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2008-10-29T11:19:00.003+08:00

I've Decided I'm done. Don't care to move on. Not used to losing someone. If I lost faith, was no choice I made.I'll except the excuse of no one.Your careful silence can't replace, your stupid smile.Casseroles and Handshakes, can't restore 12 damn years of ours.You stole me.I don't care to try again. They said, "Time will heal, and time will mend,"But on Halloween, the last time you leftIf I knew

2008-10-26T19:06:00.000+08:00

im so freakin happy theres no work tomorrow!!!!!!!!!! SLEEP IN YYEAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

2008-10-13T17:39:00.001+08:00

so the second anniversary was settled by the both of us going on a food trail for all our favourite food. but it was a short trail. i would consider it part one and part two should have more!anyway, i already miss him lots :(. still plenty of love. and hopefully many years to go!i want to see him more often :(.

2008-09-26T15:14:00.001+08:00

I NEED HELP!I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR MY 2ND ANNIVERSARY WITH FADZLY!Please please please please throw me any ideas you have. THANK YOU.

2008-09-20T22:44:00.002+08:00

i don't know you but from what i understand, this is what i have to say.you talk about her like she is your world, yet, you do things to let her down. it really gets me wondering..before you choose to go the wrong way, does her face not appear in your mind? does her love for you not be felt in your heart? i really dont get it.all while you claim she is your entire world.bullshit.however, if it's

2008-09-20T00:33:00.002+08:00

ive seen it twice now. how people can hide things so well. it makes me wonder if they were hiding it from people but somehow hiding it from themselves? turning a blind eye to the things they should let go of because it takes too much to do so. so they leave all evidences of the happy times and try to forget the sad times.sometimes it works, sometimes it doesnt. sometimes it takes too much a toll

2008-08-23T16:05:00.001+08:00

sometimes, you realise you're not cut out to be the luckiest person on earth.but then, you think about how you dont have to be the luckiest person on earth because what you have is pretty darn good, you let it go and smile :).um, just need this here for reference of my own.#080823160841

2008-08-19T16:47:00.003+08:00

i miss miss miss miss miss miss miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiss the baby. :(on another note, renting a car with a moonroof is freakin cool!!!!!!!!oh i cant wait till 11:30 am 27 august. THE DAY MARKS FREEDOOOOOOOOOM!

2008-08-17T21:06:00.001+08:00

im almost 100% sure i want a honda fit when i can get a car.you know, i used to think it was ugly but now i think its pretty awesome. i guess i wont know how good it really is but i guess it's a pretty decent car for its price and fuel consumption! :)side note: exams :(. anyways, after 27, i am FREEEEEEEEE!!so come ask me out or introduce me to new activities coz i think i want to make this

2008-08-11T01:41:00.001+08:00

will someone please freakin recommend me a private auto instructorpleeeeeeeeeeaaaasssssee!!!

2008-08-03T22:58:00.003+08:00

i want more money so i can buy all the vans flats i want.dammit they are so nice! and cute! and COMFY.boo.anyway, less than a month to end of school. wonder what will happen to me in the next chapter of my life!

2008-07-27T21:39:00.001+08:00

POL-ITE CHAMP FOR THREE YEARS RUNNING!!!!!!!!!:D :D :D :D :D :D :D.on another note, what RUBBISH journlism on redsports. where is the objectivity and the research? RUBBISH!

2008-07-18T22:25:00.004+08:00

seeing pictures of izyan and baldwin makes me miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss

2008-07-18T17:33:00.001+08:00

the baby is in KL without auto-roaming and it sucks :(.

2008-07-16T22:10:00.003+08:00

sigh. today flew by too fast.before today, i hadn't seen the baby for more than a week because of conflicting school time table and his off days. so finally today i got to see him!!and it all went by too quick. :(. i want more! next possible-to-meet off day is 24 july. hopefully there isnt any group meeting or whatever. the next off day is actually 20th, sunday. but sunday is family day and he'll

2008-07-13T15:09:00.002+08:00

come here 8 august! because thats the last deadline i have before its GRADUATION BABY!anyway, alright, so stuck with like 5 more deadlines. one due this coming friday, and another next monday. then its about 2 weeks before 3 deadlines in the first week of august (just include 8 lah ok). and then theres the TWO exam papers i have to sit for. dear god please let me get at least a B for both of

