Saturday, January 31, 2004

HUZZA! The gig was... GOOD. But a little bit boring. Little bit funny too.. Hmm.. The first band was good :D. Anyways, my horoscope for this month from the magazine teens is...

Overcoming obstacles lead you one step closer to success.
Love: A hot, hot romance is on its way! (WOWOWOWOW!!!! Ahahaha..)
Ok actually i just wanted to show y'all the HOT HOT romance one lah lazy to type the rest. SUCK MY BALLS YOU MOTHER FUCKERS!! Lol that was random i'm sorry and i am CONFUSED.

Whoopdeedoop. I am going to a gig!!! Wahaha.. MEeting up with Shirin. Then later go zakir block and find him ahaha.. ok bye bye. nthing much to say.

Friday, January 30, 2004

HOLY MOTHER'S SHIT!! Ahahaha.. today while in the canteen. Suddenly kumari was like came over to me and said "ok they coming over to make friends now" and i was like "WTF?!?!?!?!" And i couldnt stop laughing and i had my back faced to the direction they walking so i just pretend but i couldnt stop laughing. And he came over and i was like "HOT!!", in my head lah.. And then my friend was like "Danial this is ruby and Kelvin this is Leyna" then we were like hi hi and stuff then danial was like "why not make it simpler we 4 get to know each other" then it was like he said "nice to meet you" and he SHOOK MY HAND!! WAAAAAHAHAHAHA MY GOD. His grip was so soft and his hands were very nice!! Lololol.. The other guy stick his hand out straight ahaha never shake properly.. My day is made. Then go jamming. Was bassist for aloy's band then vocals for no future wahaha.. Hello to rubenarse. Ta!

Thursday, January 29, 2004

Today the stupidest thing happened to me. I was attacked in the lift!!! Ahaha.. This moron came and ask if he could be friends with me, in the lift. And i was like "shit how do i get out of this". Then his floor is 6 what, so the door open but he never go out sia! Then i told him i dun have handphone and he ask for my house phone and i told him my mom dun allow calls. Ahahaha.. Then reach my floor and i got out. Waaaahh lau i thot he was gonna grab my boobs on the way out or something man lol. Ok then anyways, today, went to buy stuff and stuff. And erm.. Raining. Some stuff.. Cant remember. But oh wellz. And yah, chinese class rocks. And also, i am physically and verbally bullied everyday. And you know who the ones doing it? Simin and Leyna. Best friends right?!?! Wahahaha..

Quote of the Day: Children are free loaders.

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

Hello once again. Stayed back in school to do deco stuff again.. And got wet on the way home coz raining. Tonight i'm going for dinner. where? I also dunno. But i know i have to wear a skirt and that sucks coz then i have no shoes to go with it. No shirt either. Stupid dumbass relative dinner. At least got free food ahahaha.. Dunno what time i'll be back. Have nothing much to post about so bye..

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

After downloading 3 songs from Quarashi, i found that they are a mixture of rap and hard rock. As in the songs are rap, but not hip-hop style. Interesting i say.. But do i want it? Ahaha.. i dunno, still considering, must listen to more.. Anyways, here's the list of albums that i want.

The Offspring - Conspiracy of One (i know the new one is out already but i wanna hear this one first)
Sugarcult - Start Static (kinda reminds me of simple plan though.. but not so mainstream.. donno.)
Taking Back Sunday - Tell All Your Friends
Murderdolls - Beyond the Valley of the Murderdolls

And my ripped SOAD Cds wahahaha.. Thanks dave balls! Then if they sound good i'll go buy the originals :).

Oh yah guys, if y'all wanna buy imported cds, you can try sembawang music centre before going to hmv. coz i was at J8 the other day and took a look at the music store and damn there were so many Cds there! And much cheaper too! Like below $20. Hmv is like for imported Cds, sure over $20. Yup, so you can go there to take a look before you go HMV. I mean like.. Adema, silverchair, metallica all have sia. Hokay sign out! Post so much today.

In a few moments i will post the albums that i wanna get. Coz i have too much money to spend. Lol.

