ruby's crap.

HmMm.. Didnt go for LDDS. Err oh i talked to hakim! After like so bloody long. Hmm. I am.. confused! HAaha and there was a few misunderstandings.. hopefully cleared up. and.. i actually always got lots of things to post about but everyti i come here and sit down to type. i cant remember anything. then when i finish bloggin and i go off the com, then i remember what to blog but i'm too lazy to turn it back on and blog again. doi.

Sunday, March 21, 2004

And i would also like to say that i've learnt something, once you're a poser and the real punks get to you, there's no running away. even when you explain that you dont wanna be punk no more. because i just cant be one, it's too hard for me i cant live up to it. and when i rant, i just get picked on. so i guess, all the people out there, just be sure you are able to actually become a punk before you start telling the world how cool punk is and how punk you are. ok bye. and normally i wouldnt do this but guys could you please leave me alone i've already got enough things on my mind as it is.. please?

Did 3 things today.

1) Went to BodyWorks exhibition
2) Collect glasses
3) Went to Metal Industries Gig

The exhibition was somewhat boring but educating i guess.. err the glass are alright, at least i can see real clearly now. and the metal industries gig was great! but unfortunately, siva's band only performed one song because of cock-ups and because the last band was a whore. there were even cops who cut short the thing because the CC say that they didnt allow this kind of gig. the excuse was BULLSHIT man. anyways, have to go for dinner now so bye bye.

School opens tomorrow. AAAAHhhhhh!!

Saturday, March 20, 2004

Finally finished english assignment! But still got 20 vocab words to do. It's boring and my mom wants to bring my family to se body works. that exhibition haha. err.. still unconfirmed bout the metal industries gig.

Friday, March 19, 2004

Went to sch for geog and math remedial then went for teh bing. haha. then.. come home.. pig out sleep and try to do homework.. But in the end.. got tired. tried to sleep, cannot sleep. got up ate chocolate, read the damned National Geographic and tried to find vocab words, only found 2. then, come online. i think i came to do something, but i cant remember. anyways since i'm here then i'll do some research for english project. i think i gonna do it wrongly. after my online routine, i will go and search for some articles.. uhh scrabble tomorrow, i gonna pon. no fucking way i gonna wake up at 7 just to go for some scrabble shit. err.. did you all know that AA is a word? Haha.. and Uga is a word too. alot of stupid 2 and 3 letter words. so uh i just want to tell all of you, dont join scrabble. but you prolly dun need my telling anyways. so bye.

Thursday, March 18, 2004

Today! i went to leyna's house.. suppose to do eng assignment, but as always, we never complete anything. ate ships, play guitar and talk cock.. searched for porn.. uhh.. www.gangbangsquad.com. Hahahahaa.. fuckin funny and SICK shit man. Then err.. tomorrow got school AGAIN. Dammit cant wake up at whatever time i want anymore. Have to fuckin go for some scrabble SHIT on saturday! I wanna SLEEP. I think i pon lah, i'm a reserved anyway. And you guys can stop laughing from reading that i play scrabble. I am good ok. I AM. Stop laughing you fucktards. Dammit see you've fallen off the chair. Ass. Bye.

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

Now can blog properly. Researched for stuff. And in the end, after so long, only came up with a little bit of shit. Then surfed for porn. Haha ok no joking. Then.. err. i think for the rest of the topics i wanna put in i can ask leyna to fill in. raining now. the house is dark and listening to ataris, the saddest song. i think i wanna download some more thn go buy the album haha. i have so many albums i wanna get, and i need to buy this and that. And i dun have enough money. Money is such a problem. (that ring a bell? haha) I guess after blogging i gonna get off and try to do math and chinese. Leyna, siva gonna give us tuition for science and geog ok? rain rain rain. i wanna go out and run in the rain get wet and shit and haha i remember when i was a kid and it was raining me and my brother went to the basketball court to run around and side on the court. hahaha oh the days when we were young, ignorant and err.. young? ahh you know what i mean. so just enjoy urself while you're at this age, dun hurry to grow up. being young rocks more than being an adult.