2008-07-05T18:43:00.001+08:00

I'm SO FUCKING IRRITATED!!!I need to do my GDF (graphic design fundamentals) assignment and my adobes want to fucking give me problems. SO IRRITATIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING!!!i cant get photoshop, i retardedly deleted the illustrator liscenceing file. FUCK. now im wasting LOADS of time waiting and waiting for the goddamn slow computer and internet to download and open and install. AND IM NOT EVEN

2008-06-30T11:06:00.001+08:00

one at the private for those who know!you know who you are!for sofian, if you have an LJ account, let me know :).

2008-06-24T23:17:00.003+08:00

it's two lousy nights in a row for me. today i realised i havent made an impact in anyone's life, enough for them to want to do something nice for me.i always know of plans to do something for someone's birthday. great! okay! totally! i'll pitch in, will be so awesome to see the person's face.. and really it's not me asking for something to be done for me here. it's just me realising how ive

2008-06-11T15:28:00.003+08:00

i wish i could say i was taking a break from work to put up a post but no, coz i havent even started on my work. hahahaha. aaaaaaaaaanyway.sports training is going to reach a level i have never experienced before. well, hockey training is from 3 - 6 now. and touch training is from 6 - 9. and yes, hockey trainings are almost daily that means on tuesdays and thursdays, i am going to die.i thought

2008-06-10T14:19:00.000+08:00

the baby didn't come over :(. he's sick :(. and now i have no mood to do any work :(.

2008-06-09T23:20:00.004+08:00

I WANT A CHEEK PIERCING DAMMIT!!!!and this one too. actually asked my mom and to my huge surprise she did not vehemently object immediately! instead she asked me to glue the metal balls to my cheeks and see how she and I like them. if after a month we're okay, it's all systems go!!Except, if i play touch, i must join su in the plaster clan. hahaha. eh, and i so want my eyebrows pierced too lor.

2008-06-09T16:23:00.001+08:00

chee bye! I just found out I have TWO freakin exams. sucks.and ohhh i cant wait for tomorrooooow coz my baby's comin over! :D

2008-06-03T17:18:00.003+08:00

i need to learn how to tell myself "I Am Hot" more.

2008-06-01T15:17:00.003+08:00

taking a short break to put up a short post!Test on 3rd June. Only one paper, yes, but remember im not supposed to be in school anymore?Anyway, the other day i had a revelation. Putting in effort to bond with the new people might just make graduation harder. Yet, if i don't make friends, i totally will not be able to survive school. haha. i think im going with the making friends though.All

2008-05-23T19:36:00.003+08:00

I want to be the new girlfriend again.Tell me what do i do to be able to feel like how i did in the past, when you were the sweetest to me. I remembered telling you that I was lucky to have you because it was in your personality to be sweet. unlike some other guys who are sweet at first to get the girl then slack off later.I guess I was clearly wrong. and it SUCKS.

2008-05-19T22:05:00.002+08:00

SO! the work has begun. you know, I was never one to procrastinate and do last minute work, but this week its not so much that.because, well i just came back from a long holiday you know tell me how to kick start doing 3 assignments?! hahaha, anyway i'm 3/4 done for my broadcast performance journals due on 26th may. GDF logo that's due this coming thursday is drawn out and done, I just have to

2008-05-07T23:36:00.003+08:00

i just realised why some tops look long enough but when i wear it i will reveal myself when i bendover.................... it's because................................I HAVE AN ASS. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.haha. and on another note, here are some pictures of the bruise i got because of my hamstring:on day one it was one rather big bruise. on day two, it was three big bruises. on day three, it was what

2008-05-01T16:54:00.004+08:00

HAHA CHECK US OUT.and yes, i am acutely aware that i am NOT a national rugby player.Watch the making tonight at 830pm! and the rest of it because even I don't know when the episode im on is going to air. hehe.Happy Labour Day!