Churios.. My god, my neighbours kid has a remote control car and it has music and the damn music has been going on and on and now i hear it, it's damn obvious the battery's DYING. Horrible music. Anyways got something to share with y'all which i didn't post the other time haha. Ok, so there were these bunch of malay kids outside my house making lots of noises and having a wierd habit of licking my gate (eew!). So my brother's friends were around and i suggested giving them pieces of bak kwa and when they ask we will tell them "oh dun worry this is halal babi" wahahahha.. Anyways before we couldd o anything my mom came out and say "eh y'all dun anyhow ah".. Ok tt's it. And, my shirt smells funny.. New clean shirt and i just showered, even spray de-o-der-ant already. Oh well.

Monday, January 26, 2004

Wahaha.. Today went to popular after reading history answers to leyna to buy paper to do leyna's table. And while at popular.. the temptation was too great for me. Soo.. No i didn't steal.. I opened the soap bottle and squeezed it on the shelf! Wahaha.. Then leyna run away and leave me alone there lol. Wanted to do some more but leyna say do already must run haha.. Actually i want to draw picture all.. But got camera lah. like right in front of the shelf, but cant see when you dun hold things up. Anyways, that's really about it. Met two girls who listen to punk rock! But not much bout them. Just ask here and there tt's all. yup bye!

Sunday, January 25, 2004

Ok today is quite a good day coz:

1) My ang pao money has increased by ALOT
2) I found out that 2 uncles from my dad's side actually listens to rock! They know bands like deep purple and i even listened to the songs in the car on the way home wahaha rocks man!

Ok more details on number 2. So my uncle asks me what music i listen to and i tell him rock. And he goes "i'm glad you appreciate rock coz girls now adays never listen to rock". Then i go "yah they listen to what S.H.E and 5566" And my uncle goes "aiya that is crap music lah" wahahaha.. Rox0r! Anyways that's it really.. And btw, i still have some more ang paos to collect haha. It's not over!! Taaaaa..

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Hello0o0o.. I am back from my sister's friend house. Had a really really good dinner. My god they cooked so much! then it was raining donkey balls and i got wet and stuff and yep i had my own umbrella so i walked around in the rain with the umbrella like some idiot haha.. And now i snatched the com first coz my brother wanna play gunbound which is the stupidest game in the world. Anyways.. nothing. Haha.. Taaaaa..

Friday, January 23, 2004

I feel.. so fucked. Hai.. I feel like such a fucktard. I feel so unwanted and hated and crapped. I must be the one everyone speaks about when I'm not around.. Don't tag on my tagboard telling me to chill.. It'll only be temporary before i go back to my gloomed world and think about how fucked i am..

I am
Nothing to
Someone
Something to
My friends
Something to
my family

I am
Unwanted
HAted
Trashed
Hurt

I can only find
Temporary Happiness
Everlasting sadness
and hurt
Refuge in silence and
solitary confinement

I am
sorry to
my friends who tried
to help
seeing that they have
not succeded completely

At least
temporary happiness

Let's review that poem again.. (Doesnt even rhyme hahaha) Ok.. sounds like.. fuck. HA! oh well.. i'm not a poem person.

The other day leyna was going through blogskins and she linked me one "school sucks" one.. it's pretty nice but i dunno if i should change.. Anyways, today never go visiting.. Tomorrow going to my sister's friend's house to visit. The nsunday going to ang mo kio to visit my father's sde relatives.. I'm pretty lucky coz i visit extra people and get extra ang paos.. but doesn't necessarily mean i get more money.. I know people who get more than me from less relatives. oh well. Anyways, no inspiration for poem yet haha.. I have a new digicam! Not exactly mine lah.. but i can use it.. Hokay signing offff..

Thursday, January 22, 2004

Happy Lunar New Year you jackasses! Back from visiting.. I think i'm gonna put on a few kgs coz i eat non stop! Bak kwa rocks! Anyways, i wanted to post a poem but seems like i dun have time coz abit rushed.. my uncle wanna use com. Ok hope you all get the money shiznits. i dunno what i talking. love my shiznits yay. ok bye!

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

Hmm.. I need to face up to reality.. My daydreams.. will remain as daydreams.. I have to stop dreaming. but dreamland is so comfortable.. can't move my ass! And.. Sigh i have lost.. my angel without wings.. And I am facing so many things.. Which i don't want.. Argh.. I dun wan it i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan!! It's flattering but.. I DON'T WANT!! Hai.. And.. DREAM!! RUBY STOP DREAMING!!! Hahaha.. Dreeeeams.. Babbling fuck..

