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[ I AM. ]
Ruby//Aged 19//From Singapore; not a part of China//
Schooling//Wildly infatuated with Johnny Depp<3//In Love with my Boyfriend<3
Likes//Music//Bass guitar//Drums//Coke//Ice Coffee//Milk Tea//Chocolates//Smashing Seafood//
Famous Amos Butterscotch and Pecan Cookies//Spiders
Slacking//Having Fun//Laughing//Intellect, Humour and Wit
Dislikes//Hip Hop, RnB and Chinese Pop//Cockroaches//
Nasty Smelling Stuff//Japan and everything to do with it except sushi//Inconsiderate, rude and selfish people
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
alright.. typing essay now.. taking a short break to blog.. and think of what to write.. its a 5 mins speech and i am doing on vegetarianism.. its just writing first.. then the teacher see, maybe i wun be chosen. lol. hmm.. leyna! prepare for a nice birthday ok! i'm sorry i dua you the other day.. will make it up then ok.. i hope you'll enjoy urself.. maybe you wun even see this, you hardly come to my blog you bitch! lol kidding.. Wells.. i cant say too much about what happen today if not the birthday surprise will be spoilt. just in case she comes here.. well.. then i think got nothing much to write already la.. bubbyes.Monday, June 28, 2004
hellO. School today.. feels like normal.. no like excitement or what.. but it felt nice to hug my friends. hehehe.. got new timetable. and iam happy to say.... KAML IS NO LONGER MY PE TEACHER!!! WOOOOOOOO!!! HAppy sia!!! Its some indian dude called Loganathan..... SEND ME AN ANGEL!! SEND ME AN ANGELL!! RIIIIIGHT NOW! RIIIIIGHT NOW!! Heehehehehee.. eh hans.. you see this?! lmao.. its playing now.. i was trying to do my fnn execution evaluation.. wrote like 1 page and a few lines.. then i give up!! pengsan.. i think i do another day.. too hard liao.. hmm.. still got english speech to prepare.. i dont know what to talk about! i think i should do on vegetarianism? fairly simple topic.. its like a 5minutes speech. yes i have thot of a favourite band but theres like WAY too many to choose. LOL! and doing on rock generally, everything cant be squeezed to 5 minutes. lol. at least school dismiss at 1.50 everyday now. really getting my actup. Help me guys! serious! i think i can do it, but still need all of you guys help ok. thanks alot.. msg me or stuff.. to remind me to study.. please k? thanks..I didnt think i had the ability until now..
and i still hate my hair right now. lol.
Sunday, June 27, 2004
drum class today was alright.. full of laughs.. 4 of us cut hair! lol. so coincidental.. class was alright.. 0o0o.. i repeated myself.. lol. hmm.. nothing much to say today.. well my mom told me that she and my uncle noticed a change in me. a better one =D. will continue studying!! hehehe.. alright i dont got much to post so see y'all.taking back sunday ROCKS.
Saturday, June 26, 2004
ARGH. i am obsessed with aus!! almost all the time i'm thinking of going there.. when i still have half a year to go before i can REALLY GO. dammit. Nothing much happening.. have some fuckin homework to do.. but hell you gimme these homework to do in australia i'll kiss your ass and do it. haha.. would i eat shit to go to aus? maybe? if you let me stay there all my life yea i dont mind. i'm fuckin serious, i'm not just saying coz i'm "in the moment". have to study! =D. be a good girl now. GOD PLEASE HELP ME!Friday, June 25, 2004
hey all.. hmm.. end of year.. i think i'm going aus again.. woooo!!! and maybe stay longer than my family coz my bro and sis got school.. AND I DONT!! mwahahahaha.. hmm.. but.. should i go before results or after results? after results can stay longer.. but if results bad = cannot go.. maybe if my results is super good (cross finger) then maybe can go again.. hmm.. well i just love aus too much. i'm willing to give up anything.. yes even my bass fund! that can buy a return ticket there i think.. maybe need abit more to $1000. haha.. well the day was alright.. tuition in the morning.. afternoon.. 11 to 1. can be online for long.. so see y'all.The emptiness inside is unexplainable..