2008-04-23T14:14:00.002+08:00

soooooooooorry for the long break. my laptop was sent for repair and yes, i know i should have told all of you that. and the worse thing is im not even updating with it, im using my brother's computer. haha.anyways school has started and i guess im trying to make it as painless as possible. the year twos seem nice. haha, lets hope i make some friends so people will have lunch with me.not much to

2008-04-14T01:11:00.007+08:00

i have decided to finally put up a wishlist:1) Black tulle skirt2) Black Hi-Cut converse chucks!3) A kick ass tote bag that's funky and big enough for laptop + training gear.:D. i always used to think wishlists on blogs were just big hints for friends to buy you stuff. thats why i never put it up. please do not be mistaken that im finally thick-skinned enough. hahaha. i just really felt like

2008-04-09T22:38:00.002+08:00

so close yet so far!aaaanyways, at training yesterday i snapped my hamstring :(. sucked. coz it was super pain and i couldnt sleep properly coz the whole lower thigh just felt so crampish. around 5am then i found out how to prop it to make it hurt less. MEH!beep test and friendly tomorrow. i hope i can even run. but i doubt marli wont let me also. hahaha. guess i just hope i am well enough for

2008-04-01T01:52:00.002+08:00

it's times like this when its late, and you really should go to bed coz you gotta wake up early tomorrow but you for some reason dont want to. and then you go and read blogs.and then you miss your boyfriend :(...i miss my boyfriend :(. it's been so long since i last saw him.sigh :(.dear fadzly,thank you for loving me the way you do. although the way you express your love is different sometimes, i

2008-03-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

i find this extremely amusing:AAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAA. POKE POK! LOL. sorry ah mr pok, no offense to you. you know i appreciate all the times you extended media biz closing time for us and help us with aaaaaaaalllll the technical difficulties we have. hehe.It's just the facebook is funny. hahaha.CMM, i miss you!also, since im here, lets just update with STL (Summer Touch League) games!Game one:

2008-03-26T17:38:00.002+08:00

my boyfriend is super duper uber duber frooper trooper super duper rooper looper (haha) SWEET!!!!!i love you baby! :).and most importantly, I LOVE MY TWENTY SMILIES!!!especially the last one :D.fun day of zoo and fishing! definitely a memorable birthday experience :). thank you love :)

2008-03-19T16:05:00.001+08:00

i took this a while ago (some time in february) and took too long to put it up. anyway here it is!ahahaha. funnyyyyyy.

2008-03-18T14:52:00.003+08:00

SUCKS MAN.Once again i am denied the broadcast performance elective. and this time, it's like, i didnt even get to pick my elective!nobody told me when was the opening date, no emails, then no follow-up reminder when i didnt pick one.WTF okay?thank god for mrs nah because she's trying to help me get into film theory class. otherwise i have to take socio/psycho. which i dont want because firstly,

2008-03-16T22:28:00.001+08:00

tee hee :D.

2008-03-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

i hate it when you cant be there to console me :(.when will my brother see what i do for him.

2008-03-12T16:21:00.007+08:00

somebody please remind me that i have a good boyfriend who loves me and that he shows his love in his own way.coz everytime i see girls who have boyfriends who do all that stuff for them, i feel unappreciated. :( note: stuff does not = expensive.but recently i guess he has become a little lazy =\. no more effort to surprise me or whatever.remember! it's not how big it is, but how many

2008-03-07T01:02:00.001+08:00

i just want to sayyy.........i <3 my super keeper =).

2008-03-06T14:04:00.008+08:00

the roar of the jets flying outside my place is driving me INSANE!!!!Insane with ITCH!I want to fly :(. I WANT TO FLYYYYY!!!!!!!!! argh.Also, while I was searching for F-16 pictures on google, I got this message:haha.and then i found this!!! From TP website!If you guys can't read the words coz its pixelated, just click on the image to open. If that doesnt work, this is what it says:"Stephen Wee

2008-03-05T22:57:00.002+08:00

I miss my boyfriend very much...I wish we had more time to spend together.In other news (hahaha), yesterday was the first training after like about 3 weeks? fitness straight away.my whole lower body is sore and aching coz i already strained my muscles when i tried that magazine workout the day before. and i even fell on my butt during training! i fell damn hard, coz i lost my footing thanks to

2008-03-03T16:48:00.002+08:00

you know, i thought i would get down to blogging earlier since im out of school and i really should try to revive this place. but nope, haha only now.ANYWAYS! you all must know about my new present to myself haha.on my birthday i hope to weigh 50kg and be kickass fit and have a kickass body with a flat stomach (dun need 6 pack okay), leaner and toner arms and leaner thighs. okay thats it.