Goodbye
the angel from my nightmare
the shadow
of my angel without wings..

Lol that was ripped. FUCK ME! Hahaha.. not literally please..

I am back and did some fixing to leyna's blog.. Is it nice? Wahaha she says she loves it! Yay! Bu think it's abit plain.. maybe get dave to teach me how to load picture thru html.. And today me and her took a pic in the hall! Wahaha.. She says we look like sisters.. Kind of hehe.. If i can upload the pic here.. I will k :). Happy Chinese New Year!

Hope you guys get lots of ang paos mwhahha..

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

My goodness.. Leyna's blog made me a thinking person man.. I'm a genius. Haha sign out.. Check out her blog ok!

And just to add that during PE we had a stupid game of Tug-of-war where my class lost because we were outnumbered in every game.. And conclusion is i have blisters from rope burn and one is open and i did a stupid thing when i was in the scent shop and that was to press alcohol on my hand.. waaahh then it hurt like fuck you know.. fucking dumbass me. WhoOt!

MY GOD.. I tell you i'll NEVER EVER wanna give birth through my cunt. Today i went to J8 to buy bag and SS WB and then me and leyna went to MPH to look at pregnancy books, Leyna's idea. And then she show me one picture and fucking hell. The cunt hole must stretch how big you know anot?!?!?! MY GOD. It's SO BIG. I NEVER EVER WANNA GIVE BIRTH THROUGH MY CUNT. SHIT. Maaan.. Guys please ah, dun think giving birth is easy shit. I show you the picture you're gonna freak out. And ps, MY TABLE ROCKS!! WAhahahaha.. ok bye!

Monday, January 19, 2004

WAaahh lauu.. BAD day to wear a black bra.. At first morning.. still ok.. then later stayed back in sch do decorate class.. not bad, it's coming out nicely. And tomorrow i'll get to decorate my own table! Wahaha.. It's gonna rock! And then later had to get home and it was raining like heavily.. but not damn lah... i still drenched. Dripping all.. Got up the bus, one fucking pervert keep staring at me. ASS! Then got down and walk a long lonely cold walk home haha.. ok bye.

Sunday, January 18, 2004

After a fun drum class i was on my way home when some mad malay woman shoved me in the shoulder while i was getting into the mrt..then we stare stare then the door close.. stupid sia.. Anyways then bored coz nothing to do.. sandip wants the guitar back.. When i giv eit back, i'm gonna be so fucking bored at home! Some more cannot learn new songs! Waargghh.. Chinese New Year is coming.. Bass fund gonna get donations! Wahaha.. Ok peace out..

Saturday, January 17, 2004

Today went to sch to wrap table.. and do some stuff for the wall.. Then yunfan they al taking pictures but my grp never go and take haha.. We take our own! Right guys! Anyways then went home.. and shower and then fell asleep.. so nice, so windy. dunno if the guys went to play soccer..

Zero Innocence and No Future Alliance!

Friday, January 16, 2004

DAng did i tell you that my sch is letting my class, 4e6, decorate our desks however we like? But must put family photos and photos of you and ur friends.. I want zero innocence and no future photo but simin shy.. dun wan to take.. then can label as zero innocence and no future alliance. WASTED! Ahh anyways i surfed the web for band pics.. made a list of what band to put already.. Also got living dead dolls, nightmare b4 christmas, atticus, FSAS and even a picture of Chucky! You know.. the evil doll? Mwahaha yes.. And little scribbles here and there.. Eh simin.. re-consider leh.. you all can hide your face i just want ur bodies there.. PLEEEEEEAASSEE!! NEed it by next week! Navin can help? you got digi cam right? pleeeease take no future picture!