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Ok man.. i miss aus too much. everytime i think about i get nostalgic. so i have decided. so study hard. (lol are you guys getting deja vu!?!) lmao this is so funny. i'm always saying this!! then for a while i will study.. then i will slack! ARGH. ok but this time.. i study really hard for.. 2 weeks, and show my mom.. then talk to her about letting me stay in aus ffrom dec to about before O level results are released. coz in dec my aunt and uncle and family will come, and when they leave, i go with them as well.. and then come back.. hai.. sucks my BALLS. fucking. hell.. hmm yesterday i go out with hansheng. to watch harry potter haha.. coz he only got one day in SG then he must go indo.. to take family photo. lol!!!! hmm.. GOD HELP ME. fuckers.feel like screaming. let me scream!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAARRRGGHHH!!!
fuck fuck fuck fuck. AUS ROCKS! SG SUCKS! lmao someone just shoot me
and stop my misery! KANINAAAAAAAAA.
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
first the sad thing.. i'm heartbroken because my hair is too damn fucking thin. bloody hell. i'm sad. real sad. and i know you all think i'm stupid because i'm sad about my hair. faster grow more please hair. please please please. ok now for the happy thing.. aus was great, went to the beach, went to DREAMWORLD. And just did lots of cool stuff. wee hee hee.. dream world was so awesome. the beach was like.. dont even think about comparing singapore beach with australia beach.. the water is so nice.. and thw waves so strong. i got like pushed back couple of times. and pulled in too.. when the wave going back to the ocean. hai.. aus just rocks. there is no fucking way singapore can be compared to it in any way.. can i start a new, "Send Ruby to Australia" fund? lol. hai.. everyone wishes they could be rich.. right? so do i.. but there are moments where i REALLY wish i was rich.. not just wish to be rich for the sake of being rich. i dont know.. why was i born in this fucked up country? ithink singapore sucks, and the government sucks. dunno wtf is wrong with it. the plans all like cock lyddat. i want to go back to aus!! i want i want!! DAMMIT I FUCKING WANT!!!!you're a dork! =P.
Heeeylo! back in SG. but i didnt want to come back.. at least not until i heard leyna's voice anyway. lol! dont have much to post about everything i want.. so i will do so another day. Knn tomorrow got tuition at 10am. fuck. see y'all.
Friday, June 18, 2004
Goooood morning you bastards... Its like 9.30 am now in SG. It was so damn cold last night. like 10 degrees. fingers now also damn cold coz i about just woke up and over here when you wash ur hands and after you dry them they're still cold and you have to bear with them for quite a while man. are you spinning out of control???? where should i go? what should i do? haha.. listening to it now. I just found out that i have emails in my junk mail folder.. and i didnt know at all.. dunno got what porn stuff subjects. didnt open them. but dunno why the singapore pagan network ones also sent there.. ahh ok anyways.. today dunno going where.. miss me? i'll be back in about 4 days.. i think, or 3? dont know. maths fail. haha. but i know someone who once failed ALL his subjects. He's standing beside me and singing hahahaha.. ok bye retards.Thursday, June 17, 2004
Hey all. its rather early now right? lft about 3 or something days here.. gonna go the billabong factoy outlet again.. i think this time i grab s0me shirts and some boardies. =D. Hows everyone? i still feeling abit guilty bout not being able to get atticus for you guys.. i cant find fsas either man. HmMm.. band tees that i saw were going for $39 each or $70 for 2. i wanted to get a greenday and offspring one for dave and simin but i didnt have enough on me.. i asked my mom for $200 but she gave me $150. then $90 went to the atticus.. if i had $200 i could've bought the band tees. anyways doesnt matter.. i dont think i'm going back anymore.. umm.. onna go some big mall to walk. i bought alot of chocolates though and candies. you guys can take that from me. heh. cheers!ARE YOU RETARDED?!?!?!