2008-02-03T00:07:00.001+08:00

I can always only wish you came.

2008-01-28T16:14:00.000+08:00

2 WEEKS AND 5 DAYS BABY. HOLIDAYS WOOOOOOO.Everyone else can say graduation, but not I! sigh. (that rhymed).Aaaaanyway, taking a break from scriptwriting. Last assignment for the subject. I cannot wait to finish! I am already almost done. Great! Next, must study for psychology test that takes place on a freaking weekend.What i'm worried about is ATV TAS corp video. Far from done mates. sigh. Side

2008-01-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

officially damn sick of school.

2007-12-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahahhaa..

2007-12-17T16:01:00.000+08:00

i wish to go back to the days when school work was manageable and fadzly would be sitting at the mushroom waiting to go home with me.

2007-12-12T20:07:00.001+08:00

2007-12-12T19:56:00.001+08:00

2007-12-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

a piece of my ceiling just fell onto the floor!this is right outside my bathroom. was taking a shower when it happened. thought my sister was taking something and dropped it, so didnt say nothing when i heard the thunk. then when i came out, i was suprised to see all these white bits on the floor coz i just mopped the house. then i turned backwards and i saw that chunk. then i looked up and

2007-12-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

i posted this back on the bulletin in friendster. haha!You have to answer the survey with anhonest heart. An honest heart willgive you good luck for the entireyear. "What if your ex tells you..."+++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++ ++Why did I let you go? :because you were an idiot.Can I win you back? :not at all.I am very much happy with you backthen. :then you were an idiot to let me go.I still love

2007-12-04T16:01:00.000+08:00

im so proud of my fadzly amir. so so proud of you baby!congratulations, your hard work, passion and drive has paid off! you deserve this :). you've done so well for yourself. see! told you you're good. keep on improving baby!i'm just so proud of you. cant stop saying it, seems like i have nothing else to say except that. haha. but im really really proud of you!cant wait to see you so i can give

2007-11-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

i think this is the most painful phrase a girlfriend can utter:the hardest part about walking away from youis knowing you wont run after me.I know a girlfriend who's said it. it breaks my heart.

2007-11-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

My right shin is quite horribly abrased. it hurts like shit!had to walk home through the rain today, hurt!! luckily i had an umbrella coz it was REALLY HEAVY. the umbrella actually pretty much kept my butt and above dry. everything else was wet. what sucked the most was that my papillios were soaked. went home, used a hair dryer to dry it. ahaha.anyway assignments really pouring in now. if i said

2007-11-18T16:16:00.001+08:00

saturday was simply lovely :). thanks baby.i want more days like that.. i hate the once a week thing. :(. i wish we could meet up more often. i think this lack of physical touch and physically being with each other is kinda hard.. coz i miss his touch :(. shut up and dont think dirty.sometimes it stresses the relationship.. coz im big on communication. he prefers to be read.. so its hard when i

2007-11-16T23:41:00.001+08:00

sometimes i wish you would read me better.that you would notice when i dont prolonge the goodbye, when i just say ok/oh, and it ends there.

2007-11-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

im sure at one point of time, some of you might have asked yourself... how does she stand him? how can she work with him?i know why..you know why?coz they're the same damn type of people.smart, condescending over-achievers who think they are better than everybody.the only difference is that she's not that hard to look at. so there.

2007-11-13T17:49:00.000+08:00

No offence but.. bucks won NTL? Damn.. and sigh :(.sorry for the lack of posts. i dont think anyone even visits anymore. haha. busy with schoolwork now. taking a break from my adv tv proposal. same ol stuff, just very tedious to do. although i think my storyboard is looking pretty good :D.

2007-10-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

shit. there is too much for me to do... ALREADYproposals i need to come up with, tutorials i need to prepare for, places i need to show up at. its too crazy!!please dont kill me.missing the boyfriend too :(.