Today got house meeting.. And actually i was suppose to be in yello house but i change to red haha.. Got lots of people there.. Anyways, my sch got one shahrul look-a-like.. but i think sec 3.. not sure though.. Suppose to go jamming today but samsuhang got what? tuition izzit? then it's at 4 plus and i cant go coz too late.. waste my time take the bus!! So here i am.. After eating lunch of maggi mee and canned chilli pork cubes. Haha.. After i finish my online business, gonna watch the USSS VCD! the english project one.. Wahaha.. FUNNY!!! Anyways someone has replied to my ad on selling my books.. But he/she bought the $5 one!! I told him/her that i know i already posted the prices but if he/she's interested i'm willing to negotiate the price haha.. Yup that's it. ByeeeEEeEeEe..

Thursday, January 15, 2004

Hmm.. today went by better.. And i cant believe i actually know math hahaha.. Locus. And chinese class was fuckng funny coz stupid rumours were made. And the teacher sang in class!! Wahaha.. ERm, noth much else to say.. broken english lah.. anyways.. Finch WIITB track 07. It's my feeelings.. Hai.. ******* ** ****? Or ***** *******?

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Droooowning in soooooorrooooww... Lalalalala.. Erm no it's not a song.. Sigh.. today was.. i dunno.. when i *** ***.. i just felt so horrible. i even ***** in the studio. how dumb. i am a dumbfuck. i am a fucked fucktard. please throw stones at me and aim at my head alright? Actually.. just aim anywhere that's fatal. wtf am i babbling about? blabba blabba blabba..

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Erm.. I think i'll just go and die off the world now because of a b****** h****.

*Cry*

Monday, January 12, 2004

Don't i have a really interesting blog name? Shrivelled Papaya Seeds. anyways i reach home to hear that my brother broke his arm! omg.. like 2nd time already! first time fractured lah. Some dumb friend go whack his arm with the baseball bat. If i find out who that fucker is i gonna break his hand and see he like it or not. Ass.. Hmm.. The thing with a blogger is.. It's not private.. Then you cant put what you really wanna say down.. Then after you blog, you dun feel like writing in ur trusty old paper diary.. So oh well.

Sunday, January 11, 2004

I have to stop eating pie!! I ate so many already i think i gonna grow fat. Oh wait.. i already am. Anyways, cut my hair today! It's short uhh.. real short. Shoulder length. When tei the ponytail is not long, quite short. Looks ok i guess, not too bad. Then erm.. Nothing lah. Just i dunno.. Hmm.. Am i thinking too much or izzit really? Bet you all dunno wth i'm talking abt rght.. ahh well..

Saturday, January 10, 2004

Aaaahhhhh i'm telling you it's amazing how love can make you go crazy.. Crazy-Sad/Crazy-Happy etc etc..

Quote: When people are at extreme ends of emotions they talk alot of crap. True?

Argh it fucking hurts.

Ok so i am stuck at home for yet another weekend.. Do you know what next week's date is? Hahaha.. Ok anyways, erm hve to pay drum fees tomorrow.. Erm. Noth much to say. Been boring uhh.. that's all.

Corn Cob.

Friday, January 09, 2004

New blog address mwahaha.. Sorry for inconvenience AGAIN. Really.. Can i treat you all to pie?

Jam butter and sugar.. Jamming! Saw many of navin's friend.. He's connected! He knows everyone! Hahaha.. Anyways jamming seem so fast today and hakim.. ROXY!! Mwahaha.. Anyhow.. yup got my book changed too.. I cant wait to go out! Found the bag that i wanna buy and waiting to go out so can get the wallet.. Chinese New Year can ask for the pair of jeans haha.. Erm.. And the hairstyle yup. I want a new hairstyle. But must can tie.. Wow i want so many things but i have no money.. Oh yah.. i ate pie again today! Mwahaha.. And also met azik today haha.. hokay.

Thursday, January 08, 2004

AAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHH!!! eurghuebleaurgh!! DAMMIT! Navin got offline when i just got on!! Like straight after he left i came online! WTF!!!GrrRrRrr..

Anyways.. met up with them for lunch today.. And had pie again! Who0p! And hairiani came along and then when we were there i pointed to hakim and said "and that's hazizu" and he shouted "fuck you!" and ran away! And i was like wtf? Then later i found out that he thought i was trying to hook them up. Lol.. Hakim i have better things to do ok.. Mad. Then go get concession and then went to J8 to buy my books.. Bought the wrong book! I bought the Normal Academic Geography WB haha.. Doi.. Erm.. well yea that's abt it.. *sigh* : (

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

Hmm.. Went jamming today and finally saw navin! Wahaha.. missed him coz i havent seen him in 2 days yup.. Erm then came up with an excuse for mum.. which was quite bad of me to do so.. yep.. i'm happy today haha.. i'm contented. satisfied. yes. And i still want the pie! gonna get concession too.. Curry for dinner tonight who0p~

Navin! Naan Unnei Kaathalikiraen!! muax0rz! Wahaha..