Doing english assignment.. finding out the diff types of fashion trends. would putting skinheads and punks in my assignment be an insult to them? I cant spend too much time here. AFter this i going to yahoo. bye.

Monday, March 15, 2004

Back from Singapore National Eye Centre, had my pupils dilated and they are super huge now. Everything in close proximity is BLUR. Keyboard keys are blur. But i can see the screen i guess. Hmm.. today is Mark Hoppus, Twins, My brother and My sister's friend's birthday.. So happy brthday to all of them. Erm.. I got nothing much to post today. Boring and feeling weird.

Sunday, March 14, 2004

Went to buy my brother's present with aloy after drum class.. He sucks and all but i still have to get him something.. I bought him a quiksilver belt, hope he likes it lah, he was asking for a belt. Hmm.. I need ur opinions. Should i or should i not get an mp3 player. because i was thinking, dun spend so much, get a cheap one. then i thot again, if wanna get, might as well get a good one right. so how? get good one or stick with the cheapo one? Ok.. then i went to cut my hair, didnt make any change to the length but i thin it. and when i saw the amt of hair on the floor i was like, wtf?! so much ah?! my hair is much thinner now.. but i didnt know it was THAT much hair cut off. Haha ok.. hols starting.. BORING. Have to study chinese more i guess. ok ta ta ta ta taaaaaa..

Saturday, March 13, 2004

I would like to tell all of you what a fucked up ungrateful ass of a brother i have. His birthday right, my mom bought him some clothes. He's like showing fucking attitude coz he didnt get what he wanted. It's fuckin pissing me off. Like HELL FUCK OFF, come on lor, people buy for you and you stil make noise. how do you think my mom will feel? upset right? and she's still putting on a smile you know, but i know she's real hurt inside lor. I WOULD. He is one big fucker you know. His attitude damn fucked up, damn arrogant and must always have things done his way. Now still punch the wall. Daaaaaaaaaamn fucker man i tell you. CAn all of you please give him one fucking thrashing. He needs to fucking learn his fucking lesscon. Damn fucking pissed off now lor. No fuckin respect. No fuckin manners. He like dun care abt how my mom would feel if he say that. If he want something does it mean that he HAS to get it? My brother is one big fucker man i tell you. Cant fucking stand his attitude. Will you do me a favour and KILL my fuckin brother? Attitude piss-head. Chee bye. Some more my mother telling me not to make so much noise. I really hate him alot sometimes. Like some fucking arrogant king. FUck man what did i do to get such a fucked up arrogant piss shithead fucker of a brother man. I really pity my mom lor i feel damn sad for her to have such a disrespectful and ungrateful son.

Came back from the charity drive.. Instead of intended plan of shopping and movies. some things kind of cropped up. and so we wlk around asking for donations and sigh.. wasted, couldve gone to play cs. anyways, erm.. i dunno how much we collected. then i took piccys with leynaaaa.. i owe you cash ok. haha mMm.. that's it lah.

Friday, March 12, 2004

Aaaarrrgghhhh i need the damned CD key for CS!! Everything is good liao.. where is my grandfather!! He prolly is holding the Cd key! aiya i dunno lah. basket. haha. erm.. hols starting. my angel gave me hersheys cookies and cream and tolberone bar. damn shiok man. haha. erm. i just hope i dun grow fat over the hols. going to raffles tomorrow to do some stupid toa payoh charity drive shit. me and leyna and kumari same group. we prolly gonna walk around and stone and walk far and wide and shit. and maybe have some fun. uhh fun as in? up to you to imagine ok! hmm.. from 9.30 to 2.30. eh simin. wanna go have char siew again? like last time? hehehe.. bye bye all..