2007-10-23T15:53:00.000+08:00

TP HAS A NEW CDS FOR ITALIAN!!!!I'M NOT KIDDING GO CHECK IT OUT YOURSELF!!http://www.tp.edu.sg/home/courses/ftc_acad/cds/cds_syn.htmOMG! im so taking it next sem!(yes yes, i have one sem to go. pol-ite please please be early! hahahahahha :p)

2007-10-16T15:55:00.001+08:00

I love it when you slip your hands into mine.It really really makes me smile, on the inside and out. :)I love your hugs; your arms around me, holding me tight and close, I never wanna be anywhere else when I'm with you.and I love your kisses too!I love you baby! <3Glad we made it through the year (and 3 days now, but who's counting haha), you're the first I've reached that mark with! Hope there

2007-10-14T16:56:00.000+08:00

i bought myself a kebaya! :D. but then i had to change the skirt coz my momma said it was too much. oh wells. i will post the old and new picture soon :).selamat hari raya to all my lovely muslim friends. sorry my post is a day late. haha. i wished people yesterday too!

2007-10-13T15:31:00.001+08:00

I think this is sweet and so true. despite how corny and cliched that sentence sounds. haha. please read it!Girl LanguageIf i dont call you[ Its because im waiting for you tocall me ]When i walk away from you mad[ Follow me ]When i stare at your mouth[ Kiss me ]When i push you or hit you[ Grab me and dont let go ]When i start cussing at you[ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]When im quiet[ Ask me

2007-10-11T14:55:00.000+08:00

right.. so i have not touched this place since like.. a really really really long time.anyway here's a quick update.internship's over! and so's the week break i gave myself before i said i needed to start on my report. coz you know im not a last minute worker! and i got a pretty good appraisal so there is no way i am going to screw myself over because of a half done rushed piece of shit which i

2007-09-02T14:11:00.000+08:00

initiative is nice. and the little things too. that's all that matters.

2007-07-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

the other day, i told the receptionist at CNBC that fadzly was serving ns in the police. and she was like police? aiya.. not so macho. and etc. which well, is generally what people think of the police and the civil defense.however! i have something to say!true, going to the army for NS sounds like a much more "macho" enlistment... BUT!do any of the army boys actually do any protecting when they

2007-07-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

a mighty short update:boo, it sucks to be sick. and my poor dear is sick too. :(. we are both sick puppies! except, you cant be a puppy because that is tak halal.GET WELL SOON.to both you and myself.XOXO

2007-06-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

as obnoxious and narcissistic this will sound, i enjoy reading my own posts. i think im a rather entertaining writer. put aside the facts the posts in this blog lacks pictures. i always take alot to put in my blog when outside.. but laziness creeps in and i simply cannot be bothered to upload from the phone to the com and from the com to blogger. haha.seriously some of the pictures i take are

2007-06-26T15:22:00.000+08:00

woah man, this should be the longest time i have not made an update.. i think. haha.not much to say, same ol stuff.except the my boyfriend is now in NS. :(. i hear many many stories about couples breaking up in NS.we wont for sure!!!i just hate missing him so much.. and being unable to meet him on weekdays.. i stopped counting down to weekends a while ago because i started enjoying work.. but now

2007-06-03T19:15:00.000+08:00

i'm losing my readers!!!because i have not been updating at all.. haha. anyhoos, been busy with life thats all. and at the moment,life = internship and training which = minimal social activities.i say that even though i get off work at 3pm most days because i am simply too knackered to do anything else. and like i mentioned before on top of doing my attachment, i STILL have to fill up stupid

2007-05-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

there seems to be a lot of quarrelling in my home these few days.. between me and my brother and me and my mom.and it seems im always at fault. for being the one to start the fight. for being the one who made a mistake.for the longest time ive been wanting my brother and i to have a good relationship. but nobody can clap with one hand, i need his participation if i want it to work. the thing is,

2007-05-13T14:38:00.000+08:00

My! havent i posted for quite some time.nothing much really happening.. seriously, since im on internship now.internship = no life.haha.. anyways, you know how it is that if you start waking up at a certain time everyday, after some time you will get used to it and wake up automatically?why isnt it happening for me? ive been waking up at 5am for about a month but im still tired as hell when i

2007-05-03T17:49:00.000+08:00

warning: what im about to post is going to ruffle some feathers. it is regarding the STL touch team. if you do not wished to be ruffled, i recommend you leave now instead of dropping some anonymous tag. i am saying it loud and clear now, repect my right to say what i want here and this is a post in which i do not want to be challenged. i will ask for opinion, but be kind with your words. thank