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

I'm feeling down.. But i cant exactly say why here.. Sigh.. :(..

Went for pie today! Mwahahaha!! Not the hersheys one but not too bad either.. also very nice.. long john's one.. Hm.. chinese class rocks coz my class is split up, and i'm in 4e6 for chinese and the class rocks coz all the delinquesnts inside woo! but got poser inside sia.. hahaha.. oh well.. got better things to do than diss poser all day lah. My fnn teacher rocks haha.. ERm nothign to say so bye bye bye bye bye!

Shakya dance!

Monday, January 05, 2004

Kudos! Reach home from school at around 3 plus.. I gonna get concession coz have to take 2 buses to get home. Hm.. Actually i wanted to eath the burger king sundae pie.. but the toa payoh central got mac, kfc, pizza hut, long johns and mos burger.. and NO burger king!! have everything except burger king.. : ( i wan the sundae pie.. Ahh anyways..

Sunday, January 04, 2004

I am your young padawan.. Haha..

(did i spell it right?)

Now at my uncle's place.. Bukit Panjang.. Met navin dave and simin for lunch just now.. Hm.. gonna have dinner here. Noth much to say. And i'm currently wearing a plastic red fireman hat.. my baby cousin put it on me.. haha i dun even know how i look.. never go see mirror.. Anyways.. burger king's hershey sundae pie ROCKS! WhoOt! Taaaaa...

PS:/ some poser shit telling me he's eminem's son.. number one, he (eminem) doesnt have a son (right?), number two, the kid cant even spel eminems full name when i know it.. AND I'M NOT EVEN A FAN. -.-".. Kids these days..

Saturday, January 03, 2004

Fucking hell i wanna quit NPCC!! Argh.. And my mom dun allow! WTF?!?!?! Anyways today i think got parade but i never go hahaha.. whatever! And luckily this not like usss they call ur house or something.. fuck care i not gonna go. Mom say if want to quit one then quit drama. But i dun wan!! Coz i'm better at acting than the fux0r-up npcc! people say join uniformed group will become more discipline but wtf? look at me! It's not doing me any good but my mom doesnt seem to see the point. Ahh whatever.. I just gonna pretend to my mom that i'm sick dammit.. Dun give a shit if i have to lie to my mom as well (and i hate to do it!) then so be it. See lah.. NPCC home wrecker!! Wahaha.. Yes! Brother is out so can stay online for lo0o0o0ng time.. wHo0t!

Friday, January 02, 2004

And.. I know you gonna expect me to rant but NO! Wahaha.. actually school went better than i expected except for the freakishly super butt-cramping dumb you-think-we're-in-primary-school talk bout illegal stuff at the starting.. dammit man.. sit there for so long listening to crap. lucky i sit at the back so can talk haha.. And then it was like.. wah lao, outside of class people just listen to music and use handphone freely you know.. and shoes not as strict as upp serangoon.. so yea. Then just met up with my friends yay! Then after that i met with navin and dave and asis and davin and hakim to jam! And we got so many starers! Not really we lah.. as in No Future mwahaha.. Fans!! Then later mom called and i lied and feel bad now.. haha and YES! navin is online woohoo!!

Thursday, January 01, 2004

OH NO SCH STARTS TOMORROW!!!

Aaanyways, went to watch School of Rock with Navin, Simin and Dave! It rocked! Seriously wished it will happen to my class hahaha.. But no use wishing lah, the chances of it happening is probably 1 : 3 500 000?? yea you guys should go watch it ok. haha funny too! Sigh.. i dun wanna go sch tomorrow i dun wan the hols to end yet! Cant go out no more till my first test is over. But me and simin agree to meet up with navin and dave after sch for lunch. Yay!

*Have to go school alone and sit in the canteen tomorrow.*
THANK GOD FOR DISCMAN!!