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
HEEEY EVERYOOOONE!! Hehe long time never post.. no time to use internet! well, yesterday was an awesome fantastic day coz.. i went to dreamworld!!!!! Weoeoeoeoeeee!! (thats woo and wee plus together =D) it was just fuckin awesome man. the rides were like WOAH. and you gotta lift ur hands and legs to enjoy fully. it was totally cool. then today, went shopping, FINALLY GOT MY FUCKIN ATTICUS STUFF. Sorry guys i didnt have enough money on me.. and a shirt costs like AU$45. So yea.. The guy at the store was cool. there was a screamo type band playing in the background.. me and the store guy chatted abit. then later went to the restaurant to help out a little.. and this lady, when at the counter footing the bill, points to my shirt and asks "is that the band finch?" and i go "yeah" (with a smile) and she goes "yea i likem too". Cool uh! <-- and thats uh and no huh. =D. So far everything's been awesome. now i dont feel like going back to sg. lol. but i have to. and i miss you assholes. enjoy ur hols. cheers =D.Friday, June 11, 2004
I think tonight i'm going shopping.. where i can go get my atticus and fsas goods!! then if i can buy alot and sell in SG where i can make MONEY. lol. hmm.. today, quite cold.. fingers cold. inside not so cold but quite windy outside. not much to blog about.. having quite some fun here.. thers alot of sarcasm going around. with the classic line. "are you retarded?" lol. and theres this thing going on in aus with "you're a dork" and zakir!! i saw some punks in the restaurant yesterday, there was a chick wearing misfits shirt. i tried to pack her in the crate but she punched me and ran away. sorry man.Thursday, June 10, 2004
Got this from Kolin's blog. Haha.You are pretty confused. You like to listen to
bands like Taking Back Sunday and Finch. You're
not Screamo, but at least you're not listening
to NOFX.
How Screamo are you?
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Oh, and the which band are you thing, i got converge, but i wish i got tbs. lol.
Just finished eating ice cream.. =D. Did you all know that over here can apply for license at 16? that means i can actually apply for one. and that means i can learn. and that therefore i have requested that my aunt teach me how to drive a little.. and YEAAAAA... heheh are you guys jealous? i get to drive wooooooo.. but a little bit la. how much can you learn in 2 weeks? and some more not everyday teaching. so far haven really gone anywhere interesting.. house just got more crowded coz theres another family here now. may go swimming again if its not too cold, but it'll never get warm. haha. anyways, i do get around this time too.. so see y'all. =D
Miss ya lots!
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
I will now tell you of an achievement of mine.. its quite great. so here it is. I SWAM IN WINTER!! Wooooooo and its COLD. Me and sibs and cous decided its gonna be hard going in slowly. so we just jumped in. and wooo jumped in and its like fucking cold. its like water from ur fridge. then i swan back and forth, shivering.. trying to get used to the cold.. after a while i did lah, then can swim comfortably, although you can still feel that the water is cold. so after they all left (weaklings! lol) i just swam back and forth for a while more.. then i got out and went to shower and here i am. i wore my new shorts!! lol ashiq, do you still remember what i told you that time abt what happens when its cold? lmao, but not that i felt anything. =p. maybe goign shopping today.. so many people tell me buy atticus and fsas stuff. disclaimer --> i dun print money. lol. if i can get, i get. have to get goodies for my 383 also. hehe. its the 3rd day into the hols, nothing really exciting happened yet. xept for that swim. lol. i want a tan! take care everyone, and remember that i'm missing you all eveyday =D.Tuesday, June 08, 2004
Alright i'm back from shower. its COLD. dammit. still cannot type properly. everyone is watching simpsons now. anyways since i got time, yesterday i tried to do some stuff with rollerblades which gave me slightly grazed knees. haha. uhh.. leyna's online!! ehehe.. hmm what else to tell you'all about.. oh yah, went to the beach this afternoon, and i was standing at the shore for a quite a bit.. getting wet round the knees. then went like quite far back to sit. and sit down halfway, suddenly i see water coming towards me and i was like "shit" and faster get up and go away. but too late, the water got my butt. yep, so i was stuck with wet sandy butt. hahaha.. alright i have to get going now. go to restaurant i think. take caaare you all.. miss you so much.. and its cold. it's just cold when you wash ur hands.. but its really alright, dun needa wear jacket at all times. enjoy ur hols. lol.HEEELLOOOO!!!! I'm posting from aus now =D. You all miss me? I miss you all!! ITs pretty cold here.. right now i have just washed my hands and they become cold and i cant fuckin type properly.. wearing a hoodie now, just back from lazing around the pool with my legs in the water.. they're still wet hha. yesterday just slept alot, and went to my cous's restaurant to eat. today went to the billabong factory outlet, i cant believe i bought a pair of pink shorts lmao. and some red boardies for swimming. i dont know where i'm going after this.. just came on to blog. will bring back nice stuff for y'all ok. see yaaaaaaaa and take care everyone. i think i can getonline everyday. its like 5.51pm in aus now, sky's already dark man..
its cold man. hhaha.. fingers still cant type properly. aye gotta get going.