2007-04-25T16:58:00.000+08:00

recently, i have been feeling like neither me as a person nor my actions are appreciated.people are focusing on what i havent done or what i dont do rather than what i have done, what i have been doing or what i am trying to do.and i always seem to be apologising, even when i have done my best.because apparently, my best just - isnt - good - enough. or deemed by them as, not my best.you know what

2007-04-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday i had a fun time with fadzly sexy amir. we went fishing!! :D. AND WE CAUGHT 2 BLOWFISHES!! WOOOOOO!! exciting as hell!!it was SUCH an experience. :D. we let the fish go after we caught them. i got pictures! i even saw a jellyfish in the longkang! NOT JOKING!! the picture kinda sucks. coz i couldnt zoom close enough and my camera phone doesnt have a superb resolution. but it was super

2007-04-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

a lot of times, i am a shit person who is extremely selfish and not worthy of anybody's patience.

2007-04-18T16:42:00.000+08:00

alright, i know i owe you guys the first day post. didnt get round to doing it because i was tired. shit excuse, i know. haha.first day. i was late. haha. fuck not funny. dont wanna talk further. not that i left late ok. bus fucking slow and fucking late. end of story.there was an orientation to just sort of inform the interns what the company is about.. do some admin stuff and had a tour around

2007-04-15T15:14:00.000+08:00

oh my god. sip is starting tomorrow. i know i should really take it one day at a time, but i cant help thinking that this is a 6 month committment i need to take.6 months is a pretty long time if your work SUCKS. to me, the worst thing is to dread going to work.normally, as you all know, i am a pretty optimistic person. so i dont know why im taking such a negative approach to my SIP (student

2007-04-09T17:25:00.000+08:00

operation: fall asleep by fadzly's side. mission 80% accomplished. :D (long post!)friday and saturday was one of the most memorable and lovliestest time of my life. i went to changi beach to stay over with fadzly and his family (excluding his parents). it was very nice. i felt welcomed and his cousins kept wanting to talk to me so that was cool. :D. i think his sister still wants to kill me but i

2007-03-31T21:47:00.000+08:00

hey steph, i think you will like this!did a quiz on love language. here are my results!Score Love Language 5 Words of Affirmation 8 Quality Time 3 Receiving of Gifts 7 Acts of Service 7 Physical Touch

2007-03-31T00:59:00.000+08:00

you know, i was never a person to give in and accept situations without first trying my darndest best to change it.but sometimes in life, you get into situations where things are no longer in your hands. and you can do nothing but sit there and sulk.firstly, i hate being in situations like that. because i want to change things, because if given the chance, i know i CAN change things.going to

2007-03-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

got this from steph's blog! it was rather fun to do. different sort of quiz.. no words, just pictures for you to choose. Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™i'll just follow steph and tell you guys what came out. said that i was a person who liked to live for the day, take things as they come. and that i like to relax.. unwind and switch off (haha, relax is a positive word for

2007-03-26T19:07:00.000+08:00

warning! rather long post! but read! i promise you its entertaining. :D_________________________________________________________i was just back from another escapade with fadzly amir!today was fun fun fun and much reminiscence (sp?) of childhood. heh. so he came over to my place to hang out. and then we went for lunch at the nearby market place. after that, i didnt wanna go home yet (in another

2007-03-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

haha! okay im amused now.have i fallen into some racer friendster circle or something? coz ive gotten 2 requests in a week by car fanatics. see print screens below. and, maybe some of you think 2 is nothing but i never get picked up on friendster before! lol. as in, i never got hi-care-to-make-friends messages ever.click on them to get a larger view!and if you're curious as to what i replied. um,

2007-03-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

well, i am upset. but this is one of the things where, no matter what you do, things are already out of your own hands. so i cant change anything. that's why ive decided to perhaps just suppress it and not talk about it.i miss fadzly amir because he is in redang.another thing, im upset about is why a team mate would resort to using a fake name to leave such a tag on my board. honestly, that tag

2007-03-21T00:58:00.000+08:00

Last STL Game was really bad. looking at the results just made me feel shittier.we beat JJC 8-1.we lost Bedok 0-4.JJC and Bedok was a 3-5 score. which means the margin in which JJC lost was even smaller than ours.but perhaps it is a blessing in disguise. to show us that without the drive, the want, we are nothing.so i hope we can pick up in our game this coming saturday. perhaps i wont say who it