Thursday, March 11, 2004

Bunch of stupid bishan park kids in the bus bullying some spastic looking person. bloody hell it's like she was with them and they keep bullying her calling her bloody arsehole and stupid and all. fucktards man. they will get their fucking retribution. i keep staring at them. anyways, headache yesterday was found to be dur to a lack of caffeine --> coffee. Then.. Dun talk abt the bloody CS thing. reloading again now. Hmm.. do homework bla bla bla. yah bye.

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

Freakin headache! I hope it goes away soon. Anyways back from the library and stupid dumb kids whispering like fuck. i mean a loud whisper so so much more irritating in a library than a soft voice. dumb phucks. Didnt borrow any books. Erm. Ahhhhhhh.. feel so fucked now. so many things on my mind. things that i dont want in my mind. i want to be FREE. Err.. Bloody hell i got the COP for 2003 all the courses, and wah lau the courses that i wanna go to all like 13, 12 bla bla bla.. how the fuck i gonna get in now!! Really must study. Improve furthur on english and.. just work my ass off. which is partially impossible due to the lazy genes over-populating my body.

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

Hmm.. Did lots of homework today. My blog must be getting boring. Last time it used to be about the little things that i did, but now it's all about the books that i've read the work that i've done bla bla bla bla.. must be so boring right. damned i'm losing my fans. anyways, in class within all the girls we had this "angel-mortal" thing.. if you guys dont know how it is i'm not gonna tell you. hmm.. then had LDDS, and bloody wasted the youth ensemble applications closed already cannot enter anymore. WASTED man. hmm.. then.. i put $20 in my savings can. and i just learnt what a guitar riff is. ok bye.

Monday, March 08, 2004

Ok so today have to sweep the damned classroom. Hmm went to irc, #absolutepunk. One day old channel but full of activity. got alot of songs from there! Erm.. got muse, got funeral for a friend(from the channel) and thrice from navin. theeenn.. eehhh.. then nothing much lah.

Saturday, March 06, 2004

BORING. STay at home.. was like real bored so i took out my math to do. after about one hour.. leyna called and i couldnt do anymore coz there was so much shit happening over the phone haha. And now joe and gary bullshitting me. stupid tarts haha. hmm.. didnt go to school today and simin told me that it was compulsory and if no MC they will not accept letters so i decided to take my diarrhoea medicine to show them. haha i say i got diarrhoea then i say i have medicine already so no need to go doctor. erm.. my mom doesnt know yet. i will just tell her i forgot. there'll prolly be tons of other people who didnt turn up anyway. so at least if i get into shit i won't be alone. maybe after i do all my online things i'll continue studying. bye bye!

Friday, March 05, 2004

Haha today was quite interesting and i must say a waste of my time. Details cannot be revealed so i'm sorry. anyways, been kinda hardworking nowadays.. uhh.. xept that i dun seem to be doing any studying now. i guess after blogging and checking friendster, i'm gonna get off to do some chinese yup. tomorrow wun be going sch coz ahmad say wun die. so i guess i'll spend the day at home studying yah. got some math test next week. i think i wanna buy chemistry o levels to do. coz i've been doing the physics one. have to understand fully chapter one by the end of the weekends. yup so see y'all.

Quote of the Day: Dont waste ur breath on people who won't believe you even if you tell the truth.

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

Sorry i havent been blogging.. Feel damn lazy sia. Too lazy to even turn on the com. And that must be weird for me right. Haha.. ok so anyways, nothing much has been happening except tha ti got 30/45 for math test!! WOOHOO!! That must be like fuckin record man! LAzy lazy lazy tired and i guess after this i gonna get off and studyyyy.. bye bye byeeee.

Monday, March 01, 2004

I AM TALKING TO AHMAD ON THE PHONE RIGHT NOW. woohooooooooo... lol still talking yah.. woohoo.. today go jamming.. then i played Million Miles Away and Rock Show. ok i cant type anymore. i cant type anymore. ok bye.