday, November 04, 2004

wow today's like 5 posts.. anyways i think you guy should check this test out.

http://www.auracolours.com

my highest was green.

Greens are some of the most powerful and intelligent people in the aura spectrum. Greens are extremely bright. They process information and ideas quickly; jumping from steps one to ten. They do not like dealing with all the steps and details in between.

A project that is too detailed is tedious and boring for Greens . They prefer to develop an idea, organize a plan, and then delegate someone else to take care of the details.

Greens are very drawn to money, power, and business. These quick-thinkers are very organized and efficient. They write lists and efficiently check off the items on the list as they are completed. Greens recognize patterns and discover solutions very quickly.

When Greens are in their power, they can accomplish anything. They love to set goals and are determined to achieve them. Greens are “movers and shakers” when it comes to taking action. They are also typically the workaholics on the planet.

Greens are highly competitive and enjoy challenges. They thrive on taking risks. Gambling is common for Greens , especially if there is a potential for large winnings.

Being strong-willed, these powerful personalities are determined to have their own way, which they usually feel is the right way. A person is rarely able to win an argument with Greens .

hi this is derek in ruby_balls blog. =)
this is a test.
dunneed be so scared.
im not a hacker.
HECK.

ciao.
VISIT MY BLOG!
ragingflame.blogspot

After seeing yani's blog.. i think i should blogged what she blogged about.. about guys. heh. for fun lah ok.. i think all the points most likely you all also know already.. but for FUN. haha..

1) He's gotta be funny. Funny guys attract me like shark to blood, bees to honey, ya.
2) He's gotta be cute. Yes sorry but i expect at least a pleasant face. hey i gotta be attracted right? let me have the stage of going for cute looks before i marry the fat guy who's extremely funny and nice to me.. (fat guy just a random thing.. there's no fat guy yet)
3) He's gotta be honest. i value honesty very much. You can tell me you're visiting your ex-girlfriend, i wont mind. you can ask my friends, i'm really understanding (so much for the modest thing haha) so you can tell me anything.
4) Preferably non-smoking. if you do and i happen to be attracted to you, please have some breath mints ready if we're going to kiss. haha (yea like thats ever going to happen)
5) I dont need to him do the sweetest things for me all the time but surprises would be nice.
6) I dont like guys to pay for things or spend too much for me. independent woman! haha nah.. just dont like it.
7) No going below the pants when making out ( another like-thats-ever-going-to-happen thing)
8) Do sms me =).

I think thats about it lah.. today was damn funny. me connie, naz, yani, kumari, von and leyna went to hub to eat.. then kumari, yani and nazreen had an argument on that usher belonged to them. and then i pulled an ugly face and said i was usher.. then i said kumari is alicia haha.. then yvonne made up the person called usher keys and said he (she? haha) for half boob, the eye different, the mouth nose different the voice go from low to high.. haha was damn fucking funny man was laughing like a mad cow.. haha.. ate the nasi (oops first time i type nazi) ayam (nazi ayam haha!).. mmMm.. damn nice.. ok gotta go hardcore study.. same to the rest of you people.. dont hang around here so long!! haha.. bubbyes and take care. break a leg on the exams. =).

Got this from friendster.. some test thingy.. eh true ah.. haha.. my comments in the brackets..

> 31 TO 40 POINTS:

Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest (uhh..). Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return (yeaaaa). Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken (this is darn true).

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Todays ss paper sucked. but some other lucky ass neh nehs who studied japan.. were lucky. i hate japan and therefore i didnt touch it. call me stupid to have jacked my O level because of such a childish hate but hey, its over and yea yea whatever to you. haha. erm.. nothing much. naz connie kumari and yani went to watch the grudge. i didnt. i'm scared. period. yaya scaredy pants bla bla bla.. whatever! just cannot tahan lah ok! i wanna watch shark tale. funny. i love funny people. funny people attract me instantly. went to take passport photo for job application forms. haha.. you guys should see the one me and nazreen take. you laugh till you die. eng and phys paper tomorrow. help me break my leg. maths on thurs. DARNIT.