Sunday, June 06, 2004
WAaAaaAaHhhHH!! I'm gonna miss all of you!!!! Are you gonna miss me?? I know only 2 weeks but i miss you all already.. gosh imagine if i have to go for good wow. but i'll be back i guess, with presents hehe. and i will get my stuff there too!! Wells cant stay long online. Love you all ok. MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!!!!I want you'all to know that,
I MISS YOUUUUU,
I MISS YOU SOOOOO.
hehe.
Saturday, June 05, 2004
Are you all going to miss me!!! Coz i'm going to miss you!!! =(. I hope i can find something to bring back for everyone k =). Have to get a few stuff over there that cant really be found here.. die die must get!! I made a bet with fluzzy, that i can lose weight while over there. coz there got tennis court and a big space to run about.. so i hope can!! if not.. whatever he name, i gotta do. hahaha.. but if i do lose weight! he gotta do what i name hehehe.. cant think of any yet though. wear a thong and parade in orchard and get busted by cops. hahaha.. started on choices of the cat!! but not far lol. will read will. pengsan, must bring chem and phys textbook to aus.. wahh. hmm just will miss you all ok? MUACKS MUACKS MUACK!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!I wrote something to be read out if i die. hahahaha..
it will only be read if i die from the trip to or from aus.
I do i do i do appreciate my friends.
Friday, June 04, 2004
Well i have decided to wash my hands off boys. i mean like.. i shall not care abt these kinda stuff till Os are over.. yes. I dun care i dun wanna care, i havent called ahmad and i wont. so there. i think girl friends are nicer. and guy friends are nice also. i hate having feelings like this. i hope this is not just a passing emo moment. haah ok anyways bye bye.Ok people check out my horoscope today:
If you don't get the call you're waiting for from you-know-who, maybe you should stop sitting around waiting for your cell to ring and dial up their digits. You've got nothing to lose by trying, right?
LOL!! Should i call now? i dont know i'm pretty scared of not finding things to say. uhh.. but i call and gonna ask if he's busy.. if he says yes, that prolly means that i shouldnt call anymore.if he says no.. ok we cont talk, but if he sounds bored then uhh thats another sign to fuck off too. well i'll do it. its today or never. hahha.. shit man. k anyways abt my tuition teacher, yes i've got one. just only. he's this middle aged guy, has a missing front tooth. hahaha.. uhh the teaching.. was ok lah.. anyways my TBS shirt done!! ehhehe.. weEEee.. maybe i can post a pic? dont know.. uhh.. check me out in msn if you want to see. 2 days to take off!! will miss all of you guys!! try to catch me online? hehe.. muacks.
i cant move my hand to pick up the damned phone!!
Thursday, June 03, 2004
Alright! I got my 2 shirts and studded belt =D at $50 altogether. I dont know if i got ripped off but ignorance is bliss, so dont tell me if you reckon i did. lol. yesterday went out with yunfan, clara and leyna. and GOSH I STILL FUCKIN WANT MY BILLY TALENT!! Fuck fuck fuck!!! and i cant go jamming anymore. bummer again. coz i went out yesterday to get my stuff and i cant go out anymore since i'm flying away.. anyone want to come along just be at the airport and act like a fruit, i'll put you in my sling bag. you may have to contort abit to share space with others. making shirts.. baby reckons i should make senses fail and early nov. and i forgot abt TBS!! can you believe it! gosh. i'll make tbs! TBS rocks my ass also. =D. i think i'm turning emo. hahaha.. still rubycore though. LOL. ok see y'all.if my plane crashes, how?
how will i tell people what i want to tell without
risking being alive and coming back and facing
the embarrasment?
Yet, if my plane crashes, they will never know,
will they?
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
Wooooo today's fnn went alright. except the first batch of cheesecake base was CHAO TA. Black.. haha.. lucky i got some leftover so have to make a little bit more and restart. the rest went fine.. then i got a little bit woozy. and damn! ashiq! i think you got me addicted on coke also ah! i tell my friend go down buy coke for me and when i drink then i no more woozy. haha basket. maybe its just caffeine. then went to central with yunfan and liyana.. popular.. where i made some really lame jokes. gosh today i am like EXTRA LAME. 1st june = LAME DAY. Hahahaha.. DAMN LAME me. then go library.. where i just stone there making bored noises while my friends read book. then later yunfan say go home. basket waste my time. haha. then here i am. and as usual, MY CHEESECAKE ROCKS. Heh =).Spread the word! Let 1st June be Lame Day, ok? wahahaha..