2007-03-19T10:48:00.000+08:00

this post will be a tribute to how well my baby has done in the semi finals. :Dyou did awesome love!! so darn proud of you!! i bet all the girls watching thought you were cute and plus you had that smiley shirt which made you even MORE cute. i wanted to go like, "YEA! that's MY BOYFRIEND!! WOOOOOOOOO!!". hehehe.keep up the good work love. congratulations on all the good news yesterday.. getting

2007-03-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

sometimes im afraid i will become too clingy. i need assurance, yet i know clingy girls drive their boyfriends away.this afternoon, i woke up and got pissed by my brother. which in turn made me grumpy and swear-ish when on the phone with fadzly. and i know its totally stupid and i think i need anger management or at least a way to tune my brother out so he doesnt get on my nerves so much.i thot

2007-03-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

update for STL game 2!we played bucks margaritas and won 7 - 1. even though there were alot more subs. standard was the same really.. and actually i thought they were not as good as hocus pocus. but nvm. at least we won them by a fair bit.some comittment and drive issues came up and i hope it will be resolved soon. like as mentioned, everyone is tired. even if you dont want to sub, you can say

2007-03-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

fadzly and i went to bukit panjang pasar malam today.there were many many ramly burger stalls that were selling goreng pisang and chempedak and all the other normal pasar-malam goodies. chinese sausage.. nuggets etc. there were also many stalls selling handphone covers, pirated vcds, kids toys; like plastic action hero masks and dolls.after grabbing a kebab, sugar cane juice, goreng pisang and

2007-03-06T01:00:00.000+08:00

Haha!You Are Marsha Marsha Marshmallow Ice CreamOutdoorsy and gluttonous, yup, that's you!What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?this is the sort of quiz where you just type in your name and they generate a random answer for you. but this is actually true! lol!

2007-03-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY, fadzly and i went to watch an ice hockey match!! haha cool or what!anyhoos i cant remember the name of the competition but it was one of those big tournaments that involved a couple of countries.. and we happened to be there on the day of the finals!rather exciting, super fast-paced game.. but what was quite an eyesore were the SPGs standing up and cheering for the players.i have

2007-02-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

finally, FREEDOM. i think it hasnt really hit me yet because i had absolutely nothign to do today but i felt like i had exams to worry about. haha. the only thing i have to worry about exams now are the results.. but i think i did alright.i want to shop... more. hahahaha. but cash, as always, is a problem. i feel bad spending my ang pao money. lol. coz i already have enough tops. no? lol.i

2007-02-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

painful disappointment.that just about sums up my feelings towards my performance at the games on saturday.. yes we took home the silver, but as you all know me, silver is not enough.to me, silver is the shittiest award to get. and to my team members who read this (if you even do), please do not get angry or anything, this is simply my view of the medal and it is not meant to make YOU feel like

2007-02-09T01:54:00.000+08:00

God the lack of rest and sleep is seriously affecting my brain.I actually let two people break through me at training. i havent had anyone break through me for so long already!! my god.. not that im trying to make excuses but the tiredness could be one of the reasons.. also there wasnt enough communication.the game's on saturday and the team played quite shitty today at training. found out that

2007-02-07T03:47:00.000+08:00

So there I was,listening to Explosions in the Sky.Eyes closed,wishing for your warmth against my back.To be wrapped tight,contrast the cold floor, cold air.To feel your skin,contrast the rough tiles.Just the two of Us,listening to Explosions in the Sky.Eyes closed.And I wouldnt wish for anything more.<3

2007-02-05T00:38:00.001+08:00

i am fucking annoyed with my sports media marketing.how the fuck can we. ARGH, im TOO frustrated to even type the post. that's saying something. I will update when calmer. good night.

2007-02-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

I am bloody annoyed with myself.Cause i make it through the day without eating "junk food" then stuff myself at NIGHT.and shut the fuck up with the "you're not fat, ruby" coz i just want a flat stomach okay?only 5 freakin kgs and its so damn hard!! its gym time.what also sucks is the impending group projects due. coz that eats into gym time. i want muscles!! im happy with my legs, training